Black Panther (Poesque; Lovecraftish)
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CHAPTER I METAMORPHOSIS
Millenniums had passed since I first underwent the change. The unnatural transformation, brought on by a random assault, left me bereft of those common qualities that allow humans to go about their daily lives unimpeded by a greater sense of obligation or awareness.
While the consequences of the life-changing event had been dramatic, the altercation itself had been rather simple: I had been attacked from behind by something that had easily mastered me, and accordingly drained me of my blood, enough to send me to sleep, permanently. But I had not died that night, perhaps because the creature that sucked forth my life had borne a conscience, and could not in good faith leave me to my death, and so he had made me what he himself was - a being radically different from the human race, a Noctor. In any case, he departed shortly there afterward, and I was left to unravel the mystery of my new nature - alone.
Lest you think my transmutation was instantaneous and facile, I will give you a broad description of my sufferings and distress. It took weeks for the metamorphosis to occur, and each day heralded new symptoms and new agonies, until I feared I was going to die before the process was complete. At first I experienced a general malaise with body aches, fever, nausea and fatigue as the primary symptoms. But that soon ended, and was replaced with limb twisting and physical changes, until I hardly appeared human. It was at this point I ran away, convinced that staying on would only be a disservice to my family, who could hardly help me and were forced to watch on, powerless, as I underwent the change. I knew my DNA was mutating on a sub-structural level, and my chromosomes were no longer human.
For weeks I lived amongst the homeless, the mentally ill and the addicts. I hid amid the garbage cans in the back alley of a restaurant, subsisting on the remains of uneaten food thrown to the dogs. Soon, however, my taste changed, and I no longer found human food satisfying. It was at this point I became aware of the others, and of my own new nature. A psychic link between myself and my master, at first faint and dubious, had grown to reliable and consistent proportions. I recognized myself for who I now was, the first human-Noctor in existence, and with this realization came the epiphany that I had a purpose, a unique function in the universe: I consumed vampires.
Not surprisingly, I initially resisted my calling, for I was bitter at being ripped from my position in the human race and forced into some other mode of existence. I continued to live on the streets, and discern my newfound abilities: I was, for all intents and purposes, immortal; I possessed superhuman strength, speed and agility and could -- with some limitation – assume the shape of other life forms. Furthermore, with uncanny relative accuracy, I could sense imminent events, and I also enjoyed a keen insight into people, having the power of suggestion at my fingertips. With comparative ease I could induce a trance in the most resistant individuals.
Despite these superior skills I shied away from using them for any social good. I was a freak in an otherwise normal world, and I felt it was not my place to use these talents to alter the course of history. So, I watched on as my parents, and then my child died; I observed historical upheaval and noted the shift in power and the rise and fall of governments and nations as they occurred at certain epochs in time. I also monitored the vampire population, which was initially scant and underground, and as such allowed me to feed without upsetting the precarious balance of the food chain. For a very long time, my isolation from society had little effect on the outcome and turn of events, that was until something happened, something which forever altered the course of human history
The vampire population suddenly grew, almost tripling overnight.
I knew almost instantaneously what had happened.
My master’s mind disclosed the story to me. The fringe-element Noctors had been inbreeding with the Scurge, an inferior albeit pulchritudinous race of scavenger beings that served as universal clean-up for dying, old and ill life-forms. These were opportunistic hunters who drank the blood and consumed the remains of the weakest links, but inbred with Noctors, their useful opportunistic instinct turned deadly, transposing into a predatory lust for lifeblood. The Noctors, a race that eons ago had been subject to this sanguine passion, had overcome their rage through spiritual and logical practices. But, bred with a Scurge, this recessive gene had been activated, the latent ardor aroused and turned into a murderous disposition for higher forms of life – life that had reached the peak of its existence.
