I'm still very excited!!
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I'm still very excited!!
Weird...I'm fighting a cold and I'm SO overtired but I feel so buzzed!!
And also, extremely satisfied because I've done nothing but read for he past 5 days. It's glorious.
I hate this.
I hate this.
I hate this.
dammed college essay due Monday!
I woke up sick, partly the heater, partly my ravaged lung, and my stomach has settled in the two hours since I cracked the window open and got some hard candy, but I don't think I am strolling out today, even though I need to do things. I am going to try some tea, and then try to work, despite my ailing. I fear the scolding I am going to get from internal medicine for not taking care of myself when I go to get my script later this month, but I sort of can't stand doctors and the brutality, in a way, of their prescriptive models.
Although, in a concession to that model, I did not think these secondary symptoms would destroy my productivity, but they have! In the end though, writers just need to write, so it is time to wind down my holiday spleen, to use an expression :). Have a good day peoples.
worried
nervous
ravenous
Better. The bucket, as I am calling this Jazzy, obeyed, and I got to do what I needed, and for now, I don't feel like posting, which is better still, since maybe I can get some work done even though I'll be damned if I know when I'll sell another manuscript. Posting forums, fun as they might be, can still amount to an over-indulgence.
Determined.
agitated
Overworked.
Tired out....
Am feeling depressed, oppressed, sad, exhausted, defeated, suicidal, everything!