Don't Despair Over Dostoyevsky
Hi there -
As a teacher of literature, I am well aware that C&P is difficult reading - period. Dostoyevsky has many detractors (including his fellow Russian writers) and the criticisms of him are generally just. Do not feel bad that the novel didn't "speak" to you. There's no rule that it has to be meaningful to eveybody who picks it up. Those who criticise others for not liking it or understanding its profound nature might as well condemn people for not liking a certain type of food. Literature is like food: much of it is an acquired taste, and Dostoyevsky very much so. I doubt few people pick up C&P and instantly sense they are reading something powerful. More than likely, they sense they are reading something that is moving very, very slowly - full of endless paragraphs of very convoluted dialogue. It IS hard to read; it IS hard to understand. I'm curious about how many of the die-hards on this thread gained their devotion to Dostoyevsky through pure reading - or were they guided by a good teacher or some other form of study aid? Let's be fair here and admit that some literature is a challenge to read and grasp - think of William Faulkner or James Joyce.
Anyway - C&P is Dostoyevsky's examination of the human heart and the consequences of violating "higher law." In other words, Raskolnikov theorizes that one can commit crime for the sake of a "higher" purpose - that one evil deed is wiped out by a thousand good deeds. This idea is a paraphrase of the German philosopher Hegel - who believed that a crime that ultimately benefitted society was permissible. This provides Raskolnikov with justification (in his mind) to kill the pawnbroker (a leech upon the poor in St. Petersburg). What Raskolnikov discovers, is that crime - murder - affects the human heart in devastating ways: he withdraws from society, becomes alientated and tortured by guilt. The only solution to his problem is to rejoin society - but this requires him to admit that he is not "above" humanity - but actually a part of it. His "higher" theory of crime for the benefit of humanity did not "trump" the reality of the "higher" natural law: murder is wrong - but it's not wrong because society says it's wrong: it's wrong because the human heart rebells against it. As a Christian, Dostoyevsky sought to show that ideology does not change the laws of God - and because those "laws" are written in the human heart, its (the heart's) response to sin/crime reveals that we are not above the law.
That's a simplified version of C&P - its more complicated than that. But don't let the fanatics get you down. You're not an "idiot" or whatever if C&P didn't speak to you. It may take more time, additional readings for the book to speak to you. Great literature requires multiple readings. Come back to C&P again and you'll be surprised what you pick up on in the second reading. And, if it still doesn't, well so what? It wasn't your "cup of tea" apparently, and that's OK.
Good luck