a sudden disappointment is what I am feeling this moment...yea by one that I think I admire! :(
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a sudden disappointment is what I am feeling this moment...yea by one that I think I admire! :(
feeling excited for no reason, and also very hungry...
....ill(my throat is so sore and I've felt dizzy all day):(
..but thanks for the flowers mono;).I also love fresh cream roses.
Very very anxious :(
so tiered my spine has forgotten it is part of my anatomy.
feeling a bit more positive than yesterday (hey thanks mono) at least on my studies, after a talk with my teacher who didnt seem too shocked about my lack of direction...and together we decided the new direction of my work. Now i feel like a few steps further than yesterday, even if I havent written a word... but I'm tired :D Tomorrow I'll start (yeah, I always say tomorrow...:rolleyes:). If I start to feel a bit more active then I'll also find something else to do and feel good...I hope...
Nervous . . . (precisely from one week today, nursing school begins again) :eek2:
:mad: :flare: :mad: angry - a friend warned me NOW about a dinner we were going to have ...in half an hour. I waited ALL DAY for a confirmation and finally decided for other plans... and NOW she remembers I exist! :flare: :flare: :flare:
Tottally and absaloutly shocked. :eek2: I just went into the Garadge (sp??) with a pile of washing (it has house access in my nightdress dressing gown and slippers because I havent quite got roungd to getting dressed yet and it was at 830 in the morning and there was a MAN in my garage??!!! apparantly he is delivering a parcel and my mum leves the garage open for him to put it inm but youd think i would be warned!!!
Wonderful . . . :)
today I got up depressed and feeling insignificant...and needing a man...
now I actually feel just as non-feeling as usual cos this afternoon I managed to do some work and that balanced the bad feeling.
Trapped in a downward spiral that leads to places I'd rather not visit again, but unable to get a grip on anything that could keep me from falling... (if someone can find a word for that...)
A little sick in a hot day.... :sick:
Full of wishes for my loved one! I wish I would be some of help for him...
Well I am in between a rock and a hard place which is the standard norm of life. I am here waiting at any moment to hear whether my Grandmother back east is still with us or not. Then I wake each morning wondering if the Grandmother I take care of us still with me. However my Grandmother back east is now on hospice and I pray for her death which may sound very cold hearted. But that would release her from a body that no longer can function here and she has lived a blessed life. Despite all that I am lucky to have them both in my life right here and now. I appreciate and validate who they are and I say I love you every possible chance we are given. Keltic Banshee I been down that road and for me it was called depression. But I kept myself from getting up again and I kept myself a prisoner now I choose to fight to stay in the light. My fate is for me to decide and I decide to keep a healthy balance in life. There shall always be darkness but no one around said you had stay there expect yourself. So how am feeling today? Enjoying each breath I take. :)