Tired, bored, pensive.
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Tired, bored, pensive.
Lazy . . . . .
I feel very sad.. though I shouldn't be. I let someone 'read my hand' and look at the cards for my future. She predicted "much sorrow.. much more than in most lives". She said I was going to endure a lot, because "you almost ask for people to hurt you." But then she also said a lot of nice things about my immediate future.. And that I shouldn't worry too much. "You will have much pain, but also many good things will happen to you and you will survive." Still, her words made me sad. Also because she said that I will stop caring so much about my ex, very soon.. and that I will replace him within a year. Sounds dumb, but I don't want to do that... :mad:. It is difficult for me to think of him as 'a short relationship (?) and your best friend, probably for live' which was how she described it. She said 'I see Marcel as an older man that will always look out for your best interests as a good friend. Very prominent in your heart, but never again your boyfriend." Should make me very happy, but it doesn't at the moment. Feels like betraying him if I am going to replace him so soon..
I have strep throat. You can take a wild guess as to how i feel :-)
Good luck, Bianca. I really question the truth in those types of practices, but I do not intend on insulting anyone else's beliefs. Even if some of them seem correct, I highly doubt in their full correctness.
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As for me today: motivated.
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Yeah Bianca, take life as a surprise rather than a planned thing someone can foresee...that's what I think. Not totally in your hands maybe, but definitely unpredictable. And don't mix your feelings too much with that. It's inevitable that your feelings for your ex will change, but maybe it's better... It took me years to stop trying to re-create some feelings I once had, but now I just don't think about it anymore...when I do, it sort of opens a wound, but it never lasts for more than 10 seconds. That's life, it's not meant to be easy, unless you're so lucky to not realise how complicated everything is.
And how am I feeling today? A bit guilty for having wasted the whole afternoon online again, passive, rather useless in my idling, and a bit melancholic with a sort of reminisicing feeling of my past depressions, but only as an aftertaste. In one word, I think this is what I call: I'm ok.
Thanks! I do too, actually.. and would never have visited her - were it not for a fortuneteller who acted startled when she saw my hand (it was a joke then) a few years ago. Her emotion was so real that I questioned whether there is some point of truth in handreading after all. So now I wanted to know what there was to be startled about.. Wasn't too bad actually.. But you are right - I should probably not think about it too much :DQuote:
Originally Posted by mono
I will. It is nicer as a surprise ;). :thumbs_up :thumbs_up and I believe the 'not meant to be easy'-part too. That's okay. I like things a bit complicated. A lot complicated actually. At school they always said "Ah, your motto is: why do things easy, when they can be hard" :lol:Quote:
Originally Posted by Koa
Missing him so very much :bawling: I'm going to stay with him for 4 whole days after tomorrow, but I want to be in his arms right now :(
on the subject of men: still annoyingly, dangerously :blush: smitten with the physio prof. thank goodness there are only 4 wks of summer school left! :)
worried. i have a guy that is like my brother (long story but i lived with his family) that is in Iraq and the other day a few people at his post was killed by a suicide bombing and he was either suppose to be where the bombing was or had just left from there when it happened. In a way I feel relieved for him but sad for the others that died
I truly hope the best for your close friend. War never seems an easy thing to attend to, and, though I have mixed feelings about any war (which I cannot go into without getting political), it saddens me for the soldiers' lives and well-being.Quote:
Originally Posted by shortysweetp
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Restless; silly Psyche woke me early this, and I could never get back to sleep. :p
Humming Gloria Gaynor's "I will survive." :D
You better :), hard to admit but I might miss the IH talks.
http://i11.photobucket.com/albums/a1...orums/hugs.gif
BAAAAAD.........my dog (the one I love with my whole heart) dragged me to the ground and I am all brused and acking....
Missing someone in my life...
Any time you need a good lecture on IH, let me know and I'll send one to you via PM. :)Quote:
Originally Posted by Jay
Will I regret it? ;)
Either relieved, remorseful, or a mixture of the two. :confused:
Fat, tired, a little sunburnt, worried and stressed after 2 months of devoting my brain to a very stressful 'holiday' plan.
wondering... full of "what if" questions... but well... surviving
Postponing going to the shower. Lazy. Bit sad still, but hopeful for future. Very proud of first part of my book..
Irritated by my wasting of time; sunburnt
Same as yesterday . . . :):(:):(
Bored and irritable
Bloated, but ready for the fine Ale "Old Speckled Hen".
Very well, actually. ;)
I feel in need of a break.
So Dancing Nana and I have packed our bags and we're going to go play tourist for a couple of days.
Got your bags packed, Nana? :banana:
All right! Road Trip!!!!!!
I feel nervous.
generally satisfied. i had an apple fritter this morning, two slices of divine yellow cake two days ago, and am on a beautific, blissful sugar high. expect me to crash and burn soon. :D
...exhausted...
Innovative . . .
Tired, but really okay..
Lazy and achy . . .
Melancholic, but hopeful.. strange paradox
Sleepy :as-sleep:
Very hurt right now. I found an old CD-rom with some stuff I wanted to put on my computer.. But there were also love lettres on it from my ex to his current girlfriend... and it reminds me very much of the half year that I was his 'second lover'. Can feel the pain till right in my toes. Stupid me.. to read that rubbish.. and care..
ill.......
Allright now after a good night's sleep. Nothing like daylight to make the pain go away.