How are you feeling today?

[Nightshade]

well you know you are one.....ok fine a titanium meanie? that better?

[Madhuri]

I am looking for a scapegoat to vent out my anger. These bikers and heavy vehicle drivers dont have any sense, even if the road is wide and completely empty they have to drive so very near from where you are walking. There was this huge puddle, and I was so far away from the truck but that silly, stupid driver had to splash it all on me. I was just five mins away from my office.

[Pensive]

Congrats Pensy!

I feel...resolute. I am now officially determined to stop eating and drinking so much crap and start excercising more!

Thanks Shan!

At the moment, I feel good. No homework! A very fine day, indeed!

[Madhuri]

Like a fool....Oh, why did I fall into the trap?

[Pensive]

I have never been worse in my entire life.

[Laindessiel]

I have never been worse in my entire life.

Why, you say?

It's a Sneezathon night tonight. First it was cough, then this. Damn it, this flu won't leave me and my nose in peace.

[vheissu]

Trying to calm down...it's been a bad week and next week doesn't look any better....
These are the times I wish I could run away, to anywhere else and let problems fix themselves....

[Madhuri]

okay.......a little upset and a little angry at how things have turned up....

[Pensive]

I am good. One day, you feel terrible, and in two days, you are as cheerful as you can be! That's life!

[Madhuri]

I feel as if I cant breathe. Another panic attack, I guess.

[IamMissingaLink]

feeling good. I finally have Patrick's Wolf Lycanthropy album! Speaking of music, does anyone have the Killers new album Sam's Town?

[Laindessiel]

Why Mads? Panic attack? What made you feel so?

As for me, I've got loads of books to read (not complaining!) ranging from The Importance of Being Ernest to the complete edition of the Philippine History. Still not complaining!

[IamMissingaLink]

I feel as if I cant breathe. Another panic attack, I guess.

How often do u have them? i've never had one but I've suffered anxiety and dysphoria.

[Madhuri]

Why Mads? Panic attack? What made you feel so?

When I start having too many expectations from myself, and when I try to push myself to do things much better.

How often do u have them? i've never had one but I've suffered anxiety and dysphoria.

Not very often, I dont usually have very high expectations from me, but sometimes...

Dont worry, it will go soon.

[Laindessiel]

Gosh I can relate. When I feel the same feeling as you have, I get frustrated and then cry. I feel better afterwards.

Frustration is what always makes me cry. Even the small things, like for example, cannot find a thing that I'm looking for for a long time, or when the computer breaks down and won't work, or not finding the right shade of black when I'm sketching; in short, when things don't go my way. But I guess we have to live with that everyday.

And as Oprah says:

"Don't sweat the small stuff. If it won't matter a year from now, if it won't count at your deathbed, it's not worth the aggravation."

It's a quote that I'm still trying to live with.