Melancholic, but hopeful.. strange paradox
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Melancholic, but hopeful.. strange paradox
Sleepy :as-sleep:
Very hurt right now. I found an old CD-rom with some stuff I wanted to put on my computer.. But there were also love lettres on it from my ex to his current girlfriend... and it reminds me very much of the half year that I was his 'second lover'. Can feel the pain till right in my toes. Stupid me.. to read that rubbish.. and care..
ill.......
Allright now after a good night's sleep. Nothing like daylight to make the pain go away.
grouchy i have a horrible headache
Out of all human faculties, I think memory can seem the worst weapon, yet also the faculty one can learn most from; I hope you feel much better soon, and offer my apologies, Bianca.Quote:
Originally Posted by Bianca Fransen
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For me today: inspired (since reading Alexander Pope's An Essay On Criticism, that Basil kindly posted).
tierd full of nice food and happy ( i finally bought a dress for these weddings Im going to!)
how rotten! but you will not be hurt like this by someone again, i promise. i'm sorry you had to go through that. it's never easy growing stronger (and i don't think it ever feels worth it to anyone who's experienced something like this), but one day it will be and you will have everything in a relationship that you deserve.Quote:
Originally Posted by Bianca Fransen
*this is what i told myself and i believe it's true.
Amuse and Mono, thank you both very, very much. I feel better now. And I also think I can learn from my memories :nod: :D.
relaxed...and dreamy...and irritated by this thing I shouldnt dream of...
melancholic and guilty for wasting time... and stressed if i think of what i should be doing instead...
Dreadful . . .
*gives mono one of those stupid, large balloons with the goofy smiley faces, hopes that brightens their day*
I feel pensive and lost.
I'm feeling...riveting.