I'm a very self-concious person, always changing my personality to fit in. i'm also *even thought most people think i'm not* extremely shy and easily hurt.
I'm a very self-concious person, always changing my personality to fit in. i'm also *even thought most people think i'm not* extremely shy and easily hurt.
Shall these bones live?
since when? just kiddinOriginally Posted by Bakiryu
i formed a block against other people in elementary school,i used to be like that, now i'm the cargo wearing kid with a book in one pocket, two pencils, some money and an ipod, your everyday teenager who is a shallow looking chasm. i don't let anyone in until they prove theor loyalty to me, then they get stuck their for eternity, kind of like a chosen prison, sorta
many people don't see my eyes, or my amazing ability to be th ebest vent in the world(emotional vent, someone you can tell anything tobetter than a psychiatrist because you don't pay, and there's no time limit
life philosophy: "if one wants to succeed, they must become independent, if one wants to be independent, one must strive past the dificulties, using them to shape future desicions, like a sword being folded, every fold is a hardship overcome, and every fold removes one more imperfection that would destroy the completed version"
# of 1st Dans, Black Belts achieved- 2 (1 Hapkido, Sun Moo Kwan), (1 Tae Kwon Do)
In elementary I used to be the fight kid. You know what I mean, that kid who's always suspended, witht the black eye and the ripped clothes *blush*. I thought there was nothing more enjoyable than a good, bloody fight. I am like a wall. I ignore people until they find a way to get in and then, zap! They can't get out.
I'm mostly a normal emo kid, you know, black clothes, black hair. 3 books in backpack, metal-spike necklace. I guess that's why people judge me. Because of my appearance.
Shall these bones live?
lollerskates. oh, agreed. although, there are lots of emo kids/scene kids at my school. I just don't talk to people much... 'cus I'm emo.But it's true.
But anyway, most people don't see my super silly fun side. I look mostly serious (prob 'cus I don't talk a lot).. but I'm always smiling. Inside I'm:
"It is when the feet weary and hope seems vain that the heartaches and the longings arise. Know, then, that for you is neither surfeit nor content. In your rocking chair, by your window dreaming, shall you long, alone. In your rocking chair, by your window, shall you dream such happiness as you may never feel."
-- Sister Carrie
he he. well if you can't share your porn then there was never anything there to begin with
"...if you weren't smart enough to get a pedophile in a dress to put a small amount of water on the child’s forehead, then what the eff did you think was going to happen?
That I am the centre of the universe. Enough of this nonsense being taught about planets revolving around the Sun. Everything revolves around me dagnamit.
There once was a scotsman named Drew
Who put too much wine in his stew
He felt a bit drunk
And fell off his bunk
And landed smack into his shoe ~(C) Ms Niamh Anne King
(chanted in monotone)
that is true master exile,
that is true master exile,
that is true master exile,
that is true master exile,
that is true master exile,
that is true master exile,
that is true master exile,
that is true master exile,
that is true master exile,
that is true master exile,
that is true master exile,
that is true master exile,
that is true master exile,
that is true master exile,
that is true master exile,
that is true master exile,
life philosophy: "if one wants to succeed, they must become independent, if one wants to be independent, one must strive past the dificulties, using them to shape future desicions, like a sword being folded, every fold is a hardship overcome, and every fold removes one more imperfection that would destroy the completed version"
# of 1st Dans, Black Belts achieved- 2 (1 Hapkido, Sun Moo Kwan), (1 Tae Kwon Do)
Don't encourage him! He will get so puffed up, he will float away like some kilt wearing hot air balloon.
I guess what people fail to see is that underneath this wild and tempestuous beauty is the brain of, well, just a brain I guess.
(I don't think people see that I am really worth something....)
"It is a mistake to think you can solve any major problems just with potatoes."
Douglas Adams
"Frivolity is a stern taskmaster."
Zippy the Pinhead
~Posting images tutorial~
I could get to like this, and who exactly said you could stop. I demand the praise I deserve
Bah, nonsense. I have such a strong gravitational pull I could never float awayDon't encourage him! He will get so puffed up, he will float away like some kilt wearing hot air balloon.
There once was a scotsman named Drew
Who put too much wine in his stew
He felt a bit drunk
And fell off his bunk
And landed smack into his shoe ~(C) Ms Niamh Anne King
OH BUT I SEE IT!!
Don't encourage him! He will get so puffed up, he will float away like some kilt wearing hot air balloon.
I guess what people fail to see is that underneath this wild and tempestuous beauty is the brain of, well, just a brain I guess.
(I don't think people see that I am really worth something....)
I think the opposite sex is totally fooled by what I present when I'm "on" performing as a teacher or musician...and what they don't see is that I'm terribly self-conscious, terrified of rejection and haunted by the feeling that I've never really fit in anywhere in this life; that I really have much to say once they get to know me and am desperate to fearlessly know and be known by a woman...that I'm much more than I apppear to be (which I don't think appears to be anything but average).
My, that sounds a bit _______.
"I believe in Christianity as I believe that the sun has risen, not only because I see it, but because by it I see everything else." - C.S. Lewis
Wow...dead on man. Dead on.I think the opposite sex is totally fooled by what I present when I'm "on" performing as a teacher or musician...and what they don't see is that I'm terribly self-conscious, terrified of rejection and haunted by the feeling that I've never really fit in anywhere in this life; that I really have much to say once they get to know me and am desperate to fearlessly know and be known by a woman...that I'm much more than I apppear to be (which I don't think appears to be anything but average).
My, that sounds a bit _______.
But is that something to be proud of? Pluto has a strong gravitational pull too, doesn't it? That's probably the most boring planet EVER.
"It is a mistake to think you can solve any major problems just with potatoes."
Douglas Adams
"Frivolity is a stern taskmaster."
Zippy the Pinhead
~Posting images tutorial~
I really really like what you've said. Props to you. Seriously.I think the opposite sex is totally fooled by what I present when I'm "on" performing as a teacher or musician...and what they don't see is that I'm terribly self-conscious, terrified of rejection and haunted by the feeling that I've never really fit in anywhere in this life; that I really have much to say once they get to know me and am desperate to fearlessly know and be known by a woman...that I'm much more than I apppear to be (which I don't think appears to be anything but average).
My, that sounds a bit _______.
"It is when the feet weary and hope seems vain that the heartaches and the longings arise. Know, then, that for you is neither surfeit nor content. In your rocking chair, by your window dreaming, shall you long, alone. In your rocking chair, by your window, shall you dream such happiness as you may never feel."
-- Sister Carrie
You are both too kind - thank you for your generous words
"I believe in Christianity as I believe that the sun has risen, not only because I see it, but because by it I see everything else." - C.S. Lewis
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