Sad today as I've just said goodbye to my parents, and I wont see them for about 9 or 10 months now![]()
Sad today as I've just said goodbye to my parents, and I wont see them for about 9 or 10 months now![]()
Currently reading: Jane Eyre by Charlotte Bronte
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Very tired, but good because I have a dog with me![]()
I'm weary with right-angles, abbreviated daylight,
Waiting for a winter to be done.
Why do I still see you in every mirrored window,
In all that I could never overcome?
Mentally numb, I just took a bubble bath... that helped; now I think I'll make some tea and stop thinking about bills![]()
Like someone who needs this week to be over.
I have a mixed box of feelings, now a little bit lethargy and now fresh, and now renewed. Honestly, I feel range of feelings at the same time, circumstances change my moods. This cold morning was not good, and I shortened my morning walk to an hour otherwise I am in the habit of walking early in the morning more than two hours. I love walking and in the course I come across numbers of people from different walks of life. I see students rushing to schools and colleges, farmers with their ploughs on their shoulders, laborers with their tools and instruments, running and running. I run to the riverside and watch there how corpses are reduced to ashes and then I return to a state o f meaninglessness and again apathy. Pausing there for a while I again motoring my body and going afar I encounter couples kissing and hugging and I start comparing two extremes at the same time, one scene: the body is being cremated and the other the couple locked in arms and planting kisses on each other. Carrying this mixed box of feelings I am returning home to hurry myself to the office
“Those who seek to satisfy the mind of man by hampering it with ceremonies and music and affecting charity and devotion have lost their original nature””
“If water derives lucidity from stillness, how much more the faculties of the mind! The mind of the sage, being in repose, becomes the mirror of the universe, the speculum of all creation.
Sleepy.
Going to bed early never agrees with me. I end up waking up in the middle of the night and being miserable rest of the day.
Maybe I should go back to bed...
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"It is not that I am mad; it is only that my head is different from yours.”
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crabby
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"It is not that I am mad; it is only that my head is different from yours.”
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A little nervous and somewhat introspective.
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tired
Do, or do not. There is no try. - Yoda
feeling fine, even though it's Friday the 13th... I even tempted fate and took a walk though 2 cemeteries today
I hope death is joyful, and I hope I'll never return -Frida Khalo
If I seem insensitive to what you are going through, understand it's the way I am- Mr. Spock
Personally, I think that the unique and supreme delight lies in the certainty of doing 'evil'–and men and women know from birth that all pleasure lies in evil. - Baudelaire
:What possessed you, Helga? Note, that has two meanings today
Alittle lazy and alittle nervous. I've been out of work for two weeks with a cold or virus, it seems too bad to be a cold. Now I must return to work to pay the bills; but I still feel weak and a little shaky when I push myself. I work with terminally ill people and I have to be always alert to their and their families needs, say all the right things; but I'm not sure I am quite alert enough mentally to do that![]()
Happybest day I've had in a while