View Full Version : How are you feeling today?
Adelheid
08-12-2005, 01:44 AM
Very excited, cause we're having friends pver for dinner tonight... I'm looking forward to it, and tommorrow, as well as Church on Sunday.
Still easily tired and exhausted, but improving rapidly . . .
Isagel
08-12-2005, 02:32 PM
Glad that Mono is recovering and Rich! (this week I got my tax refund! Shoppingspree sheduled for tomorrow. I think IŽll by some bookcases.)
Nightshade
08-14-2005, 12:53 PM
Tired very very tierd
Ambitious and productive!
. . . and as for this late morning: sleepy, but motivated.
RococoLocket
08-15-2005, 07:02 PM
Rather "Blah" :(
I'm missing my Steven .. but he'll be here on Wednesday so I should feel mucho bettero tomorrow-o. Worried about my exam results on Thursday also, more worried than I thought i'd be but it's just because I want him to be proud of me, he has so much faith in me :'(
Methinx a good sleep & a good book will help though.
adilyoussef
08-15-2005, 08:32 PM
.....dizzy
Adelheid
08-16-2005, 03:33 AM
very....hurried? my student is coming soon. ;)
Jittery . . . (too much coffee :D)
Rachy
08-16-2005, 02:08 PM
EXTREMELY worried about my exam results next week!
Nightshade
08-16-2005, 04:41 PM
Ahh I on the otherhand am not worried about my results on Thursday which is worrying if I fale I have solved my univrsity delema I just wont go!!
Keltic Banshee
08-16-2005, 04:51 PM
tired, mostly... and also... glad to be back "home"
A little down, but hopeful . . .
America141
08-17-2005, 03:07 PM
like there is too much to do and not enough time
Nightshade
08-17-2005, 07:23 PM
wound up nervous
adilyoussef
08-17-2005, 07:27 PM
Pains due to my surgery
Nightshade
08-18-2005, 03:43 PM
Happy and relaxed
AimusSage
08-18-2005, 05:37 PM
I feel I am the godly mayor of a metropolis with almost 3 million inhabitants :lol:
Been playing simcity 4 alot. :D
Rosevn
08-19-2005, 02:20 AM
wow, I just discovered this Thread, it's so nice when each day, each time you're here, you are asked "how are you feeling today?" And it's so cuuute to know how others are feeling, too.
how I am feeling today? hmm it's 1:20 p.m here on Friday, I am at work and feeling so bored, tired. yet weekend is coming...hope you have a great one! :)
feeling so bored, tired
I second that, for today!
kilted exile
08-19-2005, 04:01 PM
relieved :D
Keltic Banshee
08-19-2005, 04:01 PM
confused... or puzzled...or, in one word, confuzzled ;)
tiny explorer
08-20-2005, 08:24 PM
SUNKEN!!!Want to breath like people do!Feel like an alien! :alien: :alien: :alien: !!
Keltic Banshee
08-21-2005, 12:11 PM
confuzzled ( even more than last time :S )
adilyoussef
08-21-2005, 08:12 PM
dizzy..... :confused:
tiny explorer
08-21-2005, 09:42 PM
drowning......
Everytime you appear, stars glitters as they fall on me
Whenever I see you, oooh goodness you're holding my throat!
Feels like I'm losing my breath...i'm drowning in your ocean of love!!!
Rosevn
08-22-2005, 04:34 AM
sleepy...:-p
Taliesin
08-22-2005, 08:29 AM
Sick
damn sore throat and dizzy head
Sick
damn sore throat and dizzy head
Yikes, Taliesin. I hope you feel better soon; drink a lot of fluids, take vitamin C and echinacea, and maybe visit a doctor, if it gets worse. :)
As for me today: restless and flighty. :eek:
adilyoussef
08-22-2005, 08:09 PM
extreamly tired
Rosevn
08-22-2005, 11:14 PM
Hi adilyoussef, take a rest or go :as-sleep:.
Hope you feel better soon.
me toda hmm...not good not bad. Yea I see there are many members who have birthday today.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO THEM ALL, Have a wonderful birthday, guys!
Rosevn
08-22-2005, 11:16 PM
Hi adilyoussef, take a rest or go :as-sleep:.
Hope you feel better soon.
me toda hmm...not good not bad. Yea I see there are many members who have birthday today.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO THEM ALL, Have a wonderful birthday, guys!
Nightshade
08-23-2005, 04:21 AM
Tierd and a bit mad I have to send my application form for a job by 10 oclock and the stupid computer wont print!!:crash:
Tailsin-- I hope you a feeling better and if you dont mind me asking what ar you doing on a computer if you feel sick? Go back to bed with all those fluids momo was on about and stay there till you are at least not dizzy!! :eek:
That came out as a bit pushy didnt it???:nod: sorry :blush:
fayefaye
08-23-2005, 07:22 AM
BOthered by little things.
Rachy
08-23-2005, 09:35 AM
nervous!!!!!!
Keltic Banshee
08-23-2005, 05:50 PM
Tired and sleepy but unable to go to sleep... Wondering, full of "what if" questions, wishing too many impossible things...
detays
08-23-2005, 06:41 PM
boring!!!........
