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IJustMadeThatUp

I shouldn't be allowed to have a blog.

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I miss, something.

I'm not sure what it is, it may be one thing or a few. I just know it's not there.
It's the void in my chest, where a thumping heart should be. A chill that spreads from the back of my head, shivering down the spine and dripping into my stomach and filling it with the dread of something important, lost.

And I don't know how to get it back.
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  1. The Comedian's Avatar
    Gimme that blog! *yanks it away from IJustMadeThatUp* (kidding, of course)

    I hope you find what you're missing or at least that you find a way to find pleasure and purpose in the looking.

    Good Hunting!
  2. IJustMadeThatUp's Avatar
    I know, I know I'm a terror when it comes to blogs. I get all self indulgent and it brings out the bad side of me. Then, I did promise to write nothing of value

    But thanks anyway.
  3. 1n50mn14's Avatar
    I like your blog: it reassures me that I'm not the only crazy one

    Feel better soon!
  4. IJustMadeThatUp's Avatar

    I'm going to start a testimonial entry!! - Reasons why I SHOULD have this blog. Oh, and you're far from being the only one!

    Thanks
  5. skib's Avatar
    If there's a hole in your soul, fill it with words!
    (I read a quote similar to that. It was graffitied on a train and the original quote said, "There's a hole in my soul, and I fill it with crack." Void in your chest . . .nevermind. I guess I'll fall in line with the crazies. )
  6. *Classic*Charm*'s Avatar
    So THIS is where all the crazies are hiding out! Count me in!

    Are you sure the gaping hole isn't from the lack of profanities? Since you're not able to curse like a sailor? Sometimes I miss that as well haha.

    Seriously though, take everyone's words to heart: we all like reading your blog, and think you should keep it! You're definitely NOT self-indulgent!

    I know how you feel about the hole. I don't know what it is either, but I think that maybe spending time examining how you're feeling and what you're thinking can only be useful in finding what's missing. Reading your own blog entry can be like taking a step outside yourself and seeing each experience with fresh eyes. I hope you find what you're looking for
  7. *Classic*Charm*'s Avatar
    See, I like your blog so much I double-posted!
  8. IJustMadeThatUp's Avatar
    Ahhh ha ha ha! Welcome to Carly's crazy corner!!

    Skib - What what what!? Void in your chest....??? Was that going to be a dirty joke? Or am I the only one with a dirty mind? It seems I am filling the void with words, but then, they're only words.

    CC - You are so wise Maybe it is the profanities, maybe it isn't that's the frustrating part

    P.S. Don't you guys encourage me. Next time, it will be a happy entry, I swear!
  9. skib's Avatar
    No, I said nevermind because I really had no clue where I was going with it and it was going to come out as a bunch of senseless blubbering. Nothing dirty intended, I promise.
  10. skib's Avatar
    Unless of course words are your crack. Even dirty ones. Agh- Classic! See what you started?
  11. *Classic*Charm*'s Avatar
    Mwa haha welcome to the gutter, ladies and gentlemen