too many scary movies, eh?Originally Posted by samercury
too many scary movies, eh?
I am feeling a little sleepy after coming morning walk this morning. But I cannot sleep since I have to do my morning chores, doing lots of things. I feel little bit tired and apathetic to anything. I am not feeling like reading also. Not even watching TV. Just my laptop was on I thought I will write something. This chat is interesting like chitchat and time pass when you do not have anything to say or when yo have nothing specific to say and want to pour out what goes inside you, and there is no specific rules and that is why I am writing what I feel. I feel loathe and lethargic at this moment. My head is a little bit heavy and I do not know what exactly going on within me, this is not headache also. I have some difficulties in my office also with some additional assignments on my shoulder. I have to satisfy all and have to communicate even if I do not like to speak at all. There are bosses and Juniors and I have to make vertical communications. I have to satisfy my bosses and and I have to take to something called apple-polishing or flattering which I hate in point of fact. I have to stage so many acts. Staging is something I abhor in life but life cannot go without acting. You have to act and be what you are not or you will not be fit in your world, and you should act or do not the way you want to but the way others want you to do and in point of fact this is not a lesser kind of slavery.
I am enslaved and dance to the tune of others and I have no choice and I have to flex my self and what I call mine is thaws and I will have to condition myself or I have to carve my personality to suit i to what they expect of me in point of fact and this is how life goes on and on.
I am writing or outpouring what exactly goes on with me or inside me. It is called the stream of consciousness or thoughts? I do not know exactly.
“Those who seek to satisfy the mind of man by hampering it with ceremonies and music and affecting charity and devotion have lost their original nature””
“If water derives lucidity from stillness, how much more the faculties of the mind! The mind of the sage, being in repose, becomes the mirror of the universe, the speculum of all creation.
pleasantly melancholy albeit very tired.
i was slicing up an avocado
when you came up behind me
Sleepy, but otherwise good. Managed to get a lot done between classes today.
I'm weary with right-angles, abbreviated daylight,
Waiting for a winter to be done.
Why do I still see you in every mirrored window,
In all that I could never overcome?
Like I have wasted a whole day doing nothing...
~
"It is not that I am mad; it is only that my head is different from yours.”
~
Bleh. . . . .
The Moments of Dominion
That happen on the Soul
And leave it with a Discontent
Too exquisite — to tell —
-Emily Dickinson
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TVW8GCnr9-I
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ckGIvr6WVw4
Why is it that I feel the same way?
The Moments of Dominion
That happen on the Soul
And leave it with a Discontent
Too exquisite — to tell —
-Emily Dickinson
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TVW8GCnr9-I
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ckGIvr6WVw4
Can't wait for this week to be over =__=
I am feeling wonderful today. I have just come from a morning walk and now I am into writing something.
“Those who seek to satisfy the mind of man by hampering it with ceremonies and music and affecting charity and devotion have lost their original nature””
“If water derives lucidity from stillness, how much more the faculties of the mind! The mind of the sage, being in repose, becomes the mirror of the universe, the speculum of all creation.
I am feeling LAZY... Yep, with capital L, capital A, capital Z and capital Y.
Haven't done anything useful all day long.
~
"It is not that I am mad; it is only that my head is different from yours.”
~
Woke up extremely late. .. . .but I feel ready and motivated to start the day.
The Moments of Dominion
That happen on the Soul
And leave it with a Discontent
Too exquisite — to tell —
-Emily Dickinson
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TVW8GCnr9-I
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ckGIvr6WVw4
Tired but feeling better after that nap
Actually. . . ..no, the day didn't turn out as it was supposed to.
As a matter of fact, I waddled in the same sighs of apathy and did virtually nothing of any value today.
The Moments of Dominion
That happen on the Soul
And leave it with a Discontent
Too exquisite — to tell —
-Emily Dickinson
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TVW8GCnr9-I
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ckGIvr6WVw4
lousy...I have some sort of cold. I really want to go to sleep but I have to work on my paper for English class.
Calvin: You can’t just turn on creativity like a faucet. You have to be in the right mood.
Hobbes: What mood is that?
Calvin: Last-minute panic.
Today I am feeling better. I woke up a little earlier and it was dusky early in the morning; I took a morning walk, sweated and returned home fresh, read something and watched TV news. And back at work, I had wonderful moments
“Those who seek to satisfy the mind of man by hampering it with ceremonies and music and affecting charity and devotion have lost their original nature””
“If water derives lucidity from stillness, how much more the faculties of the mind! The mind of the sage, being in repose, becomes the mirror of the universe, the speculum of all creation.
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