ESHQUIA
08-23-2005, 06:44 PM
drunk... :p
Bored, but peaceful . . .
Taliesin
08-24-2005, 05:04 AM
better....
Nightshade
08-24-2005, 05:23 AM
sloooooooooooooooooow
adilyoussef
08-24-2005, 09:14 AM
I have no feeling today
Keltic Banshee
08-24-2005, 09:35 AM
confuzzled (again)
better....
Glad to hear it, Taliesin. ;)
As for me today: indecisive.
Rachy
08-24-2005, 03:23 PM
EVEN MORE nervous !!
AimusSage
08-24-2005, 05:26 PM
Conflicted
Monica
08-25-2005, 09:19 AM
Tired. But very happy. I was in Duiblin for two weeks and made something like 30 kilometres on foot a day looking for traces of U2 :D
fayefaye
08-25-2005, 09:35 AM
Trying to ignore things I should be thinking about; conflicted; bored; tired; aimless
Bianca Fransen
08-25-2005, 11:08 AM
Proud, happy, having finished the first story of a book I want to write. Yes!
Proud, happy, having finished the first story of a book I want to write. Yes!
Congratulations, Bianca - a true accomplishment. ;)
As for me today: energetic.
RococoLocket
08-25-2005, 12:34 PM
Awful :bawling:
Keltic Banshee
08-26-2005, 06:21 PM
tired... exhausted... in need of... some things I know I won't get...
adilyoussef
08-26-2005, 06:30 PM
mixed......
Very tired and very achy from helping family move from house to house. :p
Aurora Ariel
08-27-2005, 01:35 AM
reflective
Nightshade
08-27-2005, 03:15 AM
amused
:lol:
Still achy, but inspired to write . . .
Nightshade
08-27-2005, 12:16 PM
tierd very tiered
dejosc
08-27-2005, 12:59 PM
a bit depressed as i need to do my english coursework
Keltic Banshee
08-27-2005, 02:33 PM
falling into deep blue moods again... :/
dejosc
08-27-2005, 02:56 PM
even more depressed because i failed to persuade myself to do my english coursework
adilyoussef
08-27-2005, 09:48 PM
Hopefull..............
Ryan Dollard
08-27-2005, 10:29 PM
Grammatical:- YEAH!
Nightshade
08-28-2005, 05:34 AM
lazy
:)
Rachy
08-28-2005, 01:37 PM
Surprised yet happy!!
Literal
08-28-2005, 02:01 PM
anxious...
Nightshade
08-28-2005, 02:15 PM
suprised astonished flattered and reeeely reallly happy :nod:
shortysweetp
08-28-2005, 02:48 PM
glad to have time to check the forums
http://i11.photobucket.com/albums/a157/jayellen/forums/wb.gif
AimusSage
08-28-2005, 04:05 PM
calm yet anxious, cheerful yet gloomy, hopefull yet pessimistic.
Keltic Banshee
08-28-2005, 04:11 PM
lost......
dejosc
08-28-2005, 06:39 PM
Shattered...
shortysweetp
08-28-2005, 11:42 PM
tired i had to take some sleeping medicine so that i can fall asleep early i have class at 7:30 in the morning.
and thank you jay for the nice welcome back
Nightshade
08-29-2005, 01:46 PM
Generally in an Evil mood, the kind where I know I will lose my temper and say/do somthing I regret and then be in an even worse mood because I did. Its a vicious cycle.
Generally in an Evil mood, the kind where I know I will lose my temper and say/do somthing I regret and then be in an even worse mood because I did. Its a vicious cycle.
Hopefully the Lady of the Smilies ought to feel better soon . . .
http://www.brandine.com/images/Foam%20Shapes/Smile%20Foam%20Shapes_400.jpg
As for me today: optimistic, motivated, but somewhat annoyed. :p
shortysweetp
08-29-2005, 04:33 PM
mad i tried this chinese food place today in the student union and it was the worst i have ever had. ewww i knew i should have gotten a sandwich
Rachy
08-29-2005, 06:20 PM
Used and Alone
Rosevn
08-29-2005, 10:27 PM
Hopefully the Lady of the Smilies ought to feel better soon . . .
http://www.brandine.com/images/Foam%20Shapes/Smile%20Foam%20Shapes_400.jpg
As for me today: optimistic, motivated, but somewhat annoyed. :p
Nice joyful images, mono! :cool: Thanks.
me today, feeling like I'm missing someone...For the Lady of the Smilies, :-) yeah she ought to be better for we all need smilies :)
Aurora Ariel
08-29-2005, 11:27 PM
Determined
Nightshade
08-30-2005, 08:21 AM
Thanks Momo I do suddenly feel almost back to my usual self except for a headache left over from being depressed and depressing-Depressive too.
Actually really its thanks to you Im no longer in a mood because amazing I managed to snap myself out of it by writing a poem, sort of an exsorcisim of deression I think. And I never would have written the poem if you hadnt said what you said in the PAM thread so again Thanks for restoring the smilies.
