Originally Posted by
glover7
I read Mishima's Confessions of a Mask back when I was a sophomore in high school. At the time, I was closeted and privately engaged in regular bondage-oriented masturbatory activity. Moving right along, I thought that his writing was perhaps the most natural thing for a person.
My junior year of college, I read the book again for the class, and everyone in the class thought that it was bizarre and disturbing. There's a lesson in subjectivity for you.
As for disturbing books...I haven't really found a book that disturbed me. The only play that has ever pushed me into a rage was Larry Kramer's "The Normal Heart," which made me want to be an activist, but that was short-lived.
Dennis Cooper writes a number of books that deal with "disturbing" activity (rape, snuff, pedophilia), but even as I was reading them, I didn't really think they were disturbing. Maybe it's just that I'm desensitized by my own psyche (that makes me sound like a badass), but more than likely I'm just a freak. I'm more disturbed by movies than anything else.