
Originally Posted by
Bumbeli
I don't think White Nights is just "another depressing story", for me it provided great hope during one of my darkest hours. This is probably the reason why I value this story so much and I have a hard time reading it again, as it reminds me of not-so funny stuff I've gone through.
I don't think it's about Nastyenka being worthy to be loved, cause one can't doubt that the dreamer deserves better.
What I found very impressive is the way he deals with her leaving him and his house of cards falling apart. Like one said earlier, he probably pictured everything a dozen times in his mind, said every word, thought about all her possible reactions, but in the end he doesn't really let it get to him.
I don't know the apropriate english translation, but he says something like "One hour of complete happiness, enough for a whole lifetime" (it's just a simple translation from german). This sentence sums up everything one can hope for. As far as I can remember he isn't devastated, he's not angry or anything similar, he is just happy he was able to spend his time with her, love her, and for atleast one hour, have the feeling of her loving him back.
Constance Garnett's translation reads, "My God, a whole moment of happiness! Is that too little for the whole of a man's life?"
As far as I can tell, he wasn't particularly devastated at the outcome of the ordeal, as is evident in the following quotation:
But to imagine that I should bear you a grudge, Nastenka! That I should cast a dark cloud over your serene, untroubled happiness; that by my bitter reproaches I should cause distress to your heart, should poison it with secret remorse and should force it to throb with anguish at the moment of bliss; that I should crush a single one of those tender blossoms which you have twined in your dark tresses when you go with him to the altar . . . Oh never, never! May your sky be clear, may your sweet smile be bright and untroubled, and may you be blessed for that moment of blissful happiness which you gave one another, lonely and grateful heart!
I still don't like Nastenka.