:wave:
:D
:lol:
:nod:
http://www.websmileys.com/sm/happy/045.gif
http://www.websmileys.com/sm/happy/009.gif
http://www.websmileys.com/sm/happy/1055.gif
http://www.websmileys.com/sm/happy/1417.gif
Pensive
08-30-2005, 11:12 AM
Unhappy :(
shortysweetp
08-30-2005, 12:31 PM
frustrated not sure which option of my degree that i want to do. i can either do environmental policy, water resources or natural resources and between the options there are only a few classes that are different. so many hard decision
Bianca Fransen
08-30-2005, 02:42 PM
Ah, glad to see shortysweetp back!!
simon
08-30-2005, 05:25 PM
Overwhelmed beyond the power of any hurricane katrine.
simon
08-30-2005, 05:32 PM
Indolent? Just what could cause indolence in one?
Indolent? Just what could cause indolence in one?
A slight lack of sleep, I dread to say. I intended to finish my latest play yesterday evening, and remained awake for much of the night, working diligently, but felt too often distracted. Meanwhile, due to my sleepless night, I feel very tired today, which has subtracted from my inspiration to write - a weary cycle. :(
Keltic Banshee
08-30-2005, 05:52 PM
Losing touch with reality, I guess
adilyoussef
08-30-2005, 08:08 PM
A slight lack of sleep, I dread to say. I intended to finish my latest play yesterday evening, and remained awake for much of the night, working diligently, but felt too often distracted. Meanwhile, due to my sleepless night, I feel very tired today, which has subtracted from my inspiration to write - a weary cycle. :(
Good luck to you and I hope that it will be a success. I'v started a short story fiew days before my surgery and two weeks after it I could not write a word. What I have done was that I stoped thinking of every thing for long time and just looked blankly to the roof. I tried to empty my mind of any thought it might contain. And I started writing again.
For today: :confused: I'm puzled
Nightshade
08-31-2005, 02:45 AM
A slight lack of sleep, I dread to say. I intended to finish my latest play yesterday evening, and remained awake for much of the night, working diligently, but felt too often distracted. Meanwhile, due to my sleepless night, I feel very tired today, which has subtracted from my inspiration to write - a weary cycle. :(
Poor momo I hope you feel better today, tonight whatever it is when you see this.
Today I am fused both as in :confused: and as in highly charged ahhhh I have to go to work this morning!
Helga
08-31-2005, 09:22 AM
tired, but happy... I haven't been online for awhile because I've been busy buying an aprtment!!!! wooohooo
Nightshade
08-31-2005, 09:53 AM
tired, but happy... I haven't been online for awhile because I've been busy buying an aprtment!!!! wooohooo
Wow congrats helga
amuse
08-31-2005, 11:12 AM
annoyed yet victorious
...have written an e-mail to dept. chair Already! - instructor thinks class is a doctor's office: we've already waited a total of 25 minutes in two days for her to show up - and classes are only 50 min. long!
dejosc
08-31-2005, 01:37 PM
pleased because i got the highest mark anyone got in the contry on my last maths module :)
Monica
08-31-2005, 02:06 PM
numb. but why??? :confused:
Nightshade
08-31-2005, 04:36 PM
Shattered too tierd to pay attention to half these threads. Ill look at them in the morning before work Goodnight!
adilyoussef
08-31-2005, 06:51 PM
hopeful.............
Nightshade
09-01-2005, 02:21 AM
I hate heat waves :rage:
Rosevn
09-01-2005, 08:14 AM
I am going to take a three day vacation....feeling great :banana:
A nice weekend to all!
amuse
09-01-2005, 10:47 AM
pleased because i got the highest mark anyone got in the contry on my last maths module :)
*whistles :)
CONGRATULATIONS!!!!!!!
amuse
09-01-2005, 10:52 AM
a little shocked
my stepmom e-mailed me. a cute get-to-know-you game.
Ridiculous . . . :rolleyes:
Themis
09-01-2005, 03:25 PM
Pleased ..
Nightshade
09-01-2005, 04:45 PM
Hungry just got ack from workk and waiting for the pot to boil
Aurora Ariel
09-02-2005, 05:01 AM
Festive(it's my Mother's Birthday) :)
Keltic Banshee
09-02-2005, 04:39 PM
I hate heat waves :rage:
second that ;-)
Regarding how I feel... way too anxious for it to be good :S :(
Festive(it's my Mother's Birthday) :)
I send my kindest wishes to your mother, Aurora Ariel, on such a day worth celebration. ;)
As for me: very sleepy, but accomplished.
adilyoussef
09-02-2005, 09:22 PM
bored.............
Aurora Ariel
09-03-2005, 06:01 AM
mono,
Thanks for your sweet wishes!:)
I blow many Birthday greetings through the air.
I'm rather fond of rainbow balloons, glowing candles,
silver and bright gold sparks.It's great fun to wander into
the gardens and pick a few wildflowers...
Serene
Reflective and frail . . .
