Do not send your manuscript to another writer. Van Gogh was deemed not good enough a painter by the critics of his day, yet he is now deemed one of the greatest. The same as Monet in the beginning. Zola had a hard time in the beginning too. There are countless writers that don't get published because no-one wants to take the risk. Austen was chucked in the bin by modern publishers during an experiment. A manuscript of P&P was sent to several leading publishers and most of them even did not recognise it... So whether your two novels are published or not... Does it matter? More crap is published everyday and probably more good stuff is chucked in the bin.
You are in need of approval. Have you let anyone read your novels? or any writings whatsoever (blogs f.e.)? Style is style. Even though it is not a novel your style can be annoying/imaginative/fantastical/... or not. That is not to say that everyone will like it or everyone will hate it. That someone hates it, is not a disaster. That everyone really hates it, is a disaster.
If you are worried about your inspiration (writer's block), then you need to live a bit, as people here have said. If one always sits inside, then one is bound to run out of imagination to think up stories.
So, you want to go to Oxford. On this point I agree with Mal4mac: that everyone these days gets A*'s or even better and that Oxford is probably not really impressed with that anymore. Your ability is probably more important to them than your score on your A-level (of course do not slack so much that you'll get a B, because then your chances are absolutely 0). Having a published poet as your literature teacher is not a guarantee for success. It means that he knows how literature works (working for Oxford) and that his poetry was liked too (his published). He will not teach you to write (well) and hand you the magic stick of Harry Potter on how to get published.
You might be able to tell me this more accurately, but I don't believe that a writer writes plots with in mind his general point. So, in the end, it is not really necessary to get taught certain points. If you are talking about courses in creative writing: it is no guarantee that one will be published. The same as acting school is no guarantee for someone to become a great actor. RADA might be a leading school and a lot of actors might have studied there, but there are loads of them that do not get anywhere. Certainly if you think about the fact that agents come to recruit there (students have more chance to get good agents at RADA). Publishers do not recruit in Oxford. Publishers recruit manuscripts.
Post your writings on the writing forum if you want approval, and get out into the world. You canno force yourself to write or to read, it does not work.


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As you seem to be discovering, acclaim from others is fickle. It comes and goes and will eventually disappoint if that's all you're motivated by. A quiet and steady love for, enjoyment of and dedication to something (or multiple things) regardless of whether it makes you noticed or not will ensure your own personal satisfaction and may even lead to, not only truly meriting, but receiving acclaim from time to time.

