i have my summer school exam tomorrow
and im stressing out thinking
"why am i doing this? i really hope i dont fail"
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i have my summer school exam tomorrow
and im stressing out thinking
"why am i doing this? i really hope i dont fail"
Never felt like this over a movie before... :(
My mind is completely confused and dizzied. I feel a depression and a sadness in my all the heart. Aahh.
Am thinking of how to write it...maybe something like this....
To Dear He-Who-Must-Not-Be-Named,
You don't know it or even if you do, you don't have to care. I know it and I care. Since you don't even know/know but don't care, there is no use thinking of you this way but if you don't know how can you care? Maybe I should tell you but then if you wouldn't care I would regret having you knowledgeable more than I would regret not telling you so maybe goodbye is the best option. See I have weighed down my options instead of going along with my emotions, for the first time as you say an intelligent person would. Farwell!
From She-Who-Must-Not-Be-Named
Damn it that sucks! I have forgotten how to write...long time since I have really written anything I can feel good about.
I am thinking that I am glad that it is Friday and I have two days off now.
Will I finish this anytime soon? :eek:
I'm hungry!
We're off to see the wizard, the wonderful wizard of Oz.
i find myself welling up with tears at the mere thought of things.
out of jealousy, desire, and inspiration.
for some reason, i am just not that happy with myself.
i think i have a very low self-esteem.
i see someone else and i want to be them.
i would rather be them.
and it's not really because i despise my own life.
if fact, i don't mind my life at all.
the truth is, i just want to find true happiness.
i want to be able to acknowledge and embrace it.
i don't remember the last time i laughed until i cried.
i don't remember the last time i let myself run wild.
i wish my life were a movie.
with my favorite songs always playing in the background.
i am very selfish. almost every sentence has began with an 'i'.
i desire attention.
i want to be able to do whatever i want and go wherever i please.
i don't want the average life.
i'm beginning to think i don't even want to have a kid until i'm in my thirties.
maybe i don't even want a kid at all.
what is going to happen to me?
i don't know where i'm going in life at ALL.
here it goes again.
I literally want to COMMIT SUICIDE.
Decent job to thee.Your standard is decent!Quote:
Originally Posted by InspireMe
I am NOT kidding,I intend to commit suicide.For the LORD ignore me,I have no scope to live.
Precisely,well,I have no idea what I am doing in life.I must confess that!
we have already made the decision. but i'm only 19, do i have to commit? i'm afraid. i want to be able to experience freedom first. am i having this doubt because i'm simply falling under the spell of modern american society? suddenly, i'm lost in this world.
No, no you don't.Quote:
Originally Posted by wilbur lim
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Originally Posted by wilbur lim
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Originally Posted by aBIGsheep
Agreed, life can turn around in a heartbeat, my friend. "The only thing certain is that nothing is certain."
Decent quote,Lily!You are a professional.Suicide is not the thing,help is the thing!Quote:
Originally Posted by Lily Adams
Why isn't anyone awake at this hour? Not even in the goth forum!
I wonder how my hair would look if it was bright pink. I also wonder about how many of my sentences begin with the words " i wonder" :D
Precisely,you must find a freedom life.I am finding too.Furthermore,I am younger than you,thus,it is too hard for me to find freedom yet.I must confess that.Quote:
Originally Posted by InspireMe
I think you're trying too hard to look intelligent.
*ye gods!* bad sentence construction! my eyes, it burns!
Precisely.
Bad sentence construction,by what means?
No space between sentences or after a , :(
Oh!I accede your perspective.Quote:
Originally Posted by Bakiryu
where are you from?
Me,the LORD? I am from Singapore.I hope this is explicit.Many thanks.
Furthermore,I would like to applaud your 'I have learned that the past and future are illusions.
They exist only in the present'thing.Excellent.
I'm thinking that I need to go to the shops and get some cool shoelaces
Thinking of going home.
Now where is the blog section when you need it the most? :flare:
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ahh... just a couple hours until the NFL is back.. stupid preseason.
Same thing I always seem to be thinking.
Just 4 more months...
This is really an interesting thread, and it has a great value. Today I got up a little earlier than usual and I wanted to read something, some articles in magazines but I could not concentrate my minds, and I did meditation for a while thinking that it helps me concentrate and it did not. Then I slept again.
Now I just felt like writing for the forum. I have a number of ideas. Now I am thinking as to how to improve my writing skills.
I think I'm going to have plenty of room!!!!
my tummy hurts and i don't know why, but hey that candle is making my room smell wonderful!
I wonder what exactly is wrong with the car. Will they be able to fix it tomorrow? If they will, how much will it cost??? Oh, it is always something. :(
bored...need to find a thread i haven't answred...bored once more...my feet hurt...the first day of school sucked...
I've finally made it to my 3000th post!!! Boy, did it take me a long time considering how fast I made it to 1000!