nights when we
kissed on our
feather bed
used to blow me out
of the water
then one
afternoon you
split the atom -
said you'd
split yourself -
i was a little stupid
thought you loved
me a whole lot
stupid
thought i'd loved me
a knot in
my gut
there's a
knot in
the world,
something like
two teenagers
carving their initials
into trees,
picnic
tables...
once we
read their
woodwork
with our
fingertips
skimmed
our eyes
with
each other’s
lips
skimmed stones
and skipped
hearts, years
later read the
paper
years later
discovered
our world
was gone -
everything lost -
nothing left
just shadows on
buildings
where we once
stood
memories where
we once lived.
hiroshima
reborn, reliving,
respillingintoour
heartslikedyingoceansstumblingontothegodda**edshor e.
the cockroaches
don’t remember.
and they
don’t care.
sometimes...
when
i curl
myself
into a ball the
size of a seashell
you
remind me of
one.