I am back in school at my ANCIENT age and have writer's block, which is something I have never had as a writer. Any suggestions? I have so many papers to write! Aaaaack!
I know I'm in trouble when I sit in my dorm and unbutton my pants for comfort. These pants used to be a tad big on me a few months ago, now they're simply stifling. In about a week I'm sure I'll just be avoiding them all together and stop trying to fool myself into thinking I haven't gained weight. What's scarier is the men's pants and shorts I wear. usually I need a belt to hold those suckers up...but this week, no belt necessary. A guy's size 34 is staying on me. Yikes. ...
It's been 4 days since we fought and I've apologized and did my part but if he does not reciprocate my emotions I hope that he'd at least tell me he wants out. Men are such complicated creatures,.. My heartstrings are so tight they feel like they want to yank my heart out, it's already bleeding... bleeding... As much as I love him, I know that I can't be desperate... I just hope that he knows I love him... Funny thing is.. he did the exact same thing I am doing before... We did have a grand time ...
so i don't know what you're supposed to do on blogs, so i'm just going to ramble about NaNoWriMo because i don't really have room to think about anything else right now. and i also stayed up till midnight last night working on it so i don't have any remaning brain cells anyways. http://www.nanowrimo.org/ it is very fun . . . if insanely maddening. my story's a scifi novel - and in about 1000 more words it will be HALF DONE!! (very excited ) ...
I wonder if I have an addictive personality? Bloggins is certainly very addictive for me anyway. My only other addiction is caffeine. Hmmm...never tried smoking or any drugs, never felt the need to...and alcohol, well, I've known enough alcoholics to be scared of getting addicted to it, so I drink it very rarely... Anyways, I really should be working on my final papers. The reason I'm here again is because I had two goals for today, and I promised myself a break once one goal was ...