clingy... a bit pathetic, really...
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clingy... a bit pathetic, really...
Worried. I wonder what my dad will say about my report card?
Pensive.
I'm feeling okay.
My head hurts.
Still feel sleepy but not as tired as i have been.
senceless
complicated
Sleepy....don't know why though, wasted my time baking this morning...one of my many ways of avoiding work!
It is 8 am in the morning. I'm so bored and I got nothing to do.
I'm so bored. I wanna see things burning. Somehow my brain tells me that I need to see fire. I need to see fire so that it can burn the boredness away. I wanna see my furnitures blazing on fire! I wanna see things lighten up. I want bright lights. I wanna see the gigantic sun in front of me! Raaa!
I want to explode like a supernova in the night sky..or maybe like a Nathan Petrelli ending in heroes 1..
Or maybe I'll hangout sitting on the cresent moon tonight, watching the stars twinkle their fine light, and looking down the earth and watching city people and cars pass by the streets.
Or maybe I want to go in a sentimental autumn, somewhere amidst those dark tress and yellow-orange leaves. I'll play around foolishly like lovers do and run like an energetic child.
Phew..it's so much good when dreaming..so much colors..
Happy! I don't remember what I have to do (i do know that I have a lot of work)...Went geek shopping again, for 5 hours..
Tired, yet satisfied.
sleepy. Havent stopped sleeping all day.
I'm so frustrated and tired!
exhausted. Better go to bed me thinks.
I feel. Really, I do! :nod: I feel hungry :D
Good. :)
My head is aching badly. Had a horrible day.
I feel more awake than i've felt in days!
Sick, yes, sick.:sick: Sick in the heart. And worried, of course.
Uber headache... But better after a walk.. Thank God for Autumn...
Rejuvenated. :)
:crash: Shattered
i feel like planting a bomb in my school
Indeed I am. My hopes are all shattered. I just lost my phone. I haven't told my parents about it, though I will soon. I mean, I have to. You see, I got it as a reward for passing Pisay...
it happens all the time kid,
you see, i've lost my cellphones, laptop, guitar gadgets, and happiness.
so that's totally normal.. :)
What?! :eek: Laptop!!! Goodness, that's tough. My dad would probably brandish a bolo in front of me if a lost a laptop in school. :D hehe. Oh, well. I guess so. It happens to everyone. And everyone's parents get mad at them too.
Yes, I lose my happiness a lot. That's why I've become emo. But I can always cheer myself up. It's not impossible. Are you one of us too?
i don't know..
as edgar allan poe said..
It's a..
A feeling of sadness and longing,
That is not akin to pain,
But resembles sorrow only,
As the mist resembles the rain.
I feel like my buzz is close to completely absolved. :(
Ooh... indeed that is great.
How about this?
"Pain is inevitable, but suffering is optional."
Not only does it apply to love; it applies to everything else in the world that may cause us deep hurt.
still have class, got to go..........
All right. See ya sometime.
Now I'll probably have a reason to log off and see my teacher foaming mad at me.
:D Wonderful :D
The weather today is one of my favourites.
I don't know. *smiles sheepishly* :D
Cold fury. Despondency merged with anger.
Bleary. But that may be because it's the morning.
Anxious, a little confused, tired and my sinuses aren't helping my head out too much today.
i am troubled immeasurably by thine eyes,
i am struck by the thunder of thy violent reply.
i promise from now on, i'll be better..