I'm in love with The Vinegar Man and Mr. Tanner, but be careful, it could just as easily be you.
"If you're going to write you better have somewhere to come from." Flannery O'Connor
I am becoming dreams;
they stay open for me to enter,
to walk through the old doors left behind,
heavy with fear and moving shadow,
walking without going across the room.
So much happens in the small spaces
of yellow light, knees aching, head bent,
to see what can’t be seen.
I agree with Prince on this. I am, however, sorry to hear you say you trashed your old poems. You probably had some unpolished gems among all those thoughts and words. But then there is something to be said for new beginnings if that is how you felt.
This one is one of your best though.
Which of us has not suffered that?
Alone at the end of the row
even after the goofy-kid
with the coke-bottle glasses
and the raging acne had been picked,
you stood there, foolish, exposed,
that one sock slid half-way down your ankle
and you didn't dare to straighten it up
lest you be noticed. Not chosen yet
and, possibly, never ever to be.
Pendragon...would you like to choose our next word?
I'm in love with The Vinegar Man and Mr. Tanner, but be careful, it could just as easily be you.
"If you're going to write you better have somewhere to come from." Flannery O'Connor
OK. And the word is: Homecoming
Homecoming
The old man sits alone on a rocky shelf
where the rays of the setting sun filtering
through the mist
casts countless dancing rainbows.
The great cataract before him
tumbles down the mountain
like his own white locks
flow down across his shoulders.
His eyes are now faded,
yet somehow they seem to focus
on things beyond his field of vision.
He closes his eyes, and summons the memories:
A boy of just seven summers,
glowing with pride over his first big kill.
A boy of thirteen, more than slightly scared
at his initiation into manhood.
A young man of twenty,
basking in the warmth of his newly wed wife.
A young man of twenty-five,
rejoicing with his wife over their first son.
A young man of twenty-seven, heartbroken,
holding his wife as she cries over their stillborn daughter.
At thirty, a man of much responsibility,
with a wife, two sons, and a new daughter.
At forty-five, a man with a vision,
and a homeland forever scarred by war,
tired of broken treaties; broken promises.
At fifty, almost dead from grief,
he is supported by his sons at his beloved wife’s passing.
At sixty, now an elder of the tribe,
he teaches his grandchildren the ways of The People.
At present, he is seventy-two.
He can hear the voices calling:
His father and Mother.
His small daughter.
Finally, his wife.
He stretches his arms out to her
never opening his eyes,
as his frail body goes limp on the rocks.
The People have a saying:
“The earth and the sky go on forever,
but today is a good day to die.”
Dale Harris
2002
BTW, That's my real name...
Pen
Some of us laugh
Some of us cry
Some of us smoke
Some of us lie
But it's all just the way
that we cope with our lives...
“You’re never so far from home,”
I composed as the epigram
to my first novel,
“as when you’re there.”
And “Home is the place ,”
wrote Robert Frost, “where,
when you have to go there,
they have to take you in.”
But I don’t know about that.
I’m a Jew (or will be
if ever I figure out
what that is) so I’ve spent a long time
looking for that place where,
when I have nowhere else to go,
they won’t have to take me in
but they will want to,
gladly, whole-heartedly.
And so far, I’d have to say,
I never have found a home
but in the hearts
of a lover or two
or in that of my children’s
well-furnished, spacious,
solidly built hearts.
I'm in love with The Vinegar Man and Mr. Tanner, but be careful, it could just as easily be you.
"If you're going to write you better have somewhere to come from." Flannery O'Connor