The Noctor government, recognizing the epidemic, had established laws prohibiting liaisons with the Scurge and had outlawed murder for food, but the new vampire generation, rebellious and wicked at its very heart, refused to submit to the Noctor authority. Commandeering several space ships, the refugees fled to earth, where they hoped to rule and practice their bloody impulses unimpeded by the Noctors. And now they were here, infesting the general population and infiltrating the ranks of government. The Noctors, though they sought to shoot down renegade ships, refused to interfere in the development of other species on other worlds.
And so I was left alone, the sole individual that stood between vampire world domination and the complete obliteration of the human race. As such, I had no other choice but to re-enter society as I was, a freak of nature, bent on protecting humanity from this new universal threat. I assumed the shape and pseudonym “Black Panther”, a primarily nocturnal beast with a penchant for securing it’s prey. Using this form to detect and track vampires, I systematically hunted down and killed as many bloodsuckers as possible. Soon, however, the Black Panther took on a personality of its own, becoming an icon for human hope and freedom. Whether in masked human form or as an animal, I was the symbol for humanity’s ability to champion the most dangerous of foes. Although I did not welcome this status nor this responsibility, I recognized humanity’s great need to believe in a protector and so with a heavy heart and great burden I accepted it and bore it until, at last, another hope came along, this time in the form of a man: Gabriele Childes.
When I first spotted him entering the only nightclub in the city, I had no idea he would become the boast of humanity. He was only a boy, tall and lean, with a face more like an angel than a man. Although I had sworn to myself, when I first metamorphosed, I would not become personally involved with any human lest I be forced to suffer their death, I could not help but be attracted to Gabe. There was something pure and innocent about him, about the way he leaned his head back when he laughed or tossed it to one side and winked when he was flirting. His body moved through space with an almost fearless determination, although he had as much reason as anyone to be afraid, to hesitate before stepping across the street or in front of a dark alley. But Gabe, Gabe was intrepid in the face of the most dangerous circumstances, even as the coerced sesclave (sex slave) of the great human traitor Arnold Benedict. Perhaps that is why the flailing human resistance targeted him as their next leader.
I had been aware for some time now of a small band of human rebels that called themselves The Alliance. Formed under a charismatic leader that had long since passed away, The Alliance floundered to survive, only managing to occasionally assassinate a small-time vampire official or bomb a local bloodsucker café. I remained apart from them – again, afraid to grow to close to any human – but when circumstances warranted it, I assisted them in their terrorist attacks.
One night as I was observing Gabe a truck pulled up, two humans jumped out and pulled the youngster inside, quickly tying his hands and feet and bandaging his eyes. These were mortals, and so I was reticent to interfere until death seemed eminent, and truth be told, I was more than a little curious regarding their actions. So, I remained aloof, and followed at a safe distance behind the truck as it soon left the city.
Once outside the metropolis limits, the truck came to a stop and the humans exited the vehicle, pulling Gabe with them. The head of the rebel force confronted Gabe about his liaisons, and offered him this ultimatum: work for the human resistance or remain a sesclave forever. The choices, like so many in life, were hardly valid, but Gabe did not seem cognizant of their drawbacks; I saw something well up within him then, something I had not noticed before – an almost fierce resolution – an unrelenting ferocious warrior spirit that caught me off guard. I knew then he would be the one to lead the Rebel Force to overthrow the vampire government, and I resolved to be his guardian until that day.
Gabe returned to the city still a sesclave, but this time one with a mission: infiltrate the vampire government using his relationship with Benedict as a ploy. Standing amongst his peers – for the primary and really, the only means by which the young survived was sex slavery - he hardly resembled the next leader of the human resistance. Little did anyone know it was the start of a massive shift in political power, with Gabriele leading the mortals in a vicious war against their vampire captors.
Chapter Iii - The Hunt Cont
“Well if you’re not a vampire, then what are you?”
