Jealousy

Well I just read my old response and I guess I feel the same in some ways, I don't have many friends so I get kinda jealous when my best friend has a bunch of people around her. The difference is though that I understand it better now and I have school now and she doesn't but wants to so I feel more 'in my place' now and I have something I enjoy.

This sounded like I am happy to have something more than she does and it's not that it's just that I have something now that I didn't two years ago, when I felt like she had everything and I was in a crappy relationship and a crappy job.

I think I wouldn't rate myself a six now, maybe 4. I do get a tiny bit jealous of people in happy relationships. It's something I want but don't want to seek out.

I'm jealous of the 10 people who don't really get jealous.

Are talking jealousy or envy here? Or both? ...with reagrds to the OP, that is...