Heavens alive Paul, not for one minute would I expect you to give up your faith of Buddhism.
In fact I was just beginning to think that I must be a Buddha too then, cos I am always happy. Happiness is a choice you see.
Oh about the money. I have money Paul and believe me I dont care for it that much that it'll upset me to leave it when I die. The vultures can have it, I dont give a damn for money. Money is a means to an end, its fun making it like its fun making a cake.. but we dont need to eat that cake, thats how I see money. In fact there is another idea I have to make a little more... for the fun, but this time I want someone by my side to share, I am just waiting for their response.
You shouldnt dislike money so much Paul, its not the moneys fault for the greed we see about, its the peoples fault for allowing it to consume them. Invariably whenever we are consumed by something it eludes us, so even those who dont have money become consumed with "lack of money" and therefore it eludes them.