“I don’t really know,” I mused, for the question had brought to light the mystery of my own existence. “I am a thing...a creature, not human in the least but an alien sympathetic to the human condition. I don’t fully comprehend what I must know according to reason; for just now I did not realize the disdain my kind has for killing people until I had spoken it. So, in response to your question, I have to say while I know what I am – a Noctor – I do not know who I am, that is, what characteristics and behavior define my race.”
The young man turned to look out the window, drinking in the view of the sun as it rose above the horizon. “Is this my last sunrise then, or do you know?”
“No, it is not to your first question, and in regards to your second, yes, I do know we aren’t destroyed by a ray or two of sunlight. However, I think you will discover that day, in general, has an adverse affect on you if you aren’t resting. We’re nocturnal creatures by nature, but we aren’t limited in any capacity to nighttime only.”
The lad rubbed his temples, as if he were massaging out a headache. “So I am going to become as you are now?”
“I am afraid so,” I answered. “I apologize profusely for my actions, although I don’t suppose I can beg your forgiveness to the extent and degree necessary to make amends for an eternity. Truthfully, I have made a grievous mistake that cannot be rectified, and I am at a loss as to how I can compensate for it, other than to tell you what I am aware of and mitigate your transformation, so it is not as painful as mine.”
“Your blood...”
“Yes, I have already surrendered it to you. You will know me as much as I know you, and in that way the entire transaction shall be complete.”
Sitting up in bed, the young man pulled the covers over the lower half of his body. “You were eating animals,” he began, “but they discovered the grave yard and you were afraid, so you traveled to Worksop, and now I am dead, at least to my humanity. But why me? Why wait in the cold for so long just for me?”
I smiled knowingly at him and then took a seat on the side of the bed. “Have you looked in the mirror?” I asked, searching his eyes for recognition and understanding.
“I’m penalized because you think me attractive,” he retorted rather sarcastically, crossing his arms before him like a petulant child.
“You charmed me...,”
“I wish I weren’t so charming...”
“It is your curse to be beautiful, but there is nothing left to do but accept your condition and begin the process of learning about yourself,” I reasoned with him.
He frowned in response. “I would hate you if I could, but I can’t,” he muttered angrily. “If it were in my power, I would detest you with every fiber of my being, but something prevents me from it.”
The anger and rage in his voice informed me that it would be in our mutual best interest if I departed, so accordingly I rose and strolled towards the exit, stopping just long enough to say these words: “I made you, and for that reason you will never be able to hate me, nor will I be able to hate you. It is, in a word, destiny.”
And then I swiftly strode out the door
Chapter Vii – Playing With Fire
I had not expected Modigliani at that late hour, for it was his custom to visit me in broad daylight when he could interrupt my sleep and interrogate me during my subsequent moments of exhaustion. Thus, his appearance at such an unconventional time caused me some confusion, and I studied him at length before I spoke.
“Hello Detective,” I said cautiously, “to what do I owe the pleasure of your company?”
The detective smirked. “I have good news for you.”
“And pray tell, what is that?” I inquired.
“We have a new suspect. A farmer passing by the day of the fire saw a man dressed in black pouring something on the ground. He said the guy had long dark hair tied in a pony-tail. You know anyone like that, Countess?”
“Absolutely not. Why would I?”
“Well, the way I figure it, you two are in cahoots with each other.”
“That’s a wonderful theory,” I retorted bluntly, “but there is only one problem with it: I don’t know anyone by that description. Besides, what motive have I for burning down my own school? It’s a preposterous notion!”
The detective glared at me. “I’m thinking you two did it for the insurance money.”
“You’re being absurd now detective. I used all the insurance money to rebuild the abbey and provide for an orphanage, so that discredits your hypothesis – not to mention that I loved my son more than my own life, and would have preferred to die in the fire along with him.”
“Yeah, but if you were having an affair with this guy, then there may have been reason to get rid of the extra baggage…”
“How dare you?!” I roared, for the detective’s suggestion offended me to no end. “I loved Marcus like he was my true son, and I still love him, even now. Whoever this gentleman is- - he did what he did without my help, alone.”
