I'm feeling tired and confused...In these days I have been training with the car so much that I keep moving my foot as if I am to push the kick start even now that I'm in front of the computer!
I'm feeling tired and confused...In these days I have been training with the car so much that I keep moving my foot as if I am to push the kick start even now that I'm in front of the computer!
I sang of leaves, of leaves of gold, and leaves of gold there grew.
man!! ur going to make me take it arent u?!![]()
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...the smell of flowers through metal labyrinths.
I feel I would collapse if they would keep this fight on for some more time!
I sang of leaves, of leaves of gold, and leaves of gold there grew.
TORN
The closest thing I will ever have to an arch-nemesis died on Independence Day. This person did all that he could to make my life difficult at every turn, so I should be relieved that this barrier to a peaceful life has fallen; but I cannot rejoice in his death.
I should be heartbroken by his passing as many others are, but I am not.
I'm not happy he's dead; but I am not terribly saddened by it either.... he was my father.... I should feel something.... but, I do not.
I don't know if this overwhelming apathy reflects badly upon him, me or both of us...... I just know it's not right.
grungy
I'm sorry to hear about your father Biblio, and more sorry that you have such indifference since it brings its own guilt. I don't think it reflects badly on you, because if it does then I have the same fault for my lack of caring when my grandparents killed themselves this past Valentines Day. Sometimes indifference or numbness is the best you can manage even if the rest of the world thinks that you should feel something more. Know that you are in my thoughts and prayers.
As for me, I'm feeling overwhelmend. I have company coming in to town to stay for a week on Saturday. Not a big deal if it was just our friend, but he is bringing his girlfriend, and we've never met her. By some accounts she is not the nicest and I'm not really looking foward to it. They are staying at the house here, and having never met her I don't know how she is going to behave in the zoo that I call my home. I also have a big group project to do for college, and coordinating online group work is quite a headache.
Lonely. I've been all alone in this big house since thursday and it's just weird. Normally there are six of us, or at least five, sometimes even eight people living here. Then this house is very crowded and full of noise. Now it's very empty and silent. It's so freaky to hear clocks ticking and the refrigerator's sound
I guess I need a social life![]()
Little Lotte thought of everything and nothing. Her hair was golden as the sun's rays and her soul as clear and blue as her eyes.
Gaston Leroux - The Phantom of the Opera
messed up and fed up....
numb.
Angry, sad and my ear hurts.![]()
Sleepy. My schedule recently was: go to sleep at 4 AM, wake up at 1 PM. Now I'm trying to go back to: Go to sleep at 11 PM, wake up at 8 AM. So I really want to sleep now...
"Dullness. Ethereal, ephemeral, allegorical dullness. The blunt boredom rises from the gorge of her insufferable lips and floats like the tiniest feather of a long dead bird until it lands, naked and tired memory next to your fleshy feet. But she is gone now, away, away, like all the others, away, away! Only I, poet man, has chosen to stay. And I welcome you, travelers, to the memory catacombs of the Brunnen-G!" (c) Poet Man
sick...i have a stuffy nose, sore throat, and a really bad headache
"Love is long-suffering and kind. Love is not jealous, it does not brag, does not get puffed up, does not behave indecently, does not look for its own interests, does not become provoked. It does not keep account of the injury. It does not rejoice over unrighteousness, but rejoices with the truth. It bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things. (1 Corinthians 13:4-7)
Dumwitliteratur
Curious.
I sang of leaves, of leaves of gold, and leaves of gold there grew.