OH wow that is going to be one of my fav poems now thanks momo
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OH wow that is going to be one of my fav poems now thanks momo
ralaxed..........
:mad: . . . Irritated . . . :mad:
betrayed, torn... trapped in my blue moods/downwards spirals/depression, I guess...
wow mono that poem is really beautiful!
me feeling as I should do something of my life soon...
Calm :rage:
asleep wanting :as-sleep:
:d
huh My brain has suddenlly got ????????confuzzeled??????
confuzed by whom or what? me, huh? :D
Vaguely groggy...like a barrel of blackcurrant wine that has fermented slowly in the cellar since 1912...
Perhaps it's something to do with spending a few too many hours on the computer. :eek:
Yes, much poetry by Charles Bukowski can read quite beautifully, but some of it can seem somewhat more . . . I usually use the word "invasive," but "shocking" can work, too. :DQuote:
Originally Posted by Koa
And as for today: energetic!
... so lost ...
Melancholic...
Burnt-out beyond one's imagination! :(
useless and hopeless and lost and apathic.
Sleepy......
right now, cold...
fantastic just got paid for work in July Im rich today by bank account is over 00.02 YEAY!!:banana:
Quote:
Originally Posted by Aurora Ariel
Daisies, the friendliest flowers, often seem the best cure for that --Quote:
Originally Posted by Koa
http://www.dinahsatterwhite.com/HC%2...isies%20WM.jpg
As for me today: flighty, excited, and somewhat hyperactive. :rolleyes:
in this moment I'm feeling sleepy.........
a sudden disappointment is what I am feeling this moment...yea by one that I think I admire! :(
feeling excited for no reason, and also very hungry...
....ill(my throat is so sore and I've felt dizzy all day):(
..but thanks for the flowers mono;).I also love fresh cream roses.
Very very anxious :(
so tiered my spine has forgotten it is part of my anatomy.
feeling a bit more positive than yesterday (hey thanks mono) at least on my studies, after a talk with my teacher who didnt seem too shocked about my lack of direction...and together we decided the new direction of my work. Now i feel like a few steps further than yesterday, even if I havent written a word... but I'm tired :D Tomorrow I'll start (yeah, I always say tomorrow...:rolleyes:). If I start to feel a bit more active then I'll also find something else to do and feel good...I hope...
Nervous . . . (precisely from one week today, nursing school begins again) :eek2:
:mad: :flare: :mad: angry - a friend warned me NOW about a dinner we were going to have ...in half an hour. I waited ALL DAY for a confirmation and finally decided for other plans... and NOW she remembers I exist! :flare: :flare: :flare:
Tottally and absaloutly shocked. :eek2: I just went into the Garadge (sp??) with a pile of washing (it has house access in my nightdress dressing gown and slippers because I havent quite got roungd to getting dressed yet and it was at 830 in the morning and there was a MAN in my garage??!!! apparantly he is delivering a parcel and my mum leves the garage open for him to put it inm but youd think i would be warned!!!
Wonderful . . . :)
today I got up depressed and feeling insignificant...and needing a man...
now I actually feel just as non-feeling as usual cos this afternoon I managed to do some work and that balanced the bad feeling.
Trapped in a downward spiral that leads to places I'd rather not visit again, but unable to get a grip on anything that could keep me from falling... (if someone can find a word for that...)
A little sick in a hot day.... :sick:
Full of wishes for my loved one! I wish I would be some of help for him...
Well I am in between a rock and a hard place which is the standard norm of life. I am here waiting at any moment to hear whether my Grandmother back east is still with us or not. Then I wake each morning wondering if the Grandmother I take care of us still with me. However my Grandmother back east is now on hospice and I pray for her death which may sound very cold hearted. But that would release her from a body that no longer can function here and she has lived a blessed life. Despite all that I am lucky to have them both in my life right here and now. I appreciate and validate who they are and I say I love you every possible chance we are given. Keltic Banshee I been down that road and for me it was called depression. But I kept myself from getting up again and I kept myself a prisoner now I choose to fight to stay in the light. My fate is for me to decide and I decide to keep a healthy balance in life. There shall always be darkness but no one around said you had stay there expect yourself. So how am feeling today? Enjoying each breath I take. :)
<rambling>Quote:
Originally Posted by Ancestor
Well... depression is "only" part of my problem... sometimes it feels like the main problem, others it seems to be only a consequence of other problems... (and i know it doesn't sound logical at all, but...)
I know it's me the one who has to get myself out of this, but well... I guess even those of you who've never been trapped in things like these (I still hope some people were lucky enough to never feel like this way) can see it's not easy... Especially when every time I think I managed to get a step further, something happens and I slip donwards again... But well... slowly but surely, hopefully I'll get myself out of it ;-)
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As for how I feel today... well... I guess empty would be the word today... and, the strange thing is that emptiness is one of the best alternatives lately... ^_^
Wish you all the best,
Keltic Banshee
Enjoying the nice cool rain and oddly enough rain always brightens my day. Me and water go hand in hand which probably makes me a odd duck but oh well, I am happy today.
...Introspective, though I'm excited about the thunder I can hear outside.It's been raining alot and their was a storm and bold flashes of lightning earlier today.But I'm still not feeling 100% and my throat is rather painful!
Thoughtful, yet sleepy.
Rain stopped hours ago and I am about the head off to bed soon. Aurora Ariel hope you get to feeling better real soon having a soar throat is not fun.Quote:
Originally Posted by Aurora Ariel