I'm starting to hate him!This whole thing is very,very uncomfortable and I have no idea how it will pass!And what's worse,I feel the need to see him,which I can't right now,since we seem to be in extremely awful terms!!!
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I'm starting to hate him!This whole thing is very,very uncomfortable and I have no idea how it will pass!And what's worse,I feel the need to see him,which I can't right now,since we seem to be in extremely awful terms!!!
What's the story, Remarkable?
Ah,something extremely complicated...
I heard that some people did a very nasty trick to HIM for St.Valentine's so I sent him a solidarity SMS.He then asks me: "What trick?" and I get paranoid because I think my friend tricked me this time.But then,the next day,I sent him another SMS saying that I heard about a stupid trick which I didn't wholy understand (which is not true) and I asked him if he'd be kind enough to send me a material he should have given me some time ago.He had sent it,with just one word as comment"Enjoy it".I found this extremely ironic and now I'm convinced that he is upset with me since he also hasn't spoken to me since Friday.Still,I haven't spoken to him either,so he might thing I'm upset with him.I don't know what to do,I just can't find the courage to go up to him and have a confrontation.What if there's nothing going on?
And what's worse,I love this person although he doesn't know this(he might have his doubts;a friend of mine says it's too obvious...).
Aaahhh,what can I do?????
Realizations. Bitter realizations. A journey from high up the sky to right down the earth....but no....actually a journey from earth to underground. Well that's what has happened to me.
The whole school knows!
Today I told to a boy in his class: "You know,I'm in love!" (I had promised to tell him a secret:) ).And he immediatly said: "With (the name of the boy I love)?"
I told him: "No!How did you get this idea?"
And he replied: "Oh,come on,the whole school knows..."
This is horrible...
Sounds like you need a little self-confrontation, this might be me just chatting a bag of Doo Doo but maybe you just have to think about yourself here (I like a bit of selfishness) Does he like you? What would you do if you was him? and don't forget to not give a crap about what everyone else thinks, its about you and him (:
The damn cat barfs all the time. She was sick when we adopted her from the Humane Society who didn't bother to tell us that we were getting a barfing cat. Their solution was hairball paste because according to them, she was barfing because of the hairball. She doesn't have a hairball...this has been going on and on and on despite our inquiries to the vet. Finally, we called the vet and said, "please treat the cat for the barfing" and we brought our other cat in (who has never barfed) for routine shots. So the vet treated our cat for barfing (and issued an itemized bill for everthing she did for both cats, which included the examination for the barfing). It wasn't enough to mention it in previous vists. We had to schedule an appointment specifcially for illness. So the vet says that it could be a number of things but thinks it's probably gall bladder and gives us a medication for the cat. We're not done with the medication but the cat has barfed twice since we got the medicine, which means that she hasn't improved AT ALL since she has barfed 1 - 2 times per week since we got her. So now, we have to bring the cat in for x-rays to make sure she hasn't swallowed yarn or something. I am pissed off at the Humane Society for putting a sick cat up for adoption. I love my cat, but this barf stuff irritates me. I love cats and I have had many and none of them have had this problem. It makes me think that someone else dumped her off at the Humane Society because they didn't want to deal with the barfing. And I thought I was being a good citizen by adopting from the Humane Society. :flare:
Well,yes,thanks,but the thing is I have no idea how his reaction would be.First of all,I'm completely inexperienced in things like this and then,I'm not sure about the way he feels of me.I would like to give it a try and just confess to him but then,his reaction might be cold and I don't want to lose our friendship.He is a very special person,after all,and I converse with him about issues most people consider uninteresting(literature,politics and religion seem to be boring these days for most of my aquintances).Quote:
Originally Posted by Aston
Many say I should flirt.Should I really?Actually,it is so obvious that I am in love with him that I don't need to flirt.A friend of mine(that is in his class)told me today that nearly everyone has understood...exept for the loved one himself.Ah,I'm is such a mess!
Lol you are being a good citizen (:Quote:
Originally Posted by Shalot
Remarkable, please tell us any progress, We are all nosey here (:
mmm i am working in the reception and when i ask forthier kind name pisses me off that people hang up in my face and i really get annoyed.
what a great thread i'll write everyday.
thanks
I had a bad day.
I woke up rather later than anticipated, my hair is a total mess, I then attempted to print a document that was urgently needed for today - it wasn't happening. After 3 hours of trying to get it to work with the aid of a computer geek, I realised It wasn't plugged in correctly. I then waited for the bus to take me to my destination; I waited 30 minutes in the freezing cold for a bus that wasn't going to turn up. I then came home and contemplated murder.
