Originally Posted by
NikolaiI
Munajat
An Ancient Dervish Hymn
composed by Abdullah Ansari
In Your painful mystery of love,
lovers find the cure for pain,
wandering through the desert of longing,
crying aloud, Allah, Allah.
Drunk with delight, censored by men,
eyes aflame with desparate love,
Your friends cry out like Moses on the mountain,
"Lord, reveal yourself to me."
When You consume a heart with Your Love,
You scatter its ashes on the wind.
What need have we for separate identity
when we know You as the only Truth?
Ever present, how can I search?
Always aware, what can I pray?
When You glance with infinite Mercy,
how can any separation be?
We speak only to praise Your Name;
we seek only to express Your Delight.
Ruined are we, annihilated we;
slain by You, we are happy to be slain.
Paradise, brilliant and pure,
without Your Face is worse than hell.
A single glimpse of Your true Essence
brings to naught every heavenly delight.
When there dawns a glimpse of Your Love,
love of finitude fades away.
What drunken hearts You give to Your friends;
looking at themselves, they see only You.
Free us from faces, revealing Your Face;
free us from doors, opening Your Door.
If You but once call me Love's slave,
my bliss will surpass the bliss of Your Throne.
Your perfect Mercy cancels our faults;
rings of slavehood adorn our ears.
You raised us up before time began;
we are Your guests: treat us as You will.
What do I care for the play of Paradise?
You make my every glance Paradise.
When You gaze into my eyes.
no duality can arise.
What this poor one desires of You
is more than the wealth of a thousand kings.
Every life seeks blessings from You;
I am asking for You alone.
This faqir has no name and no shame.
This poor one knows neither peace nor war.
True rank is never turban and silken robe:
royalty springs from the heart of light.
Creatures are drunk with Your wine;
I am drunk with the Wine Bearer.
Their drunkenness is the life of praise;
I am lost in Your Silence alone.
You are what they praise at the holy Kaaba;
you are what they seek at temples and shrines.
I am free from every religion,
crying aloud, Allah, Allah.
You place a pearl on Adam's brow,
dust of rebellion on Satan's head.
Satan seeks You and finds but himself;
Adam seeks himself and finds only You.
Creation is hidden within Your Heart,
yet it remains unaware.
You are concealed within our heart,
still we remain unaware.
All will is Yours. What can I will?
I want no thing. I want no world.
I cannot care for heavenly delight,
seeking only the delight of You.
What must I do to merge into You?
My heart's blood streams through my eyes.
I hold no key to unlock Your door,
madly crying, Allah, Allah.
Whoever knows You encounters Your saints,
cool water for the thirsty soul.
Heavenly states for them are lke thorns;
they seek only the rose of You.
Pious acts make the mind proud;
forgetfulness brings repentance.
I rejoice in the night of separation,
for the dawn of mystic union is near.
You exist. I exist not.
Everyone is lost in You.
You are closer than my soul.
This is all that need be known.
This poor one is mad with true joy.
This faqir is king of all worlds.
Receiving just an atom of Your Love,
every king and world disappears.
Adoring You has destroyed my ease;
now I rejoice in tests and trials.
Just a mirror for Your Reflection,
I am never separate from Allah.
Love's union is calamity;
its agony is sheer delight.
I neither possess what I used to know,
nor know what it is I now possess.
You are the goa; Your friends are the way.
Earthly fires are drops of dew.
Without seeing You, Paradise is prison;
pleasure is poison without Your Face.
If You bring us to trial, we have no defense.
Grant our lives Your Own Purity.
Give our hearts desire for You only.
Resurrect us through Your Grace.
Ther are no shores in Your ocean of light.
Your mystery can never be revealed.
Lend us Your speech to thank and praise You;
we have nothing of our own to give.
Heart beats only with affection for You;
lungs breathe only with love for You.
From roses above my tomb
streams the fragrance of fidelity.
For free You create. You sustain us for free.
You are not a merchant of gems.
You never sell the precious Resurrection,
freely granting union to all lives.
Submission is Your luminous way;
our actions are Your Grace alone.
Remove from us the sense of obligation;
never veil from us Your Face.
When I remember You, sorrow is joy.
This is my secret door to Truth.
Without the taste of Your Identity,
praying and learning are illusory.
My direction of prayer is Your Face;
my victory banner reads, All is He.
Paradise is not my concern;
hell is not my anxiety.
Beginners on the way speak of the Truth,
but lovers possess neither word nor voice.
Those who desire this world are insane;
those who long for heaven are inane.
Fasting, vigil, pilgrimage
are labors of the wage earner.
Fall in love, the royal crown of falme.
"I am Truth," cires Mansur al-Hallaj.
Live in ecstasy but never speak aloud.
To find Truth, become afflicted by love.
Know what remains beyond annihilation
when there exists neither fasting nor prayer.
My eyes are weeping with love's agony
as I dance on the mystic way.
possessing nothing, not even myself,
crying out, "Poverty is my pride."
This traveler on the true path of love
tastes the peace of poverty,
liberation from personal existence.
What great bliss it is to be free.
The mystic guide opens the way.
Brilliant space surrounds the soul.
The rose of light, its petals Divine Names,
blossoms in the grateful heart.
The mystic guides pours the true wine,
his tears of love flooding the world,
his blessed face, a golden Quran,
shining as the rising sun.
Strive to become the true human being:
one who knows love, one who knows pain.
Be full, be humble, be utterly silent,
be the bowl of wine passed from hand to hand.