>_< you're right. That statement was a bit bold, sorry. I really tend to get carried away. I was in a mood that day, i'm considerably better now![]()
You say all this assuming there will be a Judgement day. I don't think there will. I've been trying for years to fit religion into my view of the world. I've tried to alter my view of the world, but I can't change who I am to please our culture.
By culture I mean the traditions, stereotypes, and general kind of person which follow a certain religion.
sorry I just had to fend off my mother, shes been nagging me all day...I have yet to figure out what for. something about email...
anway, I appreciate your open-minded view. It has taken me years to break free of the bonds I was bound by through growing up in surronded by people who...its hard to find a word to describe them. Narrow-minded is a good start though.
I apologize if I am rambling, congealing my many thoughts is difficult...
basically, it has not truthfully occured to any of the people i grew up with that they could be wrong, which makes it difficult for me to adopt a healthy view.
And, a general thought to anyone who reads this: never take for granted beign surronded by people who accept you for who you are. Out of the hundreds of people I know...4 know deep the charade I put on for my church extends. Why? because no matter how narrow-minded they are, i love my family, and if they knew just how anti-christian I am they would never understand...
again, I apologize. In my current state I'll pour out my soul just about anywhere. It shouldn't last more than a few hours ^_^





sorry I just had to fend off my mother, shes been nagging me all day...I have yet to figure out what for. something about email...