Nightshade
09-03-2005, 05:19 PM
Tiered but stuck to this chair.
Momo thats a long sig is it all one thing?? Ilike the top bit more to tell the truth :D
Momo thats a long sig is it all one thing?? Ilike the top bit more to tell the truth :D
Glad you asked. ;)
My signature consists of a fragment to a poem by Charles Bukowski (some of his less . . . invasive poetry :D). The whole poem (from one of his collections, Bone Palace Ballet):
first love
at one time
when I was 16
a few writers gave me
my only hope and
chance.
my father disliked
books and
my mother disliked
books (because my father
disliked books)
especially those that I brought back
from the library:
D.H. Lawrence
Dostoevsky
Turgenev
Gorky
A. Huxley
Sinclair Lewis
others.
I had my own bedroom
but at 8 p.m.
we were all supposed to go to sleep:
"Early to bed and early to rise
makes a man healthy, wealthy and wise,"
my father would say.
"LIGHTS OUT!" he would shout.
then I would take the bed lamp
place it under the covers
and with the heat and hidden light
I would continue to read:
Ibsen
Shakespeare
Chekov
Jeffers
Thurber
Conrad Aiken
others.
they gave me a chance and some hope
in a place of no chance
no hope, no feeling.
I worked for it.
it got hot under the covers.
sometimes the sheets would begin to smoke
then I'd switch the lamp off,
hold it outside to
cool off.
without those books
I'm not quite sure
how I would have turned
out:
raving; the
murderer of the father;
idiocy;
hopelessness.
when my father shouted
"LIGHTS OUT!"
I'm sure he feared
the well-written word
immortalized
forever
in our best and
most interesting
literature.
and it was there
for me
close to me
under the covers
more woman than woman
more man than man.
I had it all
and
I took it.
Nightshade
09-03-2005, 05:53 PM
OH wow that is going to be one of my fav poems now thanks momo
adilyoussef
09-04-2005, 03:33 PM
ralaxed..........
:mad: . . . Irritated . . . :mad:
Keltic Banshee
09-04-2005, 06:34 PM
betrayed, torn... trapped in my blue moods/downwards spirals/depression, I guess...
wow mono that poem is really beautiful!
me feeling as I should do something of my life soon...
Nightshade
09-05-2005, 03:52 AM
Calm :rage:
Rosevn
09-05-2005, 04:02 AM
asleep wanting :as-sleep:
:d
Nightshade
09-05-2005, 04:06 AM
huh My brain has suddenlly got ????????confuzzeled??????
Rosevn
09-05-2005, 04:13 AM
confuzed by whom or what? me, huh? :D
Vaguely groggy...like a barrel of blackcurrant wine that has fermented slowly in the cellar since 1912...
Perhaps it's something to do with spending a few too many hours on the computer. :eek:
wow mono that poem is really beautiful!
me feeling as I should do something of my life soon...
Yes, much poetry by Charles Bukowski can read quite beautifully, but some of it can seem somewhat more . . . I usually use the word "invasive," but "shocking" can work, too. :D
And as for today: energetic!
Keltic Banshee
09-05-2005, 06:32 PM
... so lost ...
Aurora Ariel
09-05-2005, 09:11 PM
Melancholic...
Ancestor
09-05-2005, 10:17 PM
Burnt-out beyond one's imagination! :(
useless and hopeless and lost and apathic.
adilyoussef
09-06-2005, 05:00 AM
Sleepy......
Kaltrina
09-06-2005, 05:41 AM
right now, cold...
Nightshade
09-06-2005, 05:53 AM
fantastic just got paid for work in July Im rich today by bank account is over 00.02 YEAY!!:banana:
Melancholic...
useless and hopeless and lost and apathic.
Daisies, the friendliest flowers, often seem the best cure for that --
http://www.dinahsatterwhite.com/HC%20watermarked%20jpegs/Daring%20Daisies%20WM.jpg
As for me today: flighty, excited, and somewhat hyperactive. :rolleyes:
Kaltrina
09-07-2005, 04:57 AM
in this moment I'm feeling sleepy.........
Rosevn
09-07-2005, 06:43 AM
a sudden disappointment is what I am feeling this moment...yea by one that I think I admire! :(
Kaltrina
09-07-2005, 07:42 AM
feeling excited for no reason, and also very hungry...
Aurora Ariel
09-07-2005, 09:32 AM
....ill(my throat is so sore and I've felt dizzy all day):(
..but thanks for the flowers mono;).I also love fresh cream roses.
RococoLocket
09-07-2005, 09:56 AM
Very very anxious :(
Nightshade
09-07-2005, 12:44 PM
so tiered my spine has forgotten it is part of my anatomy.
feeling a bit more positive than yesterday (hey thanks mono) at least on my studies, after a talk with my teacher who didnt seem too shocked about my lack of direction...and together we decided the new direction of my work. Now i feel like a few steps further than yesterday, even if I havent written a word... but I'm tired :D Tomorrow I'll start (yeah, I always say tomorrow...:rolleyes:). If I start to feel a bit more active then I'll also find something else to do and feel good...I hope...
