Hungry and stressed. I'd better start working on Russian now if I want to get any sleep this night...
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Hungry and stressed. I'd better start working on Russian now if I want to get any sleep this night...
Awful...I've been sick for two and a half weeks.
..i'm starting to get sick..:sick:
I feel cold
I really feel amazing this morning, and full of imaginations. My mind is roving and romaing and I do not want to rein in on it.
I do not repent over what thoughts occupy my mind and I want to break the barrier between the subconscious and conscious and I do not want to censor ideas and let ideas move uninterruptedly.
I try to float my ideas spontenously on papaer and at times but am afriad that I can not do despite that there are slogans about the freedom to speak and write but in reality there is none.
All kinds of limitations, restrictions or constrictions are put on us and we can not even think independently and spontenouly. Everything sufferes interpretations and when I see a beautiful dream and choose to share or relate it to some dear and near ones but they do not let me do it and they label it or tag it and finally censor it and I have really such feelings today
tearful .
heavy-eyed
My eyelids are apparently altered into leads,in addition to being melancholy,and I do not know my misgivings.All these days,I am apoplectic as I cannot find a time to read a noteworthy book.
Sleeeeeepy. Where's my coffee?!
Today I feel a little tired and have no mood to do anything at all. Yet I cannot go to bed now thinking that if I go earlier I cannot get sleep. I am really restless, thinking about what to do next.
No mood to talk to anyone. I feel pathetically bored!!!
Disturbed :eek:
I am traumatic!
Phobic now... :lol: Believe it or not, I am currently fearing the devastation coming from my own brain. :p Very destructive, indeed.
Caffeine high! I managed to stop drinking for a while, but it obviously didn't last long!
Upset...I now know why I don't want kids....
^ are you a baby sitter?
I`m feeling okay, nervous a little and eating the flesh of my lip - from inside lol