Modigliani would not be dissuaded. “You two are connected with each other and with the fire and that animal cemetery out there. I have no doubt of it. I don’t know how yet, but I plan to find out.”
“Fine,” I spat back. “I wish you luck in your pointless endeavor.”
“I don’t need luck,” he answered “but by the way, I’ve been meaning to ask you: where did you get the title Countess of Moldovia?”
“From my mother, Regina Churchhill,” I muttered, knowing full well I had been Regina Churchhill under a former pseudonym. “Why?”
“Just wondering. Where is that, anyway?”
“Moldovia? It’s in Romania, next to Transylvania. Why do you want to know?” I inquired suspiciously.
“I never heard of it before. Transylvania…” the detective mused “…isn’t that where Dracula lived?”
At this I had to laugh. “Yes. Would you like a detailed history of my native country?”
“No. No,” Modigliani waved the notion away with his hand. “But…is that why you wear those strange dresses?”
“Oh, this?” I announced, lifting the bottom of my red and black velvet dress. “I’m rather fond of the Romantic Era, though I favor La Belle Époque on most days. My red crepe silk skirt with the sash and the matching bolero with leg-of-mutton sleeves reflects the haute couture of Edwardian England.”
The detective looked at me and then down at his dull polyester grey pants, white button down shirt and matching grey and blue tie. “My kids tell me my clothes are out-of-style, but you take that to a whole new level.”
“Well I suppose I am a bit sentimental and nostalgic,” I reflected, “but it’s my property, and I am allowed to do with it what I want, and to dress however I want. If you don’t like it you can always leave. I won’t mind a bit.”
“Actually, I was hoping you would leave – with me. Since you don’t know the stranger who burnt down the abbey, you won’t mind accompanying me to see him, will you?”
The detective’s invitation shocked me, and I let out a small gasp. “Right now? I…I am busy at the moment. There’s so much to do around here I don’t think I’ll be able to escort you. Thanks for inviting me, however.”
“I don’t think you understand me, Countess. If you don’t go with me, I’m going to have to ask you to come down to the station to conduct the interview there.”
“Fine,” I sighed in frustration. “I’ll join you. Will that satisfy your obsessive curiosity finally?”
“It’ll help a great deal.”
“Anything to aid you in quitting me permanently. Let me get my frock,” I said, going over to the coat-hanger to retrieve my coat. We then departed the Abbey.
Modigliani’s car was a behemoth thing with a curved silhouette and lots of space inside the vehicle. I did not share the communities’ fondness for this mode of transportation, and so had managed to avoid it save when I was forced to ride alongside Marcus to the hospital or go with friends to the theater. Now was no different; my fear mounted as the speed of the automobile increased, but I was not about to reveal my discomfort to the detective, and so I restrained myself.
We passed several crumbling houses with weed-ridden, brick foundations and fireplaces, and then barren fields, which were occasionally interrupted by a dense brush or woods. Eventually the meadows disappeared and were replaced by old warehouses with flat tops and an occasional country store until we entered the city. The infamous Worsop railroad soon appeared to my right, and we drove for some time, eventually crossing over the tracks into a residential area that I recognized immediately as that belonging to Dorian Hamilton. It was then my worst fears were confirmed, and I wondered to myself how I could cast doubt onto my other son while sending Modigliani searching elsewhere.
The sun had already set by the time we arrived at Dorian’s. I instantly sensed my son’s presence within the house and I knew that he too, discerned my arrival, and through me, the arrival of the detective as well. Though we could not yet speak to each other, our intuitive abilities were superlative and enabled us to reach general conclusions regarding the situation before I had even stepped within his domicile.
“Whose house is this?” I asked the detective in feigned ignorance.
“Dorian Hamilton’s. The farmer knows the family and is fairly sure he’s our man.”
“Your man perhaps,” I quipped, “but certainly not mine.”
