How are you feeling today?

[Nightshade]

What does :-* mean???

[kilted exile]

lazy......

[Koa]

I second Kilted's laziness...

[baddad]

Sore....very sore. Just spent 10 days in the hospital fighting a rebellion. The treasonous offender has been purged, his body parts dismembered and scattered to the four corners of the realm. By Royal Proclamation his name shall forever be banned from these lips. But I made a new friend, Sister Morphine, who seems quite friendly, easy going, and only too happy to assauge any hard feelings brought on by the rebellion. Long live the KIng!!!!

[mono]

Sore....very sore. Just spent 10 days in the hospital fighting a rebellion. The treasonous offender has been purged, his body parts dismembered and scattered to the four corners of the realm. By Royal Proclamation his name shall forever be banned from these lips. But I made a new friend, Sister Morphine, who seems quite friendly, easy going, and only too happy to assauge any hard feelings brought on by the rebellion. Long live the KIng!!!!
Yikes, baddad! Obviously, since the hospital released you, you must feel at least partially better, though I know, from experience, that policies and HMOs attempt discharging patients as quickly as possible.
All I can hope:
http://toons.artie.com/alphabet/words/20001121/arg-get-well-soon-ltblue-on-gold-url.gif

As for me: lazy and somewhat down.

[Koa]

I'm feeling melancholic, I'm feeling as I wasted another day of my (wasted) life and tonight I've even had the lost feeling of loneliness back :eek:

baddad, well glad to hear you survived the worst, and as mono said, get well soon!

[amuse]

feeling the effects of leep devripation

[Nightshade]

Excited yet nervous todays my first day at a full time job, actually its the first day at a paid job but still:D.

[Beaumains]

I'm feeling rather exuberant this morning. Exercise, the news, and a hearty breakfast will do that to a person. :)

[Monica]

Like: shiny happy people :D I got 4.5 from English literature exam and have HOLIDAYS from today!!!
On the other hand I'm sad :bawling: because my brother went to Ireland yesterday. He'll be back in December :(

[ihrocks]

feeling the effects of leep devripation


Hit yourself on the head with a frying pan and get some rest you!

[mono]

Energetic and productive . . . (never a bad thing ;)).

[Scheherazade]

http://www.wtv-zone.com/tigershark/Bigcats/growl.jpg

[Jay]

*gets some more milk as the kitty seems hungry* ;)

[Nightshade]

Tired but happy my job turned out to be only 4 hours a day 20 hours a week still thats not the GREAT news the libary in town offered me a job!
dancing nanaz time!!
:banana: :banana: :banana: :banana: :banana: :banana: :banana: :banana: :banana: :banana:

[Koa]

Feeling like I did nothing all day... cos that's what I did: nothing!
Better be back on books tomorrow...*sighs*

[kilted exile]

Apathetic.

[Koa]

er... feeling in need of a man :blush: no good, life is better in a proud acceptance of eternal independence.

[amuse]

life is better in a proud acceptance of eternal independence.sounds like what i tell myself too!
but i never believe it...

i feel odd, actually. dreamt about a coworker nibbling my ear last night. :eek:

[Nightshade]

justified
I am now going to be juggling 3 jobs :D

[Rachy]

Content.......

[Jay]

tired . . .

[mono]

life is better in a proud acceptance of eternal independence.
Well said, Koa.

As for me today: drained, due to mild insomnia last night, shared by both Psyche and I. :p

[Helga]

tired, sad, angry and something more

[Rachy]

tired, sad, angry and something more

Why???
What's up?

[Nightshade]

yes Helga ?????

[Keltic Banshee]

melting due to the heat (still 28ºC and it's nearly midnight :S), and trying to survive a bunch of negative feelings...

[Nightshade]

Not like night at all more like shade misrable the misrable side of me.

[mono]

Cynical, labile, and sneezy (argh, allergies!). :rolleyes:

[Koa]

Totally depressed and for no reason at all (hormones?) :eek: I've had a headache all night which didnt let me sleep before 4am, and I still have it. I feel like crying every 2 minutes :rolleyes: And I have to go to a graduation in a couple of hours and I don't feel social nor feel like pretending to be. Not the right day to have an unexplicable depression :rolleyes:

[Taliesin]

Looking forward to....
...to the International Hansaetic Days in Tartu. They start today, but the main things are tomorrow and on Saturday and Sunday.

