useless and unmotivated and a bit frustrated...and most of all wasted and wasting.
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useless and unmotivated and a bit frustrated...and most of all wasted and wasting.
Thanks for the best wishes...Quote:
Originally Posted by Ancestor
As for how I feel today... slowly getting over too many things... still feeling about to explode, but... slowly getting over it...
Excitedly and nervously in deep anticipation . . .
Inspiered but to do what Im not sure?
now bored depressed and guilty and wanting...what i can't have
Content with doing nothing at all, at the moment .. well, more like too lazy to do anything, so, somehow content with it...
useless, anxious, sleepy for having slept very little cos of depressive thoughts. it had been a while since it last happened, and in a way it was so familiar... but unproductive anyway.
feeling fine today. had a very peaceful weekend, but was very anxious to come at work and see what's new here at the forum. missed you guys.... :)
eheh kaltrina you're addicted already....
im feeling a bit better now, solved one thing... but still when i'll turn off the pc I'll feel useless and unproductive again cos im not going on with my work...nor with my life...
oh Koa there are some times when I feel like that too, in fact not some times, but very often... for example whenever I think about my exams, I feel like a big nothing, because I don't have enough time to study, but I always tend to look at the bright side. and I'm sure everything you think is not going to good, is only in your head. try to look at the bright side or maybe from another point of view as if those weren't your problems or difficulties and u'll feel more calmed. at least I think you will.... :D
yeah i know infact i feel much better than one year ago... but i have this paper to write and i just can't, cos i get so distracted... and i want to find a job but first i want my paper to be almost ready cos i want to graduate in november...i have less than 2 months to write it... so i never know if i should stay and stare the pc and try to write or go out and look for a job (and i dont know what i want to do but i dont want to study anymore so i must find something to do)... and this all makes me feel like i dont have a life... plus another thing which i dont want to talk about again cos it's stupid but sometimes it's really bad....
:mad:
drowning in my own self, despite all my efforts to simply float until I find a way to get myself out of this mess... I feel like shouting "a couple" (ok, a couple hundreds of dozens would be closer) of "not nice but true things" to someone who doesn't even listen to me... I feel like... I feel like I want to be myself again, but I can't find how to, because I forgot who I am... anyone else for "Depressed and Lost Anonymous"?
sick from allergies i now have a cough and sore throat and my first exam in statastics is tonight and i feel like crap i emailed her trying to get out of it but i dont know yet
Busy, busy, busy getting prepared for school, and very hungry. :p
Koa and Keltic Banshee I know how hard it is to shake feelings of depression. It is a hard road to walk and not everyone can understand that but know you do not walk that road alone. I have more good days then days but I still struggle with it each day. You both opened up here and that is a good small step believe it or not. Anytime you two need to talk I am and others here will listen to you anytime. Do not know if I can help but my shoulders are free anytime. Hang in there and I shall send out positive thoughts for you two to feel better. :)