Aah,I'm so angry!
You know,I was going to read my essay some place important,but you see,her mum is the secretary of a famous politician so me and my friends never get to express our talents.Well,what can we do...I feel like writting an article about the discrimination of the youth in this country,how young talents are not at all encouraged but I fear it won't be published anywhere.
Aston,no news yet.Although I have something in my mind...
Horrible!My MP3 player is lost(stolen,probably)!Now,how can I go on without music?
Also,my history teacher thought that I deserved a B at my last test.She had found me just one mistake,which I proved her untrue,but still,she said that I had that B already.Which is pretty unfair because she gave many students one or two grades more than they had taken in this exam.Should I think she has something against me?
Doh! People amaze me. One guy decided not to be in the union because they don't do anything for him. Yet when someone else got called for overtime before him he runs to the union. If I was the union I'd tell him to deal with it himself. Doh!!
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Originally Posted by Shalot
so sad but hope you didn't feed it garlic :p just kidding -- no i really hope ur cat becomes better maybe it's allergic to a certain type of food.
why am i so disliked why do i feel so lonely everday why am i born as what i am? why is everything so unfair why do i feel so tired everyday! why do i suck in everything why can't i do anything well !!!!!
and i can't sleep everyday
What is your problem?Maybe if you tell us,we all can help...And don't worry,it's not that YOU are unlikable,it's other people that don't understand you.It happens to me a lot.I feel excluded but then,the only thing that cheers me up is saying to myself that I'm different and they can't understand me.It's not worth it getting upset!Quote:
Originally Posted by ReynardKitsune
I feel awfully bad.
Today I learned that a very,very good friend of mine loves the same person as me and what is worse,she has been supporting me since I affirmed that he is my love.
Last Saturday,apperantly she told him and he didn't express any kind of emotion,neither positive nor negative(and that is what drives us crazy about him,this coldness and unemocionallity).Also,she told me,in their conversation,they mentioned me and it was obvious that he knew.
She and me,we both love him very much and I know that for sure,since for months now,since we confessed to each other that we love someone,we have been speaking over the phone about our loved ones(it turns out to be our mutual love,after all).I know that he doesn't feel anything for me,because he knows my feelings and hasn't said anything and also he seems to feel nothing about my friend too.I feel very strange right now.I mean,I want to be with him,although I know I will not and then,what would my friend feel like?And the strangest of things is that we don't hate each other at all...
I think I should confront him and talk to him about my feelings but just after she told him it would look like a wave of declarations.And then,why should I do if I know his reaction already?I am so confused right now!Why is there love?
'Not going to describe what's going on-so, I shall state every user who posted here's problem:s-t-r-e-s-s
Feeling really very melancholic after quite a long time. Can't think of anything possible that can get me really happy.
Probably I have always over-estimated myself when all the time everybody else thought I had under-estimated myself. Probably the situation where I had under-estimated myself with people thinking I was over-estimating myself would have been better than this. The present one is more like hitting the ground from high above.
It's hard, sometimes, when we don't live up to expectations. Even harder to remember during those times that we really are great.
Pensive, it'll get better.
Stupid ears stupid infection grrrrrrrr :flare:
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Originally Posted by Nightshade
That stinks.
Family stinks!!! aarrgghhhh
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA AAARHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH HHHHH
screw my stepdad!!!! That ignorant ****ing *******.
Why must Psych101 be such a pain???!!!!
WHY!
When I look dumb in front of other people...
When I know that I can do better...
Today my mam and I went into town to do a spot of shopping. (mainly for my sister in Australia) We left the Stephens Green Shopping Centre and headed down Grafton Street when some moran in an 03 car decided he'd drive down grafton street! :eek: (did i mention it is a pedestrian street and only police and money vans are allowed on it during the day) Now this bloke and his rugger bugger mate (both in their school jerseys) persisted on driving down the street, beeping pedestrians, buskers and string quartets out of their way, and there was not ONE Guard on the whole street to stop them and fine them. Typical. When you need a Guard, they arent there, when you dont there are four or five. any way, they get down to the end of the street to a one way traffic street and what do they do? they turn up the wrong way, cut in front of a double decker bus and swing onto to street that runs along by Trinners. Unreal!
why do my friends have to throw my boyfriend a party the night he arrives? can't i have him to myself for one stupid night? aren't i allowed to be selfish in this circumstance? UGHHHHH. and shouldn't he feel the same? why is he all for the party when it's something he does every single day anyway? doesn't he want to spend some quality time with me!? ..... sigh. MEN.
