Sad today as I've just said goodbye to my parents, and I wont see them for about 9 or 10 months now :(
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Sad today as I've just said goodbye to my parents, and I wont see them for about 9 or 10 months now :(
Very tired, but good because I have a dog with me :)
Mentally numb, I just took a bubble bath... that helped; now I think I'll make some tea and stop thinking about bills:cold:
Oh I wish I could have a bubble bath. I rash using bubbled soap...:smash:Quote:
Originally Posted by soundofmusic
Like someone who needs this week to be over.
I'm allergic to all the good bubble baths. I get this cheap, hypoallergenic bath from the grocery story. They also have a "white tea oil bath" that's lovely.Quote:
Originally Posted by Maryd.
I have a mixed box of feelings, now a little bit lethargy and now fresh, and now renewed. Honestly, I feel range of feelings at the same time, circumstances change my moods. This cold morning was not good, and I shortened my morning walk to an hour otherwise I am in the habit of walking early in the morning more than two hours. I love walking and in the course I come across numbers of people from different walks of life. I see students rushing to schools and colleges, farmers with their ploughs on their shoulders, laborers with their tools and instruments, running and running. I run to the riverside and watch there how corpses are reduced to ashes and then I return to a state o f meaninglessness and again apathy. Pausing there for a while I again motoring my body and going afar I encounter couples kissing and hugging and I start comparing two extremes at the same time, one scene: the body is being cremated and the other the couple locked in arms and planting kisses on each other. Carrying this mixed box of feelings I am returning home to hurry myself to the office
Pretty good, slightly worried.
Sleepy.
Going to bed early never agrees with me. I end up waking up in the middle of the night and being miserable rest of the day.
Maybe I should go back to bed...
crabby
A little nervous and somewhat introspective.
tired
feeling fine, even though it's Friday the 13th... I even tempted fate and took a walk though 2 cemeteries today
::eek: What possessed you, Helga? Note, that has two meanings today:cold:Quote:
Originally Posted by Helga
Alittle lazy and alittle nervous. I've been out of work for two weeks with a cold or virus, it seems too bad to be a cold. Now I must return to work to pay the bills; but I still feel weak and a little shaky when I push myself. I work with terminally ill people and I have to be always alert to their and their families needs, say all the right things; but I'm not sure I am quite alert enough mentally to do that:confused:
Happy :D best day I've had in a while
Today I feel exhilarated!! The one and only reason is today is Saturday and it is is a holiday. For the last few days I was pretty embarrassed by the throngs of people on the way to my office, protectors with their slogans swarming everywhere in the street and barricading passers-by.
Today I woke up a little late and I could delay my morning choirs and could do things of my choice and one of the things I want to do everyday is post something on the forum. I feel really comforted and enlightened when I share ideas with people from different parts of the world. To know how they react or respond to what I say is really a matter of great excitement to me. Today I got hooked to my laptop and sharing ideas with people across the world.
I'm up at 4 AM to take a test that my future depends upon. I feel sick. And, I wish my coffee pot weren't so slow.
I took a short nap and feel refreshed now
Leaving the house now. I only thought I was nervous before.
Good luck MotherH! :)
I am feeling rather "bleh".
cold and tired.
Healthy again, for the first time in over a week, and able to breathe . . . :)
depressed
sleepy
A little tensed...
headachy
overwhelmed
confused
Like I'm falling apart.
I've been having the hives for a couple of days now due to some allergic reaction and I've just been plain miserable from scratching.
I'm so over-stressed, there's so much work that needs to be done, ,but I just can't consentrate when my skin is tingling every second of the day.
I woke up today feeling lonley and miserable, having had dreams about some dreaded thing coming to my door and pounding on it. I've been feeling like I'm existing in some kind of void in which I am trapped away from all human communication. It makes me think of the scene in Michelangelo Antonini's L'avventura in which Anna and Sandro are at the top of that church and accidently ring the bells, thus causing other churches nearby to ring back. That momentarily joyful feeling they feel, as if being reawoken by a soothing voice, of being reminded of their own existence, merely by causing some object out there to react in a certain way.
confused :S
happiness scares me
Today I am feeling wonderful. Mostly I feel wonderful but at times my nerves are at with the environment I am in. In fact I know everything subsides finally and noting remains for ever and we must go thru endurances and have a little staying power, but my nerves do not agree with its environment. I thru my spiritual powers handle things but my physical body is too weedy and frail to face everything that comes my way.
I know every trouble will pass and no amounts of pleasure will remain and the only problem is with my biological body. I do not believe I am just the organic body there are spiritual or immaterial quotients in me that are subtler than these physical elements in fact. I realize that I need to go thru great amounts of spiritual practices to enable myself to endure baser things in life –pleasures and pains, varieties of moods and circumscribing factors. I know I must rise above all these things
Headachy and very depressed, because I feel that my prep for my exams tomorrow is not enough...
tired.
I feel like crap. My skin is falling apart and I've got an awful stomach ache.
Not so bad. Relaxing after a great weekend.
under pressure!
As of this moment I am at war... if that's a feeling :p
So sorry dear :( I hope you get better by tomorrow. What did you eat? Remember to keep a well-balanced diet :) (Well, I'm no nutritionist at all, but I felt I'm the closest to one on this thread, so I fired away :lol:)Quote:
Originally Posted by Annamariah
Actually I am feeling a little sad at the fact that some persons are too poor and others are too rich. Some persons are born with silver spoons in their mouths and others are famished. I am a banker and when I look at the wage and salary of different people across different levels all I feel is that there is too much injustice and discrimination. There should not be the chasm there is now. It is unjustifiable by any standards
Absolutely angry at everyone...
My emotional upheavels have settled now!! I am cool