Nervous . . . (precisely from one week today, nursing school begins again) :eek2:
:mad: :flare: :mad: angry - a friend warned me NOW about a dinner we were going to have ...in half an hour. I waited ALL DAY for a confirmation and finally decided for other plans... and NOW she remembers I exist! :flare: :flare: :flare:
Nightshade
09-08-2005, 04:02 AM
Tottally and absaloutly shocked. :eek2: I just went into the Garadge (sp??) with a pile of washing (it has house access in my nightdress dressing gown and slippers because I havent quite got roungd to getting dressed yet and it was at 830 in the morning and there was a MAN in my garage??!!! apparantly he is delivering a parcel and my mum leves the garage open for him to put it inm but youd think i would be warned!!!
today I got up depressed and feeling insignificant...and needing a man...
now I actually feel just as non-feeling as usual cos this afternoon I managed to do some work and that balanced the bad feeling.
Keltic Banshee
09-08-2005, 04:07 PM
Trapped in a downward spiral that leads to places I'd rather not visit again, but unable to get a grip on anything that could keep me from falling... (if someone can find a word for that...)
NNoah3
09-08-2005, 04:17 PM
A little sick in a hot day.... :sick:
Rosevn
09-09-2005, 12:03 AM
Full of wishes for my loved one! I wish I would be some of help for him...
Ancestor
09-09-2005, 12:37 AM
Well I am in between a rock and a hard place which is the standard norm of life. I am here waiting at any moment to hear whether my Grandmother back east is still with us or not. Then I wake each morning wondering if the Grandmother I take care of us still with me. However my Grandmother back east is now on hospice and I pray for her death which may sound very cold hearted. But that would release her from a body that no longer can function here and she has lived a blessed life. Despite all that I am lucky to have them both in my life right here and now. I appreciate and validate who they are and I say I love you every possible chance we are given. Keltic Banshee I been down that road and for me it was called depression. But I kept myself from getting up again and I kept myself a prisoner now I choose to fight to stay in the light. My fate is for me to decide and I decide to keep a healthy balance in life. There shall always be darkness but no one around said you had stay there expect yourself. So how am feeling today? Enjoying each breath I take. :)
Keltic Banshee
09-09-2005, 04:38 PM
Keltic Banshee I been down that road and for me it was called depression. But I kept myself from getting up again and I kept myself a prisoner now I choose to fight to stay in the light. My fate is for me to decide and I decide to keep a healthy balance in life. There shall always be darkness but no one around said you had stay there expect yourself.
<rambling>
Well... depression is "only" part of my problem... sometimes it feels like the main problem, others it seems to be only a consequence of other problems... (and i know it doesn't sound logical at all, but...)
I know it's me the one who has to get myself out of this, but well... I guess even those of you who've never been trapped in things like these (I still hope some people were lucky enough to never feel like this way) can see it's not easy... Especially when every time I think I managed to get a step further, something happens and I slip donwards again... But well... slowly but surely, hopefully I'll get myself out of it ;-)
</rambling>
As for how I feel today... well... I guess empty would be the word today... and, the strange thing is that emptiness is one of the best alternatives lately... ^_^
Wish you all the best,
Keltic Banshee
Ancestor
09-09-2005, 05:35 PM
Enjoying the nice cool rain and oddly enough rain always brightens my day. Me and water go hand in hand which probably makes me a odd duck but oh well, I am happy today.
Aurora Ariel
09-10-2005, 01:23 AM
...Introspective, though I'm excited about the thunder I can hear outside.It's been raining alot and their was a storm and bold flashes of lightning earlier today.But I'm still not feeling 100% and my throat is rather painful!
Ancestor
09-10-2005, 03:54 AM
...Introspective, though I'm excited about the thunder I can hear outside.It's been raining alot and their was a storm and bold flashes of lightning earlier today.But I'm still not feeling 100% and my throat is rather painful!
Rain stopped hours ago and I am about the head off to bed soon. Aurora Ariel hope you get to feeling better real soon having a soar throat is not fun.
adilyoussef
09-10-2005, 09:40 AM
Impetied from the inside.
Keltic Banshee
09-10-2005, 06:12 PM
trapped in that unbearable moment before an anxiety crisis explodes...
Ancestor
09-10-2005, 08:28 PM
Had a wonderful day to myself which has not happened in years guess I should do it more often. Hope you are over the anxiety Keltic Banshee! If not hope it passes soon.
Aurora Ariel
09-10-2005, 09:31 PM
....Tranquil(I feel I'm improving and slowly getting better):)..and thanks for your kind wishes Ancestor;)
Nightshade
09-11-2005, 08:11 AM
Smilie had too much sugar today and tommorow Im going away for two days for the first time TOTALLY alone.isnt that great?? :D
its my birthday gift to myself .... :banana:
adilyoussef
09-11-2005, 08:35 AM
Still gests at home and more are coming today. I feel pressur and duty coming.
Themis
09-11-2005, 09:14 AM
@Night: Where are you going?
Ad Topic: I am feelind tired. And itchy ... somehow
Nightshade
09-11-2005, 09:21 AM
Im going here (http://www.muncaster.co.uk/) and here (http://www.ravenglass-railway.co.uk/)
Themis
09-11-2005, 09:28 AM
Oh, that seems to be beautiful!
useless and unmotivated and a bit frustrated...and most of all wasted and wasting.
Keltic Banshee
09-11-2005, 12:51 PM
Hope you are over the anxiety Keltic Banshee! If not hope it passes soon.
Thanks for the best wishes...
As for how I feel today... slowly getting over too many things... still feeling about to explode, but... slowly getting over it...
Excitedly and nervously in deep anticipation . . .
Nightshade
09-11-2005, 03:47 PM
Inspiered but to do what Im not sure?
now bored depressed and guilty and wanting...what i can't have
Themis
09-11-2005, 04:33 PM
Content with doing nothing at all, at the moment .. well, more like too lazy to do anything, so, somehow content with it...
useless, anxious, sleepy for having slept very little cos of depressive thoughts. it had been a while since it last happened, and in a way it was so familiar... but unproductive anyway.
Kaltrina
09-12-2005, 05:17 AM
feeling fine today. had a very peaceful weekend, but was very anxious to come at work and see what's new here at the forum. missed you guys.... :)
eheh kaltrina you're addicted already....
im feeling a bit better now, solved one thing... but still when i'll turn off the pc I'll feel useless and unproductive again cos im not going on with my work...nor with my life...
Kaltrina
09-12-2005, 06:37 AM
oh Koa there are some times when I feel like that too, in fact not some times, but very often... for example whenever I think about my exams, I feel like a big nothing, because I don't have enough time to study, but I always tend to look at the bright side. and I'm sure everything you think is not going to good, is only in your head. try to look at the bright side or maybe from another point of view as if those weren't your problems or difficulties and u'll feel more calmed. at least I think you will.... :D
yeah i know infact i feel much better than one year ago... but i have this paper to write and i just can't, cos i get so distracted... and i want to find a job but first i want my paper to be almost ready cos i want to graduate in november...i have less than 2 months to write it... so i never know if i should stay and stare the pc and try to write or go out and look for a job (and i dont know what i want to do but i dont want to study anymore so i must find something to do)... and this all makes me feel like i dont have a life... plus another thing which i dont want to talk about again cos it's stupid but sometimes it's really bad....
:mad:
Keltic Banshee
09-12-2005, 01:06 PM
drowning in my own self, despite all my efforts to simply float until I find a way to get myself out of this mess... I feel like shouting "a couple" (ok, a couple hundreds of dozens would be closer) of "not nice but true things" to someone who doesn't even listen to me... I feel like... I feel like I want to be myself again, but I can't find how to, because I forgot who I am... anyone else for "Depressed and Lost Anonymous"?
shortysweetp
09-12-2005, 03:01 PM
sick from allergies i now have a cough and sore throat and my first exam in statastics is tonight and i feel like crap i emailed her trying to get out of it but i dont know yet
Busy, busy, busy getting prepared for school, and very hungry. :p
Ancestor
09-12-2005, 04:03 PM
Koa and Keltic Banshee I know how hard it is to shake feelings of depression. It is a hard road to walk and not everyone can understand that but know you do not walk that road alone. I have more good days then days but I still struggle with it each day. You both opened up here and that is a good small step believe it or not. Anytime you two need to talk I am and others here will listen to you anytime. Do not know if I can help but my shoulders are free anytime. Hang in there and I shall send out positive thoughts for you two to feel better. :)
Keltic Banshee
09-13-2005, 04:03 AM
@Ancestor: thanks for your post ;-) Positive thinking much appreciated, as right now I find it pretty hard to be positive myself (though I keep trying, when I remember to do so...)
Regarding how I feel today... still sleepy, and that seems to be my best mood of the day... *yaaaaaaaaaawn*
Kaltrina
09-13-2005, 04:19 AM
you know I feel really melancholic today but as I was checking my e-mail I saw that a friend had sent me a small story about a blind woman who was always happy and when they told her something she was happy before she new the end of it, and when they asked her why is she so happy , she said that she chooses every morning how will her mood be all day long and she almost always chooses happines. and that is true...although we feel down it is us who can make that better... and I will try to do that, so should you Keltic and Koa....always here to listen... :D
Aurora Ariel
09-13-2005, 10:33 AM
Dreamy(it's night here so I'm going to bed to sleep soon)..Goodnight everyone!:)
Themis
09-13-2005, 02:26 PM
I am feeling happy. :) Mainly because I think it's going to start raining soon and the air is already full of that smell (err... the wet smell... smell of rain.... I have no idea how to say this). I just really like that kind of smell.
Full of anticipation . . .