The detective rung the doorbell and we waited patiently for Dorian to appear. When at last he arrived, he was wearing black, baggy jeans and a tight black turtle-neck shirt.
“Can I help you?” he inquired politely.
Modigliani flicked open his badge, showed it to Dorian, then shoved it back into his pants pocket. “I’m investigating the fire that occurred at Welbeck Abbey – can we come in?”
“Sure,” Dorian answered, stepping politely out of the way to allow us to enter. We followed him into the living room - a vast area that contained two black leather couches, a matching love seat, armchair and recliner - and sat down.
Modigliani coughed slightly and then turned to address Dorian. “Do you know where you were the day of the fire?”
My son smiled politely. . “I really don’t remember. It was over a year ago and I don’t keep a calendar. Do you recall where you were that day, detective, before the fire?”
“He’s an old man,” I jested “and can’t be expected to remember anything except holidays and the location of my home.”
Dorian laughed and our eyes met in mutual adoration. “I see, and who are you?”
“I’m the owner of Welbeck Abbey of course,” I announced. “Countess of Moldovia, although I answer to the title “Countess”. Detective Modigliani has faithfully visited me every day since the terrible incident. One could easily misconstrue his dedication as love.”
“Oh I see. Well, I won’t destroy his pretense by supplying ready answers to his intrusive questions. Detective, I have no recollection of the day in question regarding where I was or what I was doing. I suggest you investigate my whereabouts further so I can account for my poor memory and please, let the Countess assist you in your search.”
“No, no,” I protested lightly. “Don’t confuse the issue; the detective is my admirer; I simply tolerate him.”
“Unrequited love is such a tragedy,” Dorian sighed sadly, “that is why I prefer it. It lends a dramatic moment to an otherwise dull existence.”
“Oh I adore unrequited love. It is by far the most romantic of all the loves.”
“I’m married,” the detective countered.
“Well that settles it then,” Dorian replied. “You are undoubtedly in love with the Countess; all married men are in love with single women.”
“I’m not in love with the Countess,” the detective snapped. “But I’m more certain than ever that you two know each other and planned the whole thing.”
“Oh, neither one of us planned you falling in love with me. You did that all by yourself.”
Modigliani’s face lit up like the fire he was investigating. “You can play games all you want but I will find out who started this fire if it’s the last thing I do.”
“It may be the last thing you do,” Dorian mumbled.
The detective looked confused. “I’m sorry. What did you say?”
“Nothing,” I retorted quickly. “I didn’t hear him say anything. Did you say anything Mr. Hamilton?”
“No. I suggest you get your hearing checked, detective. Auditory hallucinations are the beginning signs of schizophrenia.”
“We should be going anyway,” I announced rather suddenly, for the conversation had suddenly taken a turn for the worse, and I feared any further dialogue would put the investigator’s life at risk. “I have an appointment I must keep. Modigliani, would you drive me home, please.”
Under normal circumstances, such a request would have ensured the very opposite from the officer but for reasons only known to him, he conceded and within twenty minutes, we had returned to Welbeck Abbey.
Chapter Viii - Blood Countess
(Note: I've made some slight edits to the story above (minor changes) but don't have time to post. Here's the next chapter, however):
Once Dorian had departed and the police had relinquished any aspirations they held concerning my imprisonment and punishment for what they believed to be several counts of murder -- once these tribulations had fully ended and released me, I immediately sold the abbey and moved to Romania, a nation toward which I felt an uncanny and eerily oxymoronic affinity.
There is something alluring about the familiar – though it be evil – that the strange and mysterious – though they be safe – lack in any proportion. For this reason man often chooses to remain in his current predicament with the possibility of death rather than alter his course into the unfathomable region of chance and thus the unknown. Not surprisingly, I – who still retained a vestige of human nature – was no different, and now sought to live amongst my enemies rather than continue in undetermined circumstances.