And we don't want to read C&P. We have started it, but we unfortunately simultaneously started reading Eco's "Foucault's pendulum" and we don't know whether we will have time to finish both of them on time.

[Monica]

I feel a bit like

"Jesus, Jesus help me
I'm alone in this world
And a ****ed up world it is too"

but I don't know why :goof: Everything's going really well. Do I have depression? :bawling:

[Rachy]

I feel the same !! But I do know why! Hehe

[Nightshade]

same here, I have everything I want and I feeel like the 'Willow song' scene from othello
specifically the line " my eyes do itch, does it forbode weeping?"

[Koa]

Actually feeling better since I came to vent on the forum earlier today. Been to the graduation and it was fun, still have a little headache but it must be the heat and now maybe cos I had some wine and sangria while we were partying :D (but not too much as I had to drive myself home :D)

[Keltic Banshee]

Sleepy, and thankful for some of the people around me... still quite blue, but a wee bit better than usual... i think it has something to do with the relatively cool day we had today (around 23ºC at midday, not bad after having 31ºC after midnight for weeks :-) )

[mono]

Ambitious, but still sneezy, too. :p

[Helga]

tired and I have a nervous knot in my stomack, don't really know why

[Scheherazade]

http://forums.hiphopgame.com/images/smilies/sigh.gif

[Nightshade]

Wow nice smilie!
Ive found out whats wrong with me... its apparantly a andverse reaction I am having to having to act responisble, dress neatly get to work on time. FILL IN FORMS!!!
Why why couldnt I have lived in Never Neverland???!

[mono]

-- Melancholy --

[ihrocks]

Calm......

[imthefoolonthehill]

normal

and yet it is strange to feel this way.

[Keltic Banshee]

falling....

[simon]

sick sick sick and not seeming to get any better

[mono]

Weary, but better . . .

[shortysweetp]

tired i was up until almost 2 am last night after getting back from the lake (we went to watch fireworks on the water) and my daughter decided that she wanted to get up early

[mono]

Content . . .

[Émilie]

sleepy ...

[shortysweetp]

stuffy stupid allergies my head is killing me from the pressure

[Helga]

alone........

[Keltic Banshee]

lost in my own need to find the answers to some questions, wondering why everytime someone seems to provide an answer their actions seem to contradict what they just said...

Well, in one word... I'd say that still qualifies for "betrayed" (at least in my own idea of what betrayal is)

[Vampire Kari]

Today Im feeling angry and bored.

[mono]

In anticipation . . .

[kilted exile]

On top of the world (have been since Saturday)

[Koa]

really tired... and sort of empty but that must be a consequence of the tiredness...i hope...

[amuse]

discovered in myself a gift for irony:

my ex, who i've shared a "time out" with recently, appeared at his sister's wedding with his girlfriend - someone who i am awestruck to think i was ever worried about meeting (am horrified that i had anything to do with him), and i got a bit drunk, was a trifle rude, jolly, and found great joy in thanking her for "sharing" and singing "why do fools fall in love."

plus the man lost his child (horrors) at the wedding! :rage: yerch!

have i said that i feel Magnificent?

[Helga]

average....

[Vampire Kari]

Right now Im feeling a little bored...

[Helga]

ok I guess...

[Koa]

sleepy and disoriented.

[Vampire Kari]

Sleepy and annoyed that I have to babysit.

[mono]

Irritated . . .

[Keltic Banshee]

Sleepy :yawnb: ... yet unable of getting myself to go to bed, perhaps for fear of bad dreams :(

[Koa]

Quoting Keltic:
sleepy, yet unable of getting myself to go to bed... maybe cos I'm feeling to well in the virtual world and don't want to stop.

And I had another moment of feeling in need of a man.... this must stop again!

[amuse]

oh no, mono!
i hope you feel better soon. :nod:



i feel, well, surprised. just had dinner at the caf with the cutie from work. :) :) :)

[ihrocks]

oh no, mono!
i hope you feel better soon. :nod:



i feel, well, surprised. just had dinner at the caf with the cutie from work. :) :) :)

No...you're companion just had dinner with the cutie from work! :D
You've got to keep the right attitude about these things.

[Monica]

I'm extremely, extremely happy. Yesterday I was at a U2 concert and it was incredible. Around 70 000 people. Great fun and great memories. I wish they could come again here :nod:

[Helga]

lonely.......

[amuse]

oh yeah, true true - thx, ihrocks! :D

[Bianca Fransen]

Hungry.. better go down for a snack..

[mono]

i feel, well, surprised. just had dinner at the caf with the cutie from work. :) :) :)
Ah, a big congratulations, amuse! I send many kudos (as you have more bravery than I), and wish you luck for any future . . . dinners. ;)

As for me:
Quite well, but painstakingly manic. :p

[Helga]

still lonely...

[mono]

Not bad - could feel better, yet could feel worse.

(amazing what seemingly little compliments can do for one's outlook on the day) ;)

[Keltic Banshee]

Well, aching fingers after my first guitar lesson, but otherwise, not bad... still quite negative and not exactly happy, but...

[mono]

Think creatively of a four-letter word, and 'how I feel' resides there. :eek:

[Koa]

feeling idle and in need of a man :( No good.

[Rachy]

Adrenaline filled!!!! Going to Florida in 7 hours

[ihrocks]

Blessed.

All my UK chums are safe and today was very quiet.

[Koa]

feeling idle and in need of a man :( No good.

Exactly the same as yesterday.

[mono]

Indifferent . . .

[Keltic Banshee]

Falling low again... :bawling:

[RococoLocket]

^ Aww *hug* :(

I've been feeling pretty good today, gone all PMS-y now though http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v255/dirgecarpathia/wtfemoticon.gif

[Koa]

feeling irritated, for no reason :mad: :mad: :mad:

[Helga]

feeling idle and in need of a man :( No good.


same here, hoping I can work that out next week so... cross your fingers for me.

[mono]

Much better, thank you. :)

[shortysweetp]

tired and hungry seeing that it 1:30 am here and i have class at 9 am eww

and happy for mono for feeling better

[RococoLocket]

Irritated.

[Koa]

same here, hoping I can work that out next week so... cross your fingers for me.

fingers crossed then... my situation will never be sorted out instead and the awareness of that is both calming and painful.

I'm feeling weirdly irritated but just since I came online... maybe for the stress of my damn documents to go to Russia that seem will never work out... or because of my favourite msn-guy not talking to me, or because of one of my friends chatting with me from work which makes me feel useless for not having nothing to do besides idling in these 3 weeks.

[Bianca Fransen]

fingers crossed then... my situation will never be sorted out instead and the awareness of that is both calming and painful.

Your situation will never be sorted out?? That sounds really bad.. I am so sorry for you. What makes it impossible?

I have an I-dislike-myself-day.. but felt slightly better after going to the gym.

[Monica]

I'm sick. I've got some stomachache, I suppose. Feeling :sick: although mentally it's :D

[Keltic Banshee]

Falling Low again... Blue... Lonely... Missing someone to cuddle up with while sleeping... *sigh* Well... not exactly a positive day, I guess

[Jack_Aubrey]

I'm feeling worn out.

[RococoLocket]

Crampy :(

[wow, this forum is tough, it wont let you post anything with less than 10 characters :|]

[Helga]

physically worn out, mentally wide awake...

[mono]

Productive . . .

[Adelheid]

hurried, excited, pressured!

[Koa]

Falling Low again... Blue... Lonely... Missing someone to cuddle up with while sleeping... *sigh* Well... not exactly a positive day, I guess

I have a maybe productive idea... send out your thoughts to all those who never had anyone to cuddle them... maybe you can all telepathycally feel better...
(and I'm not being sarcastic!)

[RococoLocket]

At this very moment in time? Petrified :'(

[Helga]

tired, but ok

[mono]

Energetic, yet impatient . . .

[Keltic Banshee]

I have a maybe productive idea... send out your thoughts to all those who never had anyone to cuddle them... maybe you can all telepathycally feel better...
(and I'm not being sarcastic!)

Well... it's not exactly the same, and I know it may sound crazy... ok, not "may", I know it sounds crazy... but every night, when I go to sleep and I miss someone to cuddle up with, most times I always have the same last thought: "probably somewhere out there there are lots people missing someone to cuddle up with, and surely one of them is hoping to find someone like me as much as I'm hoping to find someone like him, and same for each and every person missing someone tonight... so after all we are all not exactly alone, just... didn't find the one we're dreaming of yet"...

Not that it makes me feel much better, but at least it's a nicer last thought than a plain and simple "another night alone"... and it helps me... but well, you have to believe in the idea of... hm... how is it said in English? Well, in the idea of twin souls, perfect prince&princess charming and all that... Although well, lately I think that ideas like those traumatized me when I was a child (just kidding ;-) )

Anyway, just my two cents of thought in another lonely and probably long night...

Wish you all the best,
Keltic Banshee

[ihrocks]

Soul mates exist, Banshee. But knowing they exist, and even finding yours, is still no guarantee of happily ever after. But I still hope you find yours.

[AimusSage]

Soul mates are the kind of thing that exists if you believe in it, but does not exist if you don't believe in it. That being said, I do believe in soul mates. I also believe I don't have a soul. I am bitter that way.

Today I feel fine and dandy. (How I love to hate it when certain odd words somehow find their way into my everyday vocabulary.)

[Keltic Banshee]

Soul mates exist, Banshee. But knowing they exist, and even finding yours, is still no guarantee of happily ever after. But I still hope you find yours.

Well... I believe soul mates exist... and I even thought I had found mine... but it ended being another treacherous frogs (no ofence meant, you nice little green creatures) which ended up betraying me... so next time I think I have found my soul mate... hm... dunno... does anybody know a trick to tell frogs from princes charming? hehe (yes, i know, I'm crazy, but well, the worst part of it is that I'm proud of it :goof: )

well, enough stupid coments for the night...
Wish you all the best,
Keltic Banshee

[kilted exile]

tired, apathetic, unsure.


On a seperate note, Banshee: just remeber before you meet the handsome prince you have to kiss a lot of toads.

[amuse]

resigned, childish

...was chatting with the hottie today and really don't think this'll go anywhere. c'est la vie.

*because i took a walk (wanted to see him, but started out saying 'hi' at a nearby dorm) and was going to go to his job last but ran into him at my residence hall (which :) was rather a nice surprise) and he said he was a tad restless at work too, and would maybe visit the hall i work at later but didn't... so i left early [in disappointment]. glug.

[Keltic Banshee]

On a seperate note, Banshee: just remeber before you meet the handsome prince you have to kiss a lot of toads.

Oh, I know... I've had toads, frogs, more toads, more frogs... I even have a tshirt regarding that! ;-) But well... some day things will change...

Regarding how I fell... annoyed... spent an hour in the kitchen preparing lunch, and the moment I sat down to eat it I realized I wasn't hungry at all :S

Anyway... wish you all the best,
Keltic Banshee

[RococoLocket]

Creative, confused, yearning, hungry.

[imthefoolonthehill]

prepared.......

[Scheherazade]

bored and impatient


On a seperate note, Banshee: just remeber before you meet the handsome prince you have to kiss a lot of toads.*wonders which group Kilted_exile considers himself belonging to* ;)

[mono]

resigned, childish

...was chatting with the hottie today and really don't think this'll go anywhere. c'est la vie.

*because i took a walk (wanted to see him, but started out saying 'hi' at a nearby dorm) and was going to go to his job last but ran into him at my residence hall (which :) was rather a nice surprise) and he said he was a tad restless at work too, and would maybe visit the hall i work at later but didn't... so i left early [in disappointment]. glug.
Go get him, amuse! :brow:

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As for me: optimistic.

[Koa]

The thing with soul mates sounds too complicated to me: let's say that my soul mate is somewhere out there, but there are 6 billion people in the world... what if I never get to meet my soul mate?
On a side note, I guess I don't believe in soul mates.
It's just easier not to expect anything, if something happens then it's great, but if it doesnt you havent wasted time and energy with hopes.

*end of 'the bitter spinster corner'* :D

As for how I am feeling today... strangely fine, maybe cos I've been out all day and that made me feel somehow active and I even started to look for a job for September so I guess that means I'm alive.

[Jack_Aubrey]

Hungover. Ugggghhhh

[kilted exile]

bored and impatient

*wonders which group Kilted_exile considers himself belonging to* ;)

Decidedly toadish

[Helga]

tired, but not sleepy :(

[amuse]

edited, edited, and edited

[Helga]

ok I guess

[mono]

Indecisive . . .

[shortysweetp]

good tired from writing my paper though and still now done

[RococoLocket]

Pretty good apart from my "friend" Andrew upsetting me a little tonight :mad:

[dejosc]

im feelling rocking

[Keltic Banshee]

Well... strange as it may be after what happened in my life in the last days... pretty happy with the way I am :-)

[pvpham]

User deleted.

[amuse]

my exam today went more easily than i'd anticipated. :)

[Pattie]

I feel hopefull!

[GruesomeBugman]

I feel a little obsolete, to be honest.

I haven't been online for quite a while, either.

[kilted exile]

Bored......

