...They're just gelignite, loaded and aiming right between your eyes. Sometimes things just suck. After class I went to a cafe with the girls and after a while I just couldn't handle people anymore and I just left. after 5 days in school I just can't handle more people. I just felt sick and went home, I felt physically ill. I went home and just lay in bed until I had to go pick the boy up. I even wished he was going to his dad so I could be completely alone. I feel like I am dysfunctional, ...