Once in Romania I sought the historical region of the Carpathians, which stood as the current dividing line between Moldavia and Transylvania, and in particular the area between the cities of Bistritz and Bukovina, which is where the original vampires were said to have emerged (although I knew this allegation to be false). What I found there astonished me: an ancient civilization virtually untouched by modern technology. Stylistically medieval buildings now stood on mechanically advanced foundations, and Romanians, clad in the garments of that bygone era, meandered through the city on foot, or journeyed by horse and buggy.
Initially nonplussed, I soon discovered the raison d'être for the phenomenon: an enigmatic gentleman whose visage had never been seen (save in the matutinal hours before dawn) resided in the mountains, and it was he who employed the majority of the town’s denizens in the production and distribution of his wine, Le Rouge. After a mysterious fire had consumed most of the town, this aloof businessman (who was a foreigner at the time) had poured millions into the economy, effectively rebuilding the entire city and employing its populace at his new refinery.
The local merchant who imparted this wisdom to me and whose own business rested entirely upon the munificence of the wine maker’s employees indicated the factory paid well and more than compensated for the loss of life that seemed to accompany the profession. As he explained it, several employees had met their untimely demise while engaged at the press, so that the owner had been compelled to raise wages to offset the associated risk and lure potential prospects into employment. When I asked him if these accidents were regular and ongoing, he informed me that at one time they were almost expected, but since the first of the year the number of mishaps had fallen to zero, leading even the most devoted cynic into reconsideration.
After thanking him for the information, I departed for The Raven Inn, the lodging that the merchant had recommended to me as “most historical”. As I walked I noted with piqued interest the cobblestone streets and the gothic cathedrals in the distance, their high, pointed steeples towering ominously over deep, shadowy myriad panes. Women in long skirts and men in peasant wear bustled about industriously, and young children – evidentially caught up at play – threw a ball in the square. The humdrum of the people’s daily existence soon began to soothe my agitated spirit, and I was just beginning to feel the first stirrings of an unfamiliar joy when I observed something peculiar above an entrance that abruptly jarred me from my thoughts and made my blood run cold. There, in a wood rotted with age, was the Latin word for “Nine”, and a pyramid whose three points intersected the diameter of the circle that enclosed it.
The emblem was exceedingly queer, for while it resembled the archetypal trigon representative of Trinitarian faiths, it was – alas – a pyramid with four points and the word nine. I studied it at length, attempting to access those heretofore hidden planes of existence whereby my new nature might grasp what it has never experienced itself (but nonetheless knows by virtue of my race’s communal memory) yet I could not evoke a single recollection. However, my interest soon stirred the curiosity (or was it concern?) of the shopkeeper, who exited through the doors to ask me how he could be of assistance.
“What is this?” I inquired, pointing to the strange symbol.
“It is a sign,” he stated flatly.
“Why of course, but what does it mean?”
The shopkeeper, who was an older balding gentleman with bushy dark brows and a mouth twisted in a sour expression, started hard at me. “Who wants to know?”
I looked within but detected no heartbeat within his chest. “I am...I am Lizzy Bathory...from Moldovia.”
The merchant’s eyes grew wide as his mouth gaped open with astonishment. “Lizzy Bathory – is it possible?”
“Why not? I took up residence for some time at Welbeck Abbey and even opened a school there.”
“The Duke – I’ve heard of you, but he wasn’t one of us,” the retailer protested suspiciously.
“No, but have you seen his underground estate? He lived in the lap of luxury as you and I know it,” I responded, emphasizing the word “know”.
“Indeed, but how is it you came to be here? And how could you possibly not know the sign?”
I coughed to clear my throat, aware that both humans and non-humans around us were listening attentively to our conversation. “There were some murders in the area,” I informed him, gazing intentionally into his eyes. “An investigation followed in due course, and I felt it was in my best interest to relocate here. As to your second question – I have been alone for quite a while. It seems I have forgotten much, and am unaware of much more.”
