What are you thinking now?

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08-01-2008, 05:45 AM
RoCKiTcZa

Will I finish this anytime soon? :eek:
08-01-2008, 11:20 AM
Themis

I'm hungry!
08-01-2008, 06:58 PM
kilted exile

We're off to see the wizard, the wonderful wizard of Oz.
08-02-2008, 01:33 AM
InspireMe

i find myself welling up with tears at the mere thought of things.
out of jealousy, desire, and inspiration.
for some reason, i am just not that happy with myself.
i think i have a very low self-esteem.
i see someone else and i want to be them.
i would rather be them.
and it's not really because i despise my own life.
if fact, i don't mind my life at all.
the truth is, i just want to find true happiness.
i want to be able to acknowledge and embrace it.
i don't remember the last time i laughed until i cried.
i don't remember the last time i let myself run wild.
i wish my life were a movie.
with my favorite songs always playing in the background.
i am very selfish. almost every sentence has began with an 'i'.
i desire attention.
i want to be able to do whatever i want and go wherever i please.
i don't want the average life.
i'm beginning to think i don't even want to have a kid until i'm in my thirties.
maybe i don't even want a kid at all.
what is going to happen to me?
i don't know where i'm going in life at ALL.

here it goes again.
08-02-2008, 01:42 AM
wilbur lim

I literally want to COMMIT SUICIDE.
08-02-2008, 01:43 AM
wilbur lim

Quote:

Originally Posted by InspireMe

i find myself welling up with tears at the mere thought of things.
out of jealousy, desire, and inspiration.
for some reason, i am just not that happy with myself.
i think i have a very low self-esteem.
i see someone else and i want to be them.
i would rather be them.
and it's not really because i despise my own life.
if fact, i don't mind my life at all.
the truth is, i just want to find true happiness.
i want to be able to acknowledge and embrace it.
i don't remember the last time i laughed until i cried.
i don't remember the last time i let myself run wild.
i wish my life were a movie.
with my favorite songs always playing in the background.
i am very selfish. almost every sentence has began with an 'i'.
i desire attention.
i want to be able to do whatever i want and go wherever i please.
i don't want the average life.
i'm beginning to think i don't even want to have a kid until i'm in my thirties.
maybe i don't even want a kid at all.
what is going to happen to me?
i don't know where i'm going in life at ALL.

here it goes again.

Decent job to thee.Your standard is decent!
08-02-2008, 01:45 AM
wilbur lim

I am NOT kidding,I intend to commit suicide.For the LORD ignore me,I have no scope to live.
08-02-2008, 01:48 AM
wilbur lim

Precisely,well,I have no idea what I am doing in life.I must confess that!
08-02-2008, 01:55 AM
InspireMe

we have already made the decision. but i'm only 19, do i have to commit? i'm afraid. i want to be able to experience freedom first. am i having this doubt because i'm simply falling under the spell of modern american society? suddenly, i'm lost in this world.
08-02-2008, 01:57 AM
aBIGsheep

Quote:

Originally Posted by wilbur lim

I literally want to COMMIT SUICIDE.

No, no you don't.
08-02-2008, 02:01 AM
Lily Adams

Quote:

Originally Posted by wilbur lim

I am NOT kidding,I intend to commit suicide.For the LORD ignore me,I have no scope to live.

Quote:

Originally Posted by aBIGsheep

No, no you don't.

Agreed, life can turn around in a heartbeat, my friend. "The only thing certain is that nothing is certain."
08-02-2008, 02:06 AM
wilbur lim

Quote:

Originally Posted by Lily Adams

Agreed, life can turn around in a heartbeat, my friend. "The only thing certain is that nothing is certain."

Decent quote,Lily!You are a professional.Suicide is not the thing,help is the thing!
08-02-2008, 02:08 AM
Bakiryu

Why isn't anyone awake at this hour? Not even in the goth forum!

I wonder how my hair would look if it was bright pink. I also wonder about how many of my sentences begin with the words " i wonder" :D
08-02-2008, 02:09 AM
wilbur lim

Quote:

Originally Posted by InspireMe

we have already made the decision. but i'm only 19, do i have to commit? i'm afraid. i want to be able to experience freedom first. am i having this doubt because i'm simply falling under the spell of modern american society? suddenly, i'm lost in this world.

Precisely,you must find a freedom life.I am finding too.Furthermore,I am younger than you,thus,it is too hard for me to find freedom yet.I must confess that.
08-02-2008, 02:10 AM
aBIGsheep

I think you're trying too hard to look intelligent.