Cheesed Off.
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Cheesed Off.
Hurt. When all I have been doing is understand the person, and then suddenly the person says "You don't understand anything" and then marches off and shuts the communication so abruptly, that you are left thinking -- What happened...It really feels bad....It makes me feel as if I am the culprit, the root cause of everything :(
I'm feeling horrible. A couple of weeks ago, my dogs started fighting. I'd pull em apart, scrape over, no big deal. But in the last couple of days, it has really escalated. My younger dog, Cassie, is attacking my older dog, Shawna, on sight and her intention is to kill. The last couple of fights were only broken up when I risked limb by prying Cassie's jaw off of Shawna's neck. I have had to keep them seperated the last two days and hoped that I would somehoe be able to re-assimialte them. But Cassie got to her today. The cries of pain coming from Shawna as Cassie attempted to rip her ear off were more than I could bear. I came to the conclusion that i can longer keep both of them. I have to give Cassie up. It has to be Cassie because Shawna is older and more lethargic. Cassie younger, more energetic and probably more adoptable. This is killing me. The stronger bond is definitley with Cassie, but I don't know if I can find a suitable home for Shawna at her age. Of course, I will not take Cassie to any shelter that destoys pets. I will do what it takes to make sure she ends up in a good home. I have lost a sibling, so I have been trhough worse, but sill, this is one of the worst days of my life.
I'm really tired and I should get up early tomorrow because I have to go to work (Then what am I doing here? Why don't I just go to sleep? This forum IS very addictive :p)
Exhausted... I had a late night last night and both kids were up early. I kept them out until after 10 watching the fireworks and I thought maybe they would sleep in. That obviously didn't happen and no amount of caffine is taking the edge off. I think they will have an early night, but I'm stuck staying up to do homework. Knowing me I'll end up here and stalling on homework:)
Tired, I'm going back home where there's no: music, internet, good food, tiles, books, English speaking people, tv, cellphones. But there are: pigs, cows, chickens, waking up and 5 am and old people.
my feet are sweaty from wearing socks all day
Relieved
I was feeling very gloomy, dark thoughts/only bad memories floating over my head but after this rain, I feel quite okay! :D
Exquisite! This sandwich that I'm eating is better than I thought!
on my way to having a viral fever... -_- how should i feel?
You should feel the need to go off to a doctor or fetch some medicine for it!Quote:
Originally Posted by symphony
odd enough, i dont feel like doing anything for it so far! lol
i hate meds!
Oh don't hate them. Medicine can cure people.Quote:
Originally Posted by symphony
sure can.
doesnt make me like it any more though :(