[Keltic Banshee]

hm... surronded by a lot of "what if" questions that won't find an answer unless i ask them directly to the person involved in them... which I doubt I ever will...

[Helga]

tired and sick of work

[RococoLocket]

Tired, bored, pensive.

[mono]

Lazy . . . . .

[Bianca Fransen]

I feel very sad.. though I shouldn't be. I let someone 'read my hand' and look at the cards for my future. She predicted "much sorrow.. much more than in most lives". She said I was going to endure a lot, because "you almost ask for people to hurt you." But then she also said a lot of nice things about my immediate future.. And that I shouldn't worry too much. "You will have much pain, but also many good things will happen to you and you will survive." Still, her words made me sad. Also because she said that I will stop caring so much about my ex, very soon.. and that I will replace him within a year. Sounds dumb, but I don't want to do that... :mad:. It is difficult for me to think of him as 'a short relationship (?) and your best friend, probably for live' which was how she described it. She said 'I see Marcel as an older man that will always look out for your best interests as a good friend. Very prominent in your heart, but never again your boyfriend." Should make me very happy, but it doesn't at the moment. Feels like betraying him if I am going to replace him so soon..

[imthefoolonthehill]

I have strep throat. You can take a wild guess as to how i feel :-)

[mono]

Good luck, Bianca. I really question the truth in those types of practices, but I do not intend on insulting anyone else's beliefs. Even if some of them seem correct, I highly doubt in their full correctness.

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As for me today: motivated.

[pvpham]

User deleted.

[Koa]

Yeah Bianca, take life as a surprise rather than a planned thing someone can foresee...that's what I think. Not totally in your hands maybe, but definitely unpredictable. And don't mix your feelings too much with that. It's inevitable that your feelings for your ex will change, but maybe it's better... It took me years to stop trying to re-create some feelings I once had, but now I just don't think about it anymore...when I do, it sort of opens a wound, but it never lasts for more than 10 seconds. That's life, it's not meant to be easy, unless you're so lucky to not realise how complicated everything is.

And how am I feeling today? A bit guilty for having wasted the whole afternoon online again, passive, rather useless in my idling, and a bit melancholic with a sort of reminisicing feeling of my past depressions, but only as an aftertaste. In one word, I think this is what I call: I'm ok.

[Bianca Fransen]

Good luck, Bianca. I really question the truth in those types of practices, but I do not intend on insulting anyone else's beliefs. Even if some of them seem correct, I highly doubt in their full correctness.


Thanks! I do too, actually.. and would never have visited her - were it not for a fortuneteller who acted startled when she saw my hand (it was a joke then) a few years ago. Her emotion was so real that I questioned whether there is some point of truth in handreading after all. So now I wanted to know what there was to be startled about.. Wasn't too bad actually.. But you are right - I should probably not think about it too much :D

[Bianca Fransen]

Yeah Bianca, take life as a surprise rather than a planned thing someone can foresee... [..] That's life, it's not meant to be easy, unless you're so lucky to not realise how complicated everything is.

I will. It is nicer as a surprise ;). :thumbs_up :thumbs_up and I believe the 'not meant to be easy'-part too. That's okay. I like things a bit complicated. A lot complicated actually. At school they always said "Ah, your motto is: why do things easy, when they can be hard" :lol:

[RococoLocket]

Missing him so very much :bawling: I'm going to stay with him for 4 whole days after tomorrow, but I want to be in his arms right now :(

[amuse]

on the subject of men: still annoyingly, dangerously :blush: smitten with the physio prof. thank goodness there are only 4 wks of summer school left! :)

[shortysweetp]

worried. i have a guy that is like my brother (long story but i lived with his family) that is in Iraq and the other day a few people at his post was killed by a suicide bombing and he was either suppose to be where the bombing was or had just left from there when it happened. In a way I feel relieved for him but sad for the others that died

[mono]

worried. i have a guy that is like my brother (long story but i lived with his family) that is in Iraq and the other day a few people at his post was killed by a suicide bombing and he was either suppose to be where the bombing was or had just left from there when it happened. In a way I feel relieved for him but sad for the others that died
I truly hope the best for your close friend. War never seems an easy thing to attend to, and, though I have mixed feelings about any war (which I cannot go into without getting political), it saddens me for the soldiers' lives and well-being.

---

Restless; silly Psyche woke me early this, and I could never get back to sleep. :p

[ihrocks]

Humming Gloria Gaynor's "I will survive." :D

[Jay]

You better :), hard to admit but I might miss the IH talks.
http://i11.photobucket.com/albums/a157/jayellen/forums/hugs.gif

[Helga]

BAAAAAD.........my dog (the one I love with my whole heart) dragged me to the ground and I am all brused and acking....

[Keltic Banshee]

Missing someone in my life...

[ihrocks]

You better :), hard to admit but I might miss the IH talks.
http://i11.photobucket.com/albums/a157/jayellen/forums/hugs.gif
Any time you need a good lecture on IH, let me know and I'll send one to you via PM. :)

[Jay]

Will I regret it? ;)

[mono]

Either relieved, remorseful, or a mixture of the two. :confused:

[Koa]

Fat, tired, a little sunburnt, worried and stressed after 2 months of devoting my brain to a very stressful 'holiday' plan.

[Keltic Banshee]

wondering... full of "what if" questions... but well... surviving

[Bianca Fransen]

Postponing going to the shower. Lazy. Bit sad still, but hopeful for future. Very proud of first part of my book..

[Koa]

Irritated by my wasting of time; sunburnt

[mono]

Same as yesterday . . . :):(:):(

[fayefaye]

Bored and irritable

[scruffy_danny]

Bloated, but ready for the fine Ale "Old Speckled Hen".

[mono]

Very well, actually. ;)

[ihrocks]

I feel in need of a break.

So Dancing Nana and I have packed our bags and we're going to go play tourist for a couple of days.

Got your bags packed, Nana? :banana:

All right! Road Trip!!!!!!

[Koa]

I feel nervous.

[amuse]

generally satisfied. i had an apple fritter this morning, two slices of divine yellow cake two days ago, and am on a beautific, blissful sugar high. expect me to crash and burn soon. :D

[Jay]

...exhausted...

[mono]

Innovative . . .

[Bianca Fransen]

Tired, but really okay..

[mono]

Lazy and achy . . .

[Bianca Fransen]

Melancholic, but hopeful.. strange paradox

[RococoLocket]

Sleepy :as-sleep:

[Bianca Fransen]

Very hurt right now. I found an old CD-rom with some stuff I wanted to put on my computer.. But there were also love lettres on it from my ex to his current girlfriend... and it reminds me very much of the half year that I was his 'second lover'. Can feel the pain till right in my toes. Stupid me.. to read that rubbish.. and care..

[GruesomeBugman]

ill.......

[Bianca Fransen]

Allright now after a good night's sleep. Nothing like daylight to make the pain go away.

[shortysweetp]

grouchy i have a horrible headache

[mono]

Very hurt right now. I found an old CD-rom with some stuff I wanted to put on my computer.. But there were also love lettres on it from my ex to his current girlfriend... and it reminds me very much of the half year that I was his 'second lover'. Can feel the pain till right in my toes. Stupid me.. to read that rubbish.. and care..
Out of all human faculties, I think memory can seem the worst weapon, yet also the faculty one can learn most from; I hope you feel much better soon, and offer my apologies, Bianca.

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For me today: inspired (since reading Alexander Pope's An Essay On Criticism, that Basil kindly posted).

[Nightshade]

tierd full of nice food and happy ( i finally bought a dress for these weddings Im going to!)

[amuse]

Very hurt right now. I found an old CD-rom with some stuff I wanted to put on my computer.. But there were also love lettres on it from my ex to his current girlfriend... and it reminds me very much of the half year that I was his 'second lover'. Can feel the pain till right in my toes. Stupid me.. to read that rubbish.. and care..how rotten! but you will not be hurt like this by someone again, i promise. i'm sorry you had to go through that. it's never easy growing stronger (and i don't think it ever feels worth it to anyone who's experienced something like this), but one day it will be and you will have everything in a relationship that you deserve.

*this is what i told myself and i believe it's true.

[Bianca Fransen]

Amuse and Mono, thank you both very, very much. I feel better now. And I also think I can learn from my memories :nod: :D.

[Koa]

relaxed...and dreamy...and irritated by this thing I shouldnt dream of...

[Koa]

melancholic and guilty for wasting time... and stressed if i think of what i should be doing instead...

[mono]

Dreadful . . .

[fayefaye]

*gives mono one of those stupid, large balloons with the goofy smiley faces, hopes that brightens their day*

I feel pensive and lost.

[Beaumains]

I'm feeling...riveting.

[mono]

*gives mono one of those stupid, large balloons with the goofy smiley faces, hopes that brightens their day*

I feel pensive and lost.
Thank you, faye - nice to see you on the forum again; you should come in more often. ;)
And for you, to improve your day:
http://www.waldhang.de/bilder/0106052.jpg

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As for me today: reflective.

[Bianca Fransen]

Reflective sounds good? I feel very tired but nice..

[Keltic Banshee]

hm... mainly... trapped in my internal turmoils... which usually means creative, but also somewhat unstable

[fayefaye]

Thank you, faye - nice to see you on the forum again; you should come in more often. ;)
And for you, to improve your day:
http://www.waldhang.de/bilder/0106052.jpg

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As for me today: reflective.

*smiles*

At this precise moment, grateful. :)

[shortysweetp]

tired and yet somehow not tired

[Koa]

sleepy and dont want to think seriously (but that's no news :()

[Nightshade]

Excited aboiut travelling but hasseled as well --Kee remembering last minute things we need!

[mono]

Shy and impatient (what a horrible combination). :p

[Koa]

now feeling like I'm missing something in my life... probably it's not only one thing.

[Keltic Banshee]

Not bad... not good either... Pretty happy given the current circumstances, still missing someone in my life when I know I shouldn't ... wondering... arghs... anybody could hand me a copy of the instruction book for life?

[Nightshade]

tierd now but if I go to bed wont get up to go to the airport. :yawnb:

[mono]

Energetic . . .

[kilted exile]

Unmotivated - I have no more lectures left in my college life. 3 final exams to go, I know I should study but I cant seem to make myself care enough to do it (already passed the courses final tests will be difference between C/B or A)

[Koa]

I really understand kilted...finished my exams 3 weeks ago.

Today...sleepy and busy. Finish foruming and go to bed.

[mono]

Indecisively joyful . . . :p

[GruesomeBugman]

today... nostalgic

[shortysweetp]

dissappointed.
*Rant* we went to lunch and the service was horrible i mean the worst ever. we sat there 1 hour and 10 minutes before our food came to the table and it was coldish. Plus we sat there half the time without a drink because she didnt refill a single glass. A friend had asked for no tomatoes or something else and it had both. the cook came out and apologized and said that she wanted us to take a raincheck and come back and it would be half off. well we are moving so we are not going back so when we went to pay she was like well its full price since you're not coming back. my husband said that he was going to call the better business bureau and then they let us have it for free but he was willing to pay half price. we are still thinking about calling it was so awful.
ok rant over.

[Keltic Banshee]

Mostly melting due to the ****** heat... Also wishing that life came with an undo() method so that I could try different alternatives in my decisions before finally sticking to one ^_^ And also full of "what if" questions due to this lack of undo() method (yes, I'm an IT geek, so what? :P)

[amuse]

Indecisively joyful . . . :p
whoo-hoo! how wonderful, mono. :) que maravilla!

[mono]

Quite well, but in a little pain . . . :(

[Bianca Fransen]

Quite well, but in a little pain . . . :(
Pain?? That does not sound well? Is it something that will dissappear soon?

I feel sad once again.. and am a bit angry with myself for being it so often - it is time I start being happy again!! :goof:

[Keltic Banshee]

Wondering.... full of 'what if' questions (again)

[Bianca Fransen]

Much, much better after a nice party and a good meal.. :yawnb:

[Sancho]

Bueno, Bianca; as for me:

Fat-n-Happy…Today

Which is kinda weird ‘cos I’m kinda skinny and not particularly jubilant most of the time.

[mono]

Pain?? That does not sound well? Is it something that will dissappear soon?
Oh, thanks Bianca, I feel fine now, but I have a not-so-pleasant case of scoliosis, and, at times, it feels much like a pinched nerve in my back. Usually, it seems nothing to complain about, but yesterday it caused a bit of discomfort. :(

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As for today: flighty and hyperactive. :eek2:

[mono]

. . . and as for today: excited. :)

[AimusSage]

I feel suppressed. As if somewhere inside there is a feeling that can not find its way out. It started a few days ago. I am not sure what it is, but it is getting stronger every day. It makes me feel uncomfortable, as if something bad is about to happen.

[Bianca Fransen]

I feel fine now, but I have a not-so-pleasant case of scoliosis, and, at times, it feels much like a pinched nerve in my back. Usually, it seems nothing to complain about, but yesterday it caused a bit of discomfort. :(

Hi Mono, I am glad to hear that you feel better now. I hope that this scoliosis will not bother you much in the future again!


As if somewhere inside there is a feeling that can not find its way out. It started a few days ago. I am not sure what it is, but it is getting stronger every day. It makes me feel uncomfortable, as if something bad is about to happen.
Ah AimusSage, I hope you are wrong about something bad that is going to happen. I hope this feeling will just disappear..

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as for me: I feel a bit tired, but happy

[shortysweetp]

overwhelmed with packing

[amuse]

nervous - no place to pack for, yet. hopefully the one i look at tomorrow will be the one. the other fell through, and saturday's has turned out to be iffy.

[Bongitybongbong]

tired after entertaining family for 2 weeks

[Nightshade]

sort ofmello I suppose, loving the holiday to a point (if you hahave ever been on holiday with 17 other people you will understand the need to escape!!)

[Monica]

Tired... I got up at 4 am and travelled back here from Greece. Very tired

[ihrocks]

Sore......

[shortysweetp]

sleepy my daughter did not sleep well last night and i had to sleep in her bed with her not a lot of sleep

[mono]

Creative . . .

[scruffy_danny]

I wish I felt creative mono. I have aches all over my body, and thus am content to merely observe my sorroundings and muse on them discretely.

[mono]

Fickle . . .

[kilted exile]

excited....

[Bianca Fransen]

Very, very angry.. after many promises.. still no deposit back.. I will have to borrow money if this continues :rage:

[mono]

Strangely frail . . .

[Nightshade]

sad now going back to Cairo in the morning and will be with only family no more beach :bawling:

[Helga]

ok I guess. lonely

[mono]

Reflective . . .

[Keltic Banshee]

tired of being in an emotional rollercoaster... specially now I'm starting to fall down again... :( :bawling: :bawling: :brickwall :brickwall

[mono]

Regretful . . .

[Bianca Fransen]

Regretful . . .
Ouch.. I always hate it when I regret something..

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I feel okay.. alive..

[GruesomeBugman]

obsolete...

[Bianca Fransen]

A bit lost..

[mono]

Scatter-brained, but quite well . . .

[GruesomeBugman]

nervous...

[Keltic Banshee]

wishing i could rewind and then re-play (in a different way) at least the last fifteen months of my life... Does any of you fellow forum memebers happen to have a time travelling device? :D (one that works... don't want to end up trapped in a time loop ;) )

[Bianca Fransen]

A little bit in love (or so it seems :goof:)

[shortysweetp]

a bit tired but happy

[mono]

Weary, but, overall, in a good mood . . .

[Bianca Fransen]

Confused..

[mono]

Confused..
I second that . . . :p

[ihrocks]

Uninspired.

Someone inspire me! Please!

[Helga]

satisfied, and smiling for no reason :D

[mono]

Someone inspire me! Please!
Do a little search of Andy Goldsworthy - one of my favorite photographers, and very inspirational. I did a little search of 'Andy Goldsworthy' in the Google Image Search, and found some pictures worth seeing. ;)

As for me today: happily older.

[AimusSage]

I feel strangely detached, my mind is not in my body. It floats freely through the room. Feels really strange, to direct myself from a distance. Probably sounds strange to.

[Jay]

Aimus, here's a hint :)

http://www.wiscasset.k12.me.us/wms/Graphics/F00014E2E/boy%20with%20lasso.gif

[AimusSage]

Interesting idea, but it is the other way around. I am outside and the body is just that, a body. It just happens to be under my control. Right now I feel as if I am actually inside the screen. The typing is in the distance. I guess I am just tired and the brain is having difficulty keeping up with my multitasking.

[mono]

Extremely ill . . .

[Bianca Fransen]

Definitely in love.. with someone in my house who is married. Grr.

[Adelheid]

Thoughtful and something just a feeling with can't be expressed with words, akin to gratitude to God and peace in my soul...

[fayefaye]

I have a million things to do and I don't want to do ANY of them. Consequently, I shall spend all my time procrastinating.

Feelin' frustrated at myself.

[shortysweetp]

a bit sore i went jogging this morning and thought i was gone a while but it turned out to be about 15 minutes. i am so out of shape plus i did pilates yesterday and am going to do them in a few minutes. eww i hate exercising but i hate being the size i am more

[mono]

Tired, drained of energy, but feeling much better than yesterday. :)

[scruffy_danny]

Very very tired due to the long band practice today (drumming for about 6 hours...), but feeling quite joyful and relaxed (though knowing I have another band practice tommorow... *winces*).