09:25 - I am wondering whether I should rewrite my notes, re roman law, or write a story. Well, actually, I am more wondering if I can stand my guilty conscience, re my decision to NOT rewrite my notes and study.
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09:25 - I am wondering whether I should rewrite my notes, re roman law, or write a story. Well, actually, I am more wondering if I can stand my guilty conscience, re my decision to NOT rewrite my notes and study.
18.19 just doing nothing and being worried at the back of my mind about all the things i should be doing instead....
...yeah, back to normality...
1:22 PM
thinking of blogging something.
about what i'm reading now.
Cronin's "A Thing of beauty"
21.39 feeling lazy, refusing to go out cos i feel lazy (thinking about it, i've been out most nights since i was back 4 days ago), but also feeling guilty for wasting my life online and hoping that later i'll find the concentration to read something.
2042
wondering if I should attempt to pretend to get a real life??
2043 nahhh ill just go read a murder mystery
night alll
21.59 Night Night :D Trying to get a real life is always a useless effort, whenever I do it I just fall back here at some point, because I guess that at the end of it all I like it...
Anyway I'll be off from this forum for a while. Later!
Im back I forgot to post abot christie week :blush: anyway too much bother to drag myself upstairs thn choose one of the 17 books Ive borrowed from the ibrary to choose to read!
wow do they let you borrow so many books???
Im a memeber of staff I get 20 books in all :D as opposed to the public who only get 8
17!
dont tell me you read all the books parallely.
koa , i guess many libraries do. library here has number of books ot be borrowed as unlimited ! (but i wonder what they'd tell if i were to borrow ,say 100 books!)
no I useually read about 3 a day:blush: but not recently as work has left me too tiered to read anything properly mind you I have already finished one book today which is good I suppose and tommorow when I have no work Illl try and concentrate and read Alias Grace which looks a bit complicated
yeah , its kinda good to have a book ready when you finish one. else you tend to have this - 'gosh! nothing to do' feeling.
to stay true to the thread
4:17PM
telling myself - "5 more mins .. and i will start writing."
well...my Uni library doesnt allow more than 3 books at the same time, and last week I wanted more but I already had 3... since I will need books to write my paper, I will have to get my teacher to write me a permission which will allow me to take more than 5 books at the same time...
and also when I used to go to non-Uni libraries, I think the limit was 3. Once I took 3 books and took them back 2 days later, the woman at the library was baffled...
But now... :( I miss the times when my mind was free enough to read, now I just cant read cos I should read things for my studies and other things would distract me...so I just waste time online instead. Hopefully when my paper is done and studies practically over, I'll read something for and with pleasure again...
and the time is 22.27 and I'm babbling, foruming and chatting.
21:28
Babling bored really need to do somthing with my mind I think I definetly need a mystery now the q is murder and brutal abduction of a 6 year old books called Night sins or "A is for Alibi" a book about a woman dectiv trying to prove someone didnt kil their husband (looks to be a stephanny plummish book??)
16:34
i guess i'll drop writing plans and start reading.
if you've read 'the citadel', 'hatter's castle' , you'd know how Cronin's writings are.you cant just tear yourself away once you start reading. you'd get the same feeling as though you are going away from your home.
ok. am going back to 'A thing of beauty'.