The merchant stared at me again, shook his head and sighed. “I can’t tell you what it means,” he nodded to indicate the circled pyramid, “but I will let the others know.”
I bowed gratefully to him, then took my leave and continued my journey towards the Inn. Word spread through the town like wildfire, and by the time I arrived at the motel, I felt strange eyes peering out at me from the darkness and heard the hidden creatures hiss “Bathory!” whenever I passed.
Up until that point, I had felt a certain smug serenity in the knowledge of the superiority of my race and my ability to successfully impersonate the most terrible and gruesome of all female assassins, but late that night, after the moon fell in the sky and I returned home for sleep, my confidence was broken by a dream. It was to be the first in a series of dreams – terrible nightmares – that were to plague me periodically for the rest of my life. In this dream a creature with nine angelic heads, each of a different hue – black, purple, orange, grey, brown, turquoise, red, white, and blue – melded into the earth, and creation was blessed with rain and sun, plant and animal life, and mankind was happy. But soon another creature of similar constitution came - likewise bearing nine heads of nine colors – but with countenances markedly different – malformed aberrations they were, bearing horrible twisted expressions – and this creature also melded into the earth, and darkness fell upon the land, the earth commenced to die, and so did animal, plant and human.
It was the sound of the giant clock chiming the hour of five in the morn that roused me from my disturbed slumber. Shooting up in bed, I discovered that I was profusely sweating – though I felt as cold as ice and the temperature in the room was mild. After washing my face in the bathroom I prepared to retire again when I heard a rustle in the corner, and saw two slanted eyes peering out at me from behind the curtain.
Only then did I realize someone else was in the room with me.
Chapter Xi - Tristan, The Lover
CHAPTER XI – TRISTAN, THE LOVER
Upon my return to Romania I immediately searched for the merchant who had been the stimulus for my unusual visitation, but not surprisingly his store was closed. I resolved then to check into the Inn, wait until nightfall and try him again, but my hasty journey had left me exhausted and soon after entering my room I fell asleep.
I do not know if I dreamed that night, but I awoke at the entrance of a stranger, who I sensed to be the one who had come about seven days before. He wore the same ill-fitted cloak that concealed his identity and carried himself in the same manner, although this time I discerned a cautious sympathy about him that I had not detected previously. After extending an invitation to me for that same night he politely departed, leaving me to ponder how it was he had come to know of my return, but more importantly, why the stranger in the mountains seemed to desire my company so urgently.
Despite my growing curiosity I waited the corresponding hours to the stroke of 11:30PM, gathered about me some materials of importance – in particular a recording device and small camera – then quit the Inn for the serpentine path identified by my guide. Along the way I observed that the town’s population had again shifted with dusk, and that the creatures in large cloaks with glaring red eyes had returned and were actively engaged in their own industry. Horse-drawn carts stacked with crates of what had to be “La Rouge” traveled main street in both directions, stopping every once in awhile to unload at a specific shop or to restock at another one. To my surprise I noted that several were inscribed with the word NOVUM or with an ennegram symbol, or with a pyramid enclosed in a circle.
The town’s center appeared to be the hub of all the activity, for as I edged closer to the city’s limits the inhabitants grew scarcer and scarcer until – by the time I reached the beaten path – I was completely alone.
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The trail wound round like a coiled snake with every turn providing a steeper incline than the one before, so that I knew we were ascending a mountain. After what seemed like 20 minutes of climbing I detected a large clearing higher up, requiring perhaps three additional evolutions, but just as I was preparing to advance I heard a twig snap behind me. Whirling around I discovered a lone wolf standing about five feet from me, his bright blue eyes filled with that blank expression so characteristic of his species.
For some moments we exchanged glances, with neither of us budging from our respective positions until, at last, an impulse – an odd but compelling one – suddenly took hold and I shifted into feline shape. Though I hardly felt threatened by the beast I scowled a little and bore my teeth, hoping to frighten it into running away, but instead it stood there stoically, unmoved by my hostile display. And then a second impulse – more queer and powerful than the previous one – seized me and together we took off running.
