I guess I'm a nihilist, agnostic, and atheist. It's hard to explain. I know most agnostics usually don't consider themselves atheists, but I do for a reason. Because I am insulted that god, if someone could prove its existence to me, just created me. What gives god the right? What an *******. I am not a toy to be played with.
I also know that being nihilist and agnostic is somewhat contradictory. But I don't know what to believe in. All I know is, I can't find a purpose in anything. Whenever I look for anything, all I find is something close to nothing.
Also, I think belief in an afterlife or a spirit is just sad. I would not even want to continue after death. If I die and there is something more than nothing, I will be so pissed. Nothing is amazing because it is the only thing that cannot be described. Throughout life, no human being knows nothing. When one thinks of nothing, it is probably darkness that pops into one's mind. But darkness is something. Nothing is nothing. You can't comprehend what nothing is.
Anyways, I can't believe anyone enjoys life so much that they would want to have an afterlife life. It is just silly. I want what is coming to me. Give me death and give me nothing.
Of course, if anyone completely opposes my views, that's cool. :thumbs_up