Was still down today... felt better after some shopping with my mum, but now I have that old thing called envy making me :mad: again
shortysweetp
09-13-2005, 11:17 PM
i know how you feel koa last weekend i went shopping for clothes and had to get yet another bigger size so i decided to go on a diet yet again. i wish i was little again. :( i miss being small and petite and wearing whatever i wanted. i guess we should accept ourselves for who we are koa its probably for the best :)
Themis
09-14-2005, 01:53 PM
Excited! :)
Nightshade
09-14-2005, 03:54 PM
tierd too tierd to stay on I should have kept to my intentions and not come on till tommorrow bye :wave:
B-Mental
09-14-2005, 04:05 PM
downwinded...as in downwind of the outhouse
i know how you feel koa last weekend i went shopping for clothes and had to get yet another bigger size so i decided to go on a diet yet again. i wish i was little again. :( i miss being small and petite and wearing whatever i wanted. i guess we should accept ourselves for who we are koa its probably for the best :)
lol how I wish I was small... but in my case there's no diet or anything cos I'll always be bigger than a small girl, in height and structure :D
Btw I wasnt even referring to that this time but yeah I wasnt clear...nevermind.
As for me today... just normal, a bit worried about how to get my life on the right track but at least today I DID something about it so I need a couple of days of uselesness before I feel depressed again LOL ;)
Bianca Fransen
09-14-2005, 04:27 PM
Full of questions..
Keltic Banshee
09-14-2005, 05:15 PM
Confuzzled... hell of a lot confuzzled...
adilyoussef
09-14-2005, 05:25 PM
Happy and chearfull.
Helga
09-14-2005, 05:33 PM
happy but tired. I'm busy packing, for two reasons a) I'm moving into my own place. b) I'm going to London in a few days.... good things happening.
Ancestor
09-14-2005, 05:38 PM
I am thankful for two reasons one my Grandmother woke up this morning and two so did I. :)
PistisSophia
09-14-2005, 07:29 PM
The party's over and the rain came pouring down here in the swamps of Jersey.......
My day began quite well, turned out confusing and difficult, but, as of a few minutes ago, I feel very honored and privileged in a way I cannot describe. :nod:
Nightshade
09-15-2005, 03:54 AM
as lovley as my holiday was Im glad to be back safe and sound. :D
Keltic Banshee
09-15-2005, 04:21 PM
tired, confuzzled and lost...
adilyoussef
09-15-2005, 06:39 PM
I have had an injinction of PNEUMO 23 and it really hearts. I nearly can't moove my arm.
Aurora Ariel
09-15-2005, 06:57 PM
Thoughtful...but somewhat dejected.
subterranean
09-15-2005, 08:03 PM
My belly hurts :(
Ancestor
09-16-2005, 01:38 AM
Scattered brained and laughing at myself for doing something stupid. Because in the long run it is not worth fretting over and there are far more important things in this world then shopping while your debt card is sitting at home in your pants pocket. :)
Rosevn
09-16-2005, 01:46 AM
my heart has been achy in joy, happiness and...pain
Nightshade
09-16-2005, 03:47 AM
dreading putting my heeled boots on for 11 hours
and cold :cold:
Kaltrina
09-16-2005, 04:10 AM
fresh and excited.(as if something interesting is going to happen) :confused: :D
Ancestor
09-17-2005, 04:29 AM
Feeling pretty good considering it is 1:27 a.m. and I am about to go to bed soon. Who knew finding ancestors would make this ancestor feel like a kid again but then again according to my family I never grew up, oh well. Good morning to all and a good night to me. :)
Excited, excited, excited . . .
Nightshade
09-17-2005, 02:18 PM
slow
:)
GruesomeBugman
09-18-2005, 02:10 PM
depressed.
Ancestor
09-18-2005, 05:43 PM
There seems to be a few people who are depressed on here and if you feel like talking just give Ancestor a call. I have been there and I know how hard it is to deal with. I am better now but if I can lend an ear I am more then willing to. Depression is one enemy along with a few others I would like to erased from the face of the Earth. I'm here if anyone depressed or not wants to talk too. :)
Not really depressed, but irritated . . .
shortysweetp
09-18-2005, 05:58 PM
i feel bad because i am procastinating. i need to finish reading a book for class and write a report on it which is due Tuesday but I dont want to. anyway i guess i better get to it
Themis
09-18-2005, 06:40 PM
happy, happy, happy :)
Nightshade
09-19-2005, 04:02 AM
still slow but good slow like a lazy stream in the sunshine slow :D
Kaltrina
09-19-2005, 04:25 AM
there are some butterflies in my stomach. I don't know what they're doing there. stupid emotions, making me feel excited and I don't know the reason. :D :D
B-Mental
09-19-2005, 07:23 AM
dyspeptic...
