Sad today as I've just said goodbye to my parents, and I wont see them for about 9 or 10 months now :(
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Sad today as I've just said goodbye to my parents, and I wont see them for about 9 or 10 months now :(
Very tired, but good because I have a dog with me :)
Mentally numb, I just took a bubble bath... that helped; now I think I'll make some tea and stop thinking about bills:cold:
Oh I wish I could have a bubble bath. I rash using bubbled soap...:smash:Quote:
Originally Posted by soundofmusic
Like someone who needs this week to be over.
I'm allergic to all the good bubble baths. I get this cheap, hypoallergenic bath from the grocery story. They also have a "white tea oil bath" that's lovely.Quote:
Originally Posted by Maryd.
I have a mixed box of feelings, now a little bit lethargy and now fresh, and now renewed. Honestly, I feel range of feelings at the same time, circumstances change my moods. This cold morning was not good, and I shortened my morning walk to an hour otherwise I am in the habit of walking early in the morning more than two hours. I love walking and in the course I come across numbers of people from different walks of life. I see students rushing to schools and colleges, farmers with their ploughs on their shoulders, laborers with their tools and instruments, running and running. I run to the riverside and watch there how corpses are reduced to ashes and then I return to a state o f meaninglessness and again apathy. Pausing there for a while I again motoring my body and going afar I encounter couples kissing and hugging and I start comparing two extremes at the same time, one scene: the body is being cremated and the other the couple locked in arms and planting kisses on each other. Carrying this mixed box of feelings I am returning home to hurry myself to the office
Pretty good, slightly worried.
Sleepy.
Going to bed early never agrees with me. I end up waking up in the middle of the night and being miserable rest of the day.
Maybe I should go back to bed...
crabby
A little nervous and somewhat introspective.
tired
feeling fine, even though it's Friday the 13th... I even tempted fate and took a walk though 2 cemeteries today
::eek: What possessed you, Helga? Note, that has two meanings today:cold:Quote:
Originally Posted by Helga
Alittle lazy and alittle nervous. I've been out of work for two weeks with a cold or virus, it seems too bad to be a cold. Now I must return to work to pay the bills; but I still feel weak and a little shaky when I push myself. I work with terminally ill people and I have to be always alert to their and their families needs, say all the right things; but I'm not sure I am quite alert enough mentally to do that:confused:
Happy :D best day I've had in a while