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I'm fond of this word.. it fits my life so aptly...

Well, today was the competition...
I was contestant number 1. Of course when you are contestant number one they are reluctant to give you the higher scores for fear that somebody will be better but I delivered a fine speech. And ducky ducky was there... so that was nice. But I LOST. well, I'm an admitted agnostic and the theme was God-based so I can't really complain. It's just that, I knew I was better than that ...

Tomorrow I'll be the representative for my school for the Extempo Public Speaking Competition... I'm nervous to say the least, the theme for it is " God's Vision for the Youth: Stir-Up Obedience, Awaken Courage and Inspire Hope in Greater Possibilities"... by the way, I'm an admitted agnostic here so this is really hard for me. Good thing I have a wonderful trainer. He's amazing...

*Wala Lang*

well, just wanted to post here again. hay... feeling a little blue ...

the lyrics to the song

Oh, Oh
I’m not missing you

Been through just about everything that I could go through
When it comes to relationships
Don’t know what I was missing or why I ain’t listen
When I told myself that was it
Now here I go, hurt again
Cause of my curiousity
Now that it’s over
What else could it be, he just has to cheat

I made a promise never to settle
Why didn’t I ...

Since school has started (January 4, 2007) I must say I have been lacking sleep since... Normally, my body can hack it but these days, it's too much. i still have this annoying cold that makes me cough a lot. There has already been so many projects and so many extracurricular activities to do, not to mention the charity project I am working with. In History we have a video report about the Philippines... The video being a telenovela that should last 1 hour. In Math we are supposed to make a survey ...

Well, we broke off... He found sum1 else... how grand...

I do so miss him... December 27 to 30 I went to camp.. at sum place really cold that just makes you shiver even nder 5 layers of clothing.. I got backl with a cough... no wonder there... but he went to camp too... We aren't fighting.. but we aren't exactly talking either... there is resentment but I know I'll get over it... there is still some attraction and the fight has made my grades drop.. poor me... oh well... ...