I have quite the imagination. It is so much fun. Most people grow out of their childish dreams, but I've only just begun.
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I have quite the imagination. It is so much fun. Most people grow out of their childish dreams, but I've only just begun.
Angst. Part II.
I like this particular thread more than any other, for here I am at liberty to speak of my mind. In fact if we are honest to expressing all we think this will be a more wonderful thread, but unhappily our conscious minds edits all that occurs to our minds. Minds are queer things and we think up anything unrestrictedly and unboundedly but fearing that people censor or have an aversion to our ideas we sift them making of course presentable for others to read. There are codes of ethics and we cannot go beyond those socially bordered things. Let us be honest for a while and think funny thoughts occur to us, and sometimes we are afraid of the dreams we often see and we call it a nightmare and fear to speak about them. We dread that there is something precarious and we withdraw from addressing or dealing it with. We choose to suppress them for fear of non-acceptance by others. And in fact a very little part of what we think comes thru our expression and most of what happens goes deposited or get layered deep down us, but at times such ideas or emotions become disabling emotions and perturb us.
In fact I want this thread to be really open and let people express some of the ideas, some repressed thoughts and people be relieved of them once and for all. But we live in a world wherein we want people to endorse not only our verbal expression but also our thoughts. They cripple our imaginative faculty and that leads to a state of melancholia
too little too late.
Thinking, this is the only time, other than short periods during the day, that I will be able to get on litnet. Now that the shool holidays are here.:bawling::bawling::bawling:
Also thinking should consider a second:crash::crash: computer.
I'm thinkin' that it's almost done. . . . and (unrelated) I'm sooooo wanting to pick my nose right now.
I'm thinking how being bored give me a headache and I usually feel more motivated to do things during the evening.
Please, please, pleeeaaasseee keep snowing so I wouldn't have to go to work tomorrow! :D
I'm thinking that I wish that the temperature would have stayed at -40 for another week so that it would kill off all of the pine beatles.
I'm done with finals, but i'm in a cranky mood :flare:
That Comedian should just go ahead and pick his nose.
Angst, interrupted.
Go for a SPA :) thanks for the thread...love it
Just one more final and I can be done with this hellish semester =__=
How much I enjoy LitNet, and what a great site it is, and how many great stories, poems, and articles I've been able to read, and just being in a place where everyone is either a writer or reader or thinker or in most cases all three.
It is so hard to respond to someones empathy when you so rarely recieve it.
Funny how somebody who thinks they're so wonderfully altruistic and caring, is percived by most as egotistical and self-righteous.
People are one ****ed up bundle of wonderful, horrible contradictions.
How is it that some people are so thoughtless and some are so suprisingly thoughtful.
It's Saturday night and I am having a few. Thinking... Should I really be drinking again?
I'm currently reading a story and while the author wrote in German, her chapter titles are in English. And while I know that "Things, you should never adept" is rubbish and it should be something along the lines of "things you never should have realized", I don't know what exactly.
I'm tending towards "things you never should have learned about/ found out about" but I just don't know.
I have been thinking about my relatives who have come from a far off village and they are my old relatives and live in a very remote village and they are really are lagging behind in many respects, in education, in living standards, in behavioral patterns. Being very naive we city dwellers look down on them and frown on other every act and movement in life. We live in cities and are more educated than them and know how to talk and associate with the elite and we feel ashamed ot be related to them.
But they are so simple minded people and there is no stench of artificiality and seemliness in their demeanor in point of fact.
I my self once happened to be there and now I feel ashamed to be associated with the people I was related to. This is what we call values and they hold age old values and I modern and that is what distanced me from them now.
Such ideas are coming to me today
i have to study really hard but i can't start because i can't focus.. i've broken up with my boy friend i feel sad, lonely, desperate, stupid so much things like that...
The feeling I get from not being sick anymore almost makes up for the feeling of being sick in the first place. Everything's so much easier. It's relieving.
isn't anyone awake?:crash:
Has decided the 'always handy' convenience of a mobile phone isn't too halpful when nobody actually wants to reply...
I demand the school server back!! Immediately!! The more time it spends out of order, the higher the increase of nervousness becomes, in thinking that I have done something wrong.
Dad just brought some junk food...Am I gonna eat that? (Probably, yeah)
I am thinking, what is it with me and the elipsis?... Why do I use it all the time?... Is it necessary to use it all the time?... I am an editor... I should know when - not to use it... I have gone elipsis crazy... ... ... ... ...:eek2::eek2::eek2:
Ok, ok, my new name is Maryd.Elipsis
Yay! Snow, snow, snow! :D
Speaking honestly, today I am thinking about different things. There was a great strike and I had to walk on foot to my office. In the morning when I was walking I felt really jubilant. Of course I was buoyant but later on I started feeling gloomy. I had clashed with my boss. I used to suppress my mind in my earlier days and there where some pressing circumstances that coerced me to behave very submissively but the circumstances I had undergone had toughened me.
I am feeling glum but I think when I take my sleep I will wake up fresh in the morning
Slept in way too much, wanted to get up at 0800 (which is still late) and got up at noon. Time to go brave the snow...
The violent activities outside engages me thinking and in fact there are too many political ideologies and people are in the street combating and revolutionizing but the motive behind is power and nothing else.
And I am in for peace being a peace lover oppose this activity. No revolution becomes complete without shedding blood and so many death tolls.
I personally beleive in evolution not in revolution in life.
That is why I abhor all revolutions. I feel no systems work better if people do not evolve and what we see globally under both capitalism or communism that the single most important thing is character and if people lack it no system works.
And I am in the grip of such ideas. Since I know this is not a political forum yet this is a forum whereon we can make a free exchange of ideas to the degree of what we are thinking about and this in substance puts me at liberty.
My mind keep on thinking,something or the other
And of course keep on smiling as this Smilies do
"What's for dinner today?" and "Will it ever stop snowing? I've had enough snow already!!"
Hope it snows enough to block the roads tomorrow!