I'm feeling tired and confused...In these days I have been training with the car so much that I keep moving my foot as if I am to push the kick start even now that I'm in front of the computer!
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I'm feeling tired and confused...In these days I have been training with the car so much that I keep moving my foot as if I am to push the kick start even now that I'm in front of the computer!
Okay. Still you don't have to like them to take them. Think about this in such a way: you can't get everything you get in life. And sometimes, you have to bear things you don't like in life, for your own good. :)Quote:
Originally Posted by symphony
man!! ur going to make me take it arent u?! :(
Ask yourself! You want to get better or not?Quote:
Originally Posted by symphony
I feel I would collapse if they would keep this fight on for some more time!
TORN
The closest thing I will ever have to an arch-nemesis died on Independence Day. This person did all that he could to make my life difficult at every turn, so I should be relieved that this barrier to a peaceful life has fallen; but I cannot rejoice in his death.
I should be heartbroken by his passing as many others are, but I am not.
I'm not happy he's dead; but I am not terribly saddened by it either.... he was my father.... I should feel something.... but, I do not.
I don't know if this overwhelming apathy reflects badly upon him, me or both of us...... I just know it's not right.
grungy
I'm sorry to hear about your father Biblio, and more sorry that you have such indifference since it brings its own guilt. I don't think it reflects badly on you, because if it does then I have the same fault for my lack of caring when my grandparents killed themselves this past Valentines Day. Sometimes indifference or numbness is the best you can manage even if the rest of the world thinks that you should feel something more. Know that you are in my thoughts and prayers.
As for me, I'm feeling overwhelmend. I have company coming in to town to stay for a week on Saturday. Not a big deal if it was just our friend, but he is bringing his girlfriend, and we've never met her. By some accounts she is not the nicest and I'm not really looking foward to it. They are staying at the house here, and having never met her I don't know how she is going to behave in the zoo that I call my home. I also have a big group project to do for college, and coordinating online group work is quite a headache.
Lonely. I've been all alone in this big house since thursday and it's just weird. Normally there are six of us, or at least five, sometimes even eight people living here. Then this house is very crowded and full of noise. Now it's very empty and silent. It's so freaky to hear clocks ticking and the refrigerator's sound :eek:
I guess I need a social life :p
messed up and fed up....
numb.
Angry, sad and my ear hurts.:(
Sleepy. My schedule recently was: go to sleep at 4 AM, wake up at 1 PM. Now I'm trying to go back to: Go to sleep at 11 PM, wake up at 8 AM. So I really want to sleep now...
sick...i have a stuffy nose, sore throat, and a really bad headache
Curious.