Should He or Shouldn't He ....
... fess up (?)
Raz hassles people at the crime scene, acts strangely, and refuses to divulge why he's bothering them.
{Ch 7}
Rascal had been contemplating whether he should fess up and surrender when he is distracted by a tragedy: Marmeladov is struck by a horse drawn cart and is critically injured. The carriage belonged to an elitist but was unoccupied except for the driver. Was it a suicide attempt? Or was he so drunk that he was terribly inattentive? This is not made clear in the narrative.
Rascal points out that he was "a drunkard." He is so shocked by the incident that he keeps repeating "I'll pay". But for what? Pay for the doctor's attention or for his crimes or for both? Marmeladov is put on a couch and calls for a priest who promptly administers ceremonials given to those about to die. He dies in his daughter Sonia's arms. She had promptly responded when summoned to go to his side appearing in tawdry garments.
Katerina Ivanova is Marmeladov's wife/widow. She is consumptive and spiteful who blames for husband for the family woes because hubby is a drunk and a no count. Rascal gives her 20RR.
We learn more about Ras in this segment: he hates injustice and can, somehow, "rationalize" in his mind the killing of an abusive old wench like the landlady. But he hates it when the poor are abused whether by injustice or by Fate. Polenka (another daughter) speaks to him about prayer. Perhaps it can ultimately lead to redemption and salvation (?). Then he starts to think,
Haven't I lived just now? My life did not end with that old woman ... now for the reign of reason ... Pride and self confidence grew in him ... He was {now} in the best of spirits."
Upon concluding his business in Marmelov's residence, and while renewed in the spirit, he returns to his garret accompanied by Nikodim Fomitch (superintendent cop). There he finds his mom and sister. Again he faints!
Strange how he can think about surrender, then drops it. Faints but is renewed. But faints again. Hates injustice but doesn't take all that long to kill. Has no regard for after life retribution but speaks of prayer with the priest and Polenka. Rascal is a living human dichotomy.
Off Topic --- 𝙄𝙎 𝙔𝙊𝙐𝙍 𝘾𝘼𝙏 𝘼 𝘾𝙊𝙈𝙈𝙐𝙉𝙄𝙎𝙏???
Ignacy Hryniewiecki - his terrorist bomb attacked killed the Tsar:
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His nickname = Kitten
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Communist VI Lenin adored and could not live without cats:
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Communist cats:
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Beware of subversive ideologies and activities promoted by cats & their hoomans!!!:smash::smash::smash: