I'm a very self-concious person, always changing my personality to fit in. i'm also *even thought most people think i'm not* extremely shy and easily hurt.
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I'm a very self-concious person, always changing my personality to fit in. i'm also *even thought most people think i'm not* extremely shy and easily hurt.
since when? just kiddin
i formed a block against other people in elementary school,i used to be like that, now i'm the cargo wearing kid with a book in one pocket, two pencils, some money and an ipod, your everyday teenager who is a shallow looking chasm. i don't let anyone in until they prove theor loyalty to me, then they get stuck their for eternity, kind of like a chosen prison, sorta
many people don't see my eyes, or my amazing ability to be th ebest vent in the world(emotional vent, someone you can tell anything tobetter than a psychiatrist because you don't pay, and there's no time limit
In elementary I used to be the fight kid. You know what I mean, that kid who's always suspended, witht the black eye and the ripped clothes *blush*. I thought there was nothing more enjoyable than a good, bloody fight. I am like a wall. I ignore people until they find a way to get in and then, zap! They can't get out.
I'm mostly a normal emo kid, you know, black clothes, black hair. 3 books in backpack, metal-spike necklace. I guess that's why people judge me. Because of my appearance.
lollerskates. oh, agreed. although, there are lots of emo kids/scene kids at my school. I just don't talk to people much... 'cus I'm emo. :lol: But it's true.
But anyway, most people don't see my super silly fun side. I look mostly serious (prob 'cus I don't talk a lot).. but I'm always smiling. Inside I'm: :bawling:
That I am the centre of the universe. Enough of this nonsense being taught about planets revolving around the Sun. Everything revolves around me dagnamit.
(chanted in monotone)
that is true master exile,
that is true master exile,
that is true master exile,
that is true master exile,
that is true master exile,
that is true master exile,
that is true master exile,
that is true master exile,
that is true master exile,
that is true master exile,
that is true master exile,
that is true master exile,
that is true master exile,
that is true master exile,
that is true master exile,
that is true master exile,
:lol: :lol: :thumbs_up
Don't encourage him! He will get so puffed up, he will float away like some kilt wearing hot air balloon. :)
I guess what people fail to see is that underneath this wild and tempestuous beauty is the brain of, well, just a brain I guess. ;)
(I don't think people see that I am really worth something....)
I think the opposite sex is totally fooled by what I present when I'm "on" performing as a teacher or musician...and what they don't see is that I'm terribly self-conscious, terrified of rejection and haunted by the feeling that I've never really fit in anywhere in this life; that I really have much to say once they get to know me and am desperate to fearlessly know and be known by a woman...that I'm much more than I apppear to be (which I don't think appears to be anything but average).
My, that sounds a bit _______. :redface: