too many scary movies, eh? :D
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I am feeling a little sleepy after coming morning walk this morning. But I cannot sleep since I have to do my morning chores, doing lots of things. I feel little bit tired and apathetic to anything. I am not feeling like reading also. Not even watching TV. Just my laptop was on I thought I will write something. This chat is interesting like chitchat and time pass when you do not have anything to say or when yo have nothing specific to say and want to pour out what goes inside you, and there is no specific rules and that is why I am writing what I feel. I feel loathe and lethargic at this moment. My head is a little bit heavy and I do not know what exactly going on within me, this is not headache also. I have some difficulties in my office also with some additional assignments on my shoulder. I have to satisfy all and have to communicate even if I do not like to speak at all. There are bosses and Juniors and I have to make vertical communications. I have to satisfy my bosses and and I have to take to something called apple-polishing or flattering which I hate in point of fact. I have to stage so many acts. Staging is something I abhor in life but life cannot go without acting. You have to act and be what you are not or you will not be fit in your world, and you should act or do not the way you want to but the way others want you to do and in point of fact this is not a lesser kind of slavery.
I am enslaved and dance to the tune of others and I have no choice and I have to flex my self and what I call mine is thaws and I will have to condition myself or I have to carve my personality to suit i to what they expect of me in point of fact and this is how life goes on and on.
I am writing or outpouring what exactly goes on with me or inside me. It is called the stream of consciousness or thoughts? I do not know exactly.
pleasantly melancholy albeit very tired.
Sleepy, but otherwise good. Managed to get a lot done between classes today.
Like I have wasted a whole day doing nothing...
Bleh. . . . .
Can't wait for this week to be over =__=
I am feeling wonderful today. I have just come from a morning walk and now I am into writing something.
I am feeling LAZY... Yep, with capital L, capital A, capital Z and capital Y.
Haven't done anything useful all day long.
Woke up extremely late. .. . .but I feel ready and motivated to start the day.
Tired but feeling better after that nap
lousy...I have some sort of cold. I really want to go to sleep but I have to work on my paper for English class. :(
Today I am feeling better. I woke up a little earlier and it was dusky early in the morning; I took a morning walk, sweated and returned home fresh, read something and watched TV news. And back at work, I had wonderful moments