I know that this sounds terrible but I CANNOT stand little kids!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!!!
I put up with a little brat today because she was my bosses daughter!!!!!! By the end of the day I wanted to hit her in the head with my shoe. I called her a dork and I said, exactly, "aw, you're such a dork" like, playful, harmless, innocently and what did she do? Run to her mother, my BOSS, saying that I hurt her feeling, she was CRYING!!!! CRYINGGG!!!! and then.oooooh, and then, she told my boss that I KICKED HER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! LIKE PUT MY FOOT TO HER IN A VIOLETN MANNER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I hate, hate, hate, loathe and dispise spoiled little brats who have their mommys at their beck and call! I don't like kids very much to start with, especially little girls, little boys are more fun because you could throw them off of a trampoline and they wouldn't care and would want to do it again, a.k.a. my little cousin, but dear lord, call a girl a cute little dork and she will be bawling her eyes out lying about you kicking her!!!!! Ugh, my first cigarette in four weeks because of that little twerp....I hope that she never comes back to my office again, i may have to hurt someone!!!!!! I don't think my mind could take it, I had a headache so bad i felt like there was an earthquake occuring in my skull!!!!!!!!!!!!!
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaggggggggggggggggg gggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh hhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Okay. here it goes.. Why can't I shut my brain off at night? Why do I have to be obessive about the slightess little thing? It annoys me to the point of being awake for three nights in a row!
Why can't people mind there own business? You notice the more you want to keep something to yourself.. someone somewhere has their own two cents to put in. Specially irks me with people at work.
Noisy neighbors. I swear I should live in a retirement community. I work from home on occassion, and people, not necessarily in my building.. but just driving by.. have to have their music so loud, the windows in my apartment rattle. Come on, it is really that necessary? Not only is the music loud, but little stupid matchbox cars with the mufflers enhanced to be louder than a Mack truck... Tell me, is there really a function to this? Other than annoy the poopies out of everyone in the area?
you know what's bothering me. i have a thread in the emily bronte section and no one is bothering to help. i need help
I hate being so painfully uninteresting and mediocre.
Wheee may I make more of a cry for attention?
I swear, if I ever become a serial killer, the Jehovah Witnesses are so getting it. Waking one up at 9 am, what kinda of people are they?
Oh well,the great wrath of you is intense.Quote:
Originally Posted by Equality72521
By the way,yes,little kids are too sickening!!!!!AHHHHH! I have a younger sister and invariably talk in a way that makes me want to slap her.Oh no,I wouldn't do that.I will endeavour to look after her properly even though the ceaseless bawling is jarring. :yawnb:
I love little kids. I work with them a lot actually since I'm a karate instructor. But I'll agree some kids are just complete mouth breathing idiots who you just want to push into a corner and ignore. But for the most part, I love them. You can't hate all kids just because you met one with a problem.
where does all of this laundry come from? I'm sick of it! SICK OF IT!
Yesterday I drive an hour and a half to a mall in Texas (It's a tax holiday plus I just wanted to see what the mall was like - I was hoping for a Panera). I was looking for work tops but found the cutest purse ever (not THE purse). I buy the purse and go about my merry shopping way. When I get home I look over my purchases and gosh darnit!!!! the security thingy is still on my purse!!!:flare::flare::flare:
AAAAAAAAGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH why does love, the best thing that has ever happened to me, also have to be the hardest and most complicated thing?!?
I feel a little better now :)
Sprinks, I think you're one out of over a billion people who have asked themselves that exact same question since the invention of love ;):lol:
Papayahed, if the alarms of other shops haven't gone of after purchasing the bag then maybe that security thingy isn't working... you could try painting it or sticking beeds on it to make it look fancy and who knows, start a new popular trend... :p :D
Just kidding, it's happened to me before and made me about as mad!!! :flare::)
well it all begins in an arabic forum since i am frim dubai
and thats very heart breaking for me ....idont know how to deal with
that son of a ****.
it has been 2 years with true friendship and respect and
before 4 days : he sends me a letter asking me to call him
and when i sent him the answer saying whats going on...
he asks whats going on???:idea: i know nothing about that
seems like some one i know is trying to ruin things between me and
you ...
I hate it and he knows he's wrong ...he's not addmitting!!!
why?????????
:bawling::bawling::bawling:
I think he wants to dump me in a way ...and calls a girl "love" when he
never did that before ...
please tell me how to deal with him
should i ignore???
please tell me guys !!!!
Boys >>>i guess you can feel
what do you think ???
:crash::crash::crash:
PS: my heart (really) hurts...true pain not emotions....