I am escaping responsibilities and I am planning to do so hopefully forever. I don't want to settle. But I feel really wrong because at my age (same as Kilted's) I should be starting to behave like an adult. But I don't want to. As long as I get a job anywhere in the world that pays a rent, food, maybe some travelling etc... that's all I want and need. I don't have a partner and by the look of it I won't really ever have one, the only word 'commitment' makes me feel rather sick so even if I had one he'd have to be someone sharing my worldview...
I feel irresponsible because everybody else sooner or later will think of settling down (although most of my friends still haven't finished Uni, buying a house at our age in Italy is as possible as flying to Saturn and back in 15 minutes) and I'll feel guilty for living my life the way I want it
I feel a bit irresponsible towards my family too, because I left and well we keep in touch really well and I go back there every few months and all, but sometimes they all make me feel like I committed a crime or something (good ol' Italian mentality...). So yeah, the word 'responsibility' is not part of my vocabulary...
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Originally Posted by Zelly
