Originally Posted by
Jozanny
Wow Inspire, this is certainly an outcry. I am sorry to read you are in such a melancholy state, and I hope things improve, not that I mean that to sound trite.
Let me offer one thought, however. You aren't alone in what you feel. My mother passed away quite suddenly three years ago this Thanksgiving. I do not like to discuss it much, but me and my sister and brother still struggle with feelings of abandonment, it is like losing a center of gravity.
Whatever your issues, try to reach out to others. You might be surprised and start to feel a change.