What are you thinking now?

I've been thinking about who I am. Then I was wondering how I got here, and whether this me was the true me, or if itwas just the me molded by other people. Then I tried to think about what I was like when I was younger.

Then it dawned on me. I don't know what matters, but I do know that I don't care who I was or even who I am. I know who I want to be, and that's who I'm going to be, and that's all I'm going to care about.

All this nonsense about finding myself, it's...well, nonsense.

I know who I want to be - Maybe not what I want to do for a living in the future, but I know who I want to be, and any pondering or worrying or fretting about it is worthless. Of no value.

On a side note, I saw a very furry rabbit today, who was scared out of his wits for being so close to me. He just froze, and looked at me. It dawned on me that it takes so much more courage to be gentle, and that is why so few people are - they don't have the guts to be vulnerable.

A thing of beauty is a joy forever!

I try not to worry, but worry find its way along with tears.

Thinking I ought to think of something else besides thinking what I'm thinking.

Gilmore Girls, Gilmore Girls, Gilmore Girls, I hope that I will find a DVD of all it's episodes.

Wow, I'm kind of in a lot of trouble and I can't get out. So much has happened this week and I now think differently than my parents on some things.

Is it enough to die?

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Originally Posted by Pensive

Is it enough to die?

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What for?


Thinking ... I want to pass, I really do! I hope I'll get good question and I'll understand them. And not question that are all complicated and inquiring for specific details. I hope he'll ask easy questions, general ones. but not too general. I'd like something like "What happend in 1848?" or "When did Austria first get a constitution?" I can live with that. I could even give him details and wordplays. Though, now that I think about it. I don't know.
There was a constitution in April 1848 and there was a concept for another constitution in November 1848 but it must be April because it *is* the first real constitution we've got.
Anyway, what I could not (and hopefully won't have to) would be some question about the parliaments of our federal states. I hate these things. They are the worst and I only realized we had to memorize them too when I listened to an exam the other day.

... And I hope I'll pass! *so nervous* :(

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Originally Posted by Themis

Thinking ... I want to pass, I really do! ... And I hope I'll pass! *so nervous* :(

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:confused: Pass what? Gas? :lol:

Would that be an aural exam Themis? I wish you the best of luck. :) I know sometimes you can get tricky questions...

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Originally Posted by Miss Darcy

Would that be an aural exam Themis? I wish you the best of luck. :) I know sometimes you can get tricky questions...

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Yes. Thanks! :)

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Originally Posted by Themis

What for?


Thinking ... I want to pass, I really do! I hope I'll get good question and I'll understand them. And not question that are all complicated and inquiring for specific details. I hope he'll ask easy questions, general ones. but not too general. I'd like something like "What happend in 1848?" or "When did Austria first get a constitution?" I can live with that. I could even give him details and wordplays. Though, now that I think about it. I don