How are you feeling today?

Automated.

A bit surreal. Today was the first day of school after four months' holiday.

queasy! ate too much!

Like hell.

I was so happy yesterday. I thought I had it all set right. Slept comfortably at 10 pm but don't why had to wake up at 2 am not being able to sleep again uptil now (it's 6: 37 am and have tried really hard for the last four hours and yet can't go to sleep). Damn it my brain feels totally empty (the night before I only for three hours sleep). Feel like I have forgotten all that I studied yesterday....and I really studied so damn robotically yesterday that I don't want it all to be forgotten like that.

Why can't it be all right even when I try? :(

I feel.... alive. Wayyyy too full of emotion.... yet.... lacking emotion at the same time.

Ugg. :sick: forgot who painful my P.C. pains were.:bawling:

LAzy but I agreed to take my sister shoping and we have to go by train so I guess Id better get moving...:rolleyes:

Cool!!!

Stressed. Totally.

I haven't even been to litnet for weeks, despite the fact that we already have a permanent connection to Internet which has led me to promise myself I'd go everyday. Hmm, a promise to visit litnet every single day and leave a few posts. Seems realistic, but then, with my new task of heading the class' nonexistent costume committee, which requires me to coordinate with various people whose interests differ much and seldom even show up online, I can just about see my game plan quickly dissolving, the entire promise falling apart in front of my very eyes.

And to think that the dance is tomorrow. I don't want to be a pessimist. I want to believe we'll get through it, and have a successful presentation upstage, because well... I do believe we will.

Wish me a lot of good luck. :lol:

Worried, worried, worried: I have no uni accomodation for my MSc, because, as that polite lady told me on the phone several times, they received my application 5 days late (never trust a post office to do its job) and had already allocated everyone else.

Now I'm stuck looking for ads on websites, which, unlike my previous uni, is less organized and I can't seem to find ANYTHING!!! :(

I was sad but now I have a crush :) he's a country boy too.

I feel relax and a weird feel in my body which feels good also.

So after a few months of feeling somewhat existentially lost, confused and insecure, I fell in love today with a self taught bachellor degree philosophy student, who massages for a living, and drives a rickshaw. My feet aren't touching the ground, or I can't feel them... And then today, we had a modest kiss. I can't stop smiling... Life is looking pretty, and suddenly all the confidence i needed for semester start is rushing in.
Thank you life for confirming how wonderful the world really is. :) Have a happy tuesday everyone!

Happy

Strangely great and greatly strange!