We ran for what seemed like hours, through the woods, across mountain streams and brook bridges, under the haunting full moon that streamed like fine hair between the foliage. I did not understand why or what I was chasing, but only that in the pursuit there was freedom – freedom from the longevity of time, freedom from the gravity of consciousness, freedom from the new soul. The chilly air that raced down my spine, the sweet perfume of wood and pine, the dark shadows and pale moonlight all released me from the heavy burdens of my mind and sent my spirit soaring up, up into the heavens. Had it been my choice, I would have never ceased until death, but alas all mortal coils must weary from physical exertion and my partner, whose role as prey demanded a superior performance, was eventually struck with exhaustion and quit.
Our recreation came to a close on the far side of town and I realized with some dismay that I had lost all the distance I had previously gained, and then some. Sighing heavily, I had just begun my heavy trek back into the forest when the creature spoke.
“If you go they’ll kill you,” it said.
Spinning around I gazed at the wolf. “A talking wolf – how remarkable,” I mused, “and cliché. Do you fetch as well?”
The thing that had formerly appeared like a wolf shifted into what seemed to be human form. “It depends on what you want me to retrieve. Pretty girls are my specialty.”
“Oh a clever dog,” I quipped, peering through the fog to see the details of his face but to no avail. “You’re quite common after all. So how do you know they’ll kill me? Do they know who or what I am?”
The stranger shifted uneasily from one leg to another. “No.”
”Well, are you going to tell them?”
Silence. “No,” he said at last.
“Then how do you know?”
“Because you’ve got all the hallmarks of your race,” he retorted somberly. “And your birth is a matter of legend here.”
“Well I don’t plan to make myself as obvious to them as I have to you, but if you’re so concerned, you could help me,” I hinted, hoping that he would offer up some useful advice that would help me gain entrance without detection.
The shadowy figure remained taciturn for a few moments, but then finally capitulated. “Never use the front entrance of a vampire’s estate; it brings certain death. The dungeon entrance is underground – though a cave in the foothills just east of the castle. You can smell it if you try hard enough.”
“The dead are buried there,” I remarked. “They throw them out like animals, but why are you helping me anyway? How do I know I can trust you?
“You don’t. As to why – I have my reasons.”
“Like what?” I asked.
Though I could not see his face, I sensed a great sorrow suddenly come upon him, and he groaned like a man aged by experienced. “I’m tired of manipulating reality to help someone else’s quest for power. The game has grown old, I suppose because I know too much. I want out.”
“You realize, of course, if I’m successful not just your government will fall: your entire race will fall.”
The stranger coughed gently and I could see from his silhouette that he was staring up at the high yellow moon. “Maybe that’s what needs to happen. Perhaps we are an evil, wretched people, and we don’t need to be here any longer.”
”A vampire with a conscience; what a remarkable oxymoron,” I noted as I wondered if such a thing were even possible, “a miracle of epic proportions. Don’t impale yourself on your sword just yet; there may be hope for you. I’ll be back – and where might I find you when I return?”
“Oh I don’t know – I’ll be around.”
“You’re not going to stake yourself through the heart or cut off your head or anything while I’m gone, are you, because as it stands now, I don’t plan on killing you?”
“No,” he answered shyly and I could tell by the outline of his shiny white teeth that he was smiling.
“Good,” I rejoined and started off towards the foothills, but suddenly stopped as another thought occurred to me. “One more question for you: why did you ever invite me knowing they were going to kill me?”
”That’s easy; I was under orders, but I had no intentions of allowing you to go through with it.”
“Ah, obedient to the end, even in treachery. I’ll remember that.”
”Don’t hold it against me.”
“I won’t. I suspect that you’re more human than you even know,” I shot back, then quickly descended the trail to search for the cave at the base of the mountain.