Scheherazade
09-19-2005, 01:12 PM
Very Scheherazadish ;)
uhoh, Houston, we have a problem :D
Scheherazade
09-19-2005, 01:20 PM
*hops on her broom and zap through space and time to solve Jay's problem*
:D
Very Scheherazadish ;)
Good grief! ;)
Hmmm, maybe I can think of something similar for me . . . monotonous . . . no! . . . monolithic . . . no! . . . monogamous . . . yes, but does not sound as witty . . . sheesh, nevermind! :lol:
*hops on her broom and zap through space and time to solve Jay's problem*
:D
Danger, Will Robinson :D
Nightshade
09-20-2005, 04:37 PM
I feel great but I just need to inform people that this symbol is going to mean a crosseyed smilie till someone invents one for me
bd)
:D
I still need someone to pack my stuf so i can leave in the morning! Anyone? :D
Keltic Banshee
09-20-2005, 06:18 PM
Lazy... sick with a cold (my "resident" cold, which will hopefully be evicted soon LoL)... thoughfull... not sure of how I really feel
Ancestor
09-21-2005, 03:44 AM
Feeling overwhelmed with e-mails about my ancestors which makes me happy as lark. Weird, yep and that is how I like to be the weirder the better because us weird folk have more fun. :) :banana:
Kaltrina
09-21-2005, 04:10 AM
ancestor talking about weird, that is what I am feeling today. I am usually always weird but today I had a very weird morning and I think the day will go on like that...so many feelings...feeling weird, sad, fear...I don't know, a lot.... :confused:
Suddenly overwhelmed, and somewhat down . . .
Nightshade
09-21-2005, 03:28 PM
soar...Never wear evening sandles for 11and a quater hours......:p
subterranean
09-21-2005, 07:53 PM
Something about Chava that suddenly make me feels so excited :)
samercury
09-21-2005, 08:39 PM
Feel really embarrased ...and sad too. I want to do like an ostrich and hide my head under the sand (if I could find any)
Aurora Ariel
09-21-2005, 10:32 PM
Strangely energetic(though I was extremely tired last night after some long days):)
shortysweetp
09-22-2005, 12:01 AM
it seems like the rest of you, i also feel overwhelmed. The stress of being a mother is getting a to be little much when I factor in being a wife too and a college student. Normally I handle it all well but there are times like now that I feel like I dont know what I am doing. like who do I think I am Superwoman?? and on top of that today was a horrible day I have had the worst sinus migraine and the club i joined did a club activity that i really wanted to do but I just didnt have time to do. tomorrow will be better I know (it just has to be)
Ancestor
09-22-2005, 02:17 AM
Hang in there shortysweetp you should try raising a Grandmother and a Father who's minds are not a 100%. My Father is not as bad but our relationship is going to change when he gets home next month. I have more gray hairs from those two but it does matter as long as I have them in my life. It is not a crime to say hey dear I need some me time and make arrangements for someone to take the kids for a night. You can find the time for time is always there. So you bet tomorrow will be better and I if I awake to have my Grandmother another day then that is a Great Day no matter what goes wrong. ;)
. . . like who do I think I am Superwoman??
Indeed - very much Superwoman! Through your hard work, I imagine you very well admired, especially among your daughter, husband, and fellow students. I hope you feel better soon. ;)
As for me today: not bad, but a little sleepy.
subterranean
09-22-2005, 07:48 PM
This reminds me with a saying, from one of the lecturers in my ol' campus, who said, " If raising a child is easier then taking care of a dog, then I'd certainly be willing to have one".
Since his specialty was Strategic Studies, somehow it didn't really surprise me :rolleyes:
it seems like the rest of you, i also feel overwhelmed. The stress of being a mother is getting a to be little much when I factor in being a wife too and a college student. Normally I handle it all well but there are times like now that I feel like I dont know what I am doing. like who do I think I am Superwoman??
Satine
09-22-2005, 07:52 PM
Hmmm...I've had better days. Spent today in a 90+ degree room (Ferenheit) while 27 third graders shouted obscenities at eachother and threw a couple of chairs. I stared in disbelief for a while, then took action. LOL. *find a happy place, find a happy place*
Stanislaw
09-22-2005, 11:39 PM
Hmmm...I've had better days. Spent today in a 90+ degree room (Ferenheit) while 27 third graders shouted obscenities at eachother and threw a couple of chairs. I stared in disbelief for a while, then took action. LOL. *find a happy place, find a happy place*
woah, that reminds me of my mothers BD class, takes a strong will to teach a rogish class! But , so long as none died, 'tis for the better I'm sure, ;)
My day:
Religious, vengfull, scared, jittery, companionless, and insomnia, all in one.
'tis a hard feeling to understand, I feel deeply affected by a new layer of belief I have stumbled upon, yet feel vengfull towards corrupters of faith and teachings. I wasscared by a pop-quiz, and jittery for it. I felt companionless for reasons that escape me, and aniverseries if not broken, that would be existant, and insomnia because of the others.
But, tommorrow will be a new day, with maybe some new life, and then the weekend, which I will look forward to after my last bit of work on saturday, and then rest on the day of the lord.
I think I feel profetic aswell, weird., well goodnight world! :) end the day with a smile, and start with a frown, nota frown of anger, but one of determiniation, and end with a smile not of pity, but of fulfilment, and peace.
Kaltrina
09-23-2005, 07:40 AM
my neck is aching. :( I slept very bad last night and I was probably cold and today my neck is aching and I can hardly move my head. If I want to look at something, and I have to turn around then I have to move as if I'm frozen :cold: ... I always say I move like a satellite... lol :lol: ...stupid pain...
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