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alone........
lost in my own need to find the answers to some questions, wondering why everytime someone seems to provide an answer their actions seem to contradict what they just said...
Well, in one word... I'd say that still qualifies for "betrayed" (at least in my own idea of what betrayal is)
Today Im feeling angry and bored.
In anticipation . . .
On top of the world (have been since Saturday)
really tired... and sort of empty but that must be a consequence of the tiredness...i hope...
discovered in myself a gift for irony:
my ex, who i've shared a "time out" with recently, appeared at his sister's wedding with his girlfriend - someone who i am awestruck to think i was ever worried about meeting (am horrified that i had anything to do with him), and i got a bit drunk, was a trifle rude, jolly, and found great joy in thanking her for "sharing" and singing "why do fools fall in love."
plus the man lost his child (horrors) at the wedding! :rage: yerch!
have i said that i feel Magnificent?
average....
Right now Im feeling a little bored...
ok I guess...
sleepy and disoriented.
Sleepy and annoyed that I have to babysit.
Irritated . . .
Sleepy :yawnb: ... yet unable of getting myself to go to bed, perhaps for fear of bad dreams :(
Quoting Keltic:
sleepy, yet unable of getting myself to go to bed... maybe cos I'm feeling to well in the virtual world and don't want to stop.
And I had another moment of feeling in need of a man.... this must stop again!
oh no, mono!
i hope you feel better soon. :nod:
i feel, well, surprised. just had dinner at the caf with the cutie from work. :) :) :)
No...you're companion just had dinner with the cutie from work! :DQuote:
Originally Posted by amuse
You've got to keep the right attitude about these things.
I'm extremely, extremely happy. Yesterday I was at a U2 concert and it was incredible. Around 70 000 people. Great fun and great memories. I wish they could come again here :nod:
lonely.......
oh yeah, true true - thx, ihrocks! :D
Hungry.. better go down for a snack..
Ah, a big congratulations, amuse! I send many kudos (as you have more bravery than I), and wish you luck for any future . . . dinners. ;)Quote:
Originally Posted by amuse
As for me:
Quite well, but painstakingly manic. :p
still lonely...
Not bad - could feel better, yet could feel worse.
(amazing what seemingly little compliments can do for one's outlook on the day) ;)
Well, aching fingers after my first guitar lesson, but otherwise, not bad... still quite negative and not exactly happy, but...
Think creatively of a four-letter word, and 'how I feel' resides there. :eek:
feeling idle and in need of a man :( No good.
Adrenaline filled!!!! Going to Florida in 7 hours
Blessed.
All my UK chums are safe and today was very quiet.
Exactly the same as yesterday.Quote:
Originally Posted by Koa
Indifferent . . .
Falling low again... :bawling:
^ Aww *hug* :(
I've been feeling pretty good today, gone all PMS-y now though http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v2...tfemoticon.gif
feeling irritated, for no reason :mad: :mad: :mad:
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Originally Posted by Koa
same here, hoping I can work that out next week so... cross your fingers for me.
Much better, thank you. :)
tired and hungry seeing that it 1:30 am here and i have class at 9 am eww
and happy for mono for feeling better
Irritated.
fingers crossed then... my situation will never be sorted out instead and the awareness of that is both calming and painful.Quote:
Originally Posted by Helga
I'm feeling weirdly irritated but just since I came online... maybe for the stress of my damn documents to go to Russia that seem will never work out... or because of my favourite msn-guy not talking to me, or because of one of my friends chatting with me from work which makes me feel useless for not having nothing to do besides idling in these 3 weeks.
Your situation will never be sorted out?? That sounds really bad.. I am so sorry for you. What makes it impossible?Quote:
Originally Posted by Koa
I have an I-dislike-myself-day.. but felt slightly better after going to the gym.