Originally Posted by
paledancer
I think Christine had some kind of affection for Eric, but not love. an admiration, actually. he was teaching her, without showing himself and Christine thought he was an angel who also protected her. considering these, it seems impossible for her not to feel something for him. She has great feelings, true but she is also afraid. You can't observe this kind of fear in love. She is like a little girl who admires and wants to please a god.
Besides, all of these feelings, this admiration have been almost destroyed more and more. She saw the ugly side of him physically and psychologically. She had known him for years (sort of knowing) and then suddenly everything is destroyed, she realizes that he is not a god, not a totally graceful, hymn being, that he is just a human. Hurt, humiliated but still a man. this is where she starts to fear deathly.
On the other hand, Raoul has always been in her heart, we can see this: she gets upset when Raoul first shows up and doesn't recognize her. It doesn't mean she doesn't love him just because she doesn't tear herself of love. This is not Romeo&Juliet she has other issues to deal. Think about yourselves. Would showing love, showing affection be the most important thing when you are dealing with a problem like hers? especially if showing this love is so dangerous under the circumstances. she told Raoul she loved him, and look what happened: Eric has gone madder.
Eric was an important part of her life, he inspired her voice,right. and all she wanted was to be happy with Raoul without losing him just like a daughter whıo wants to be with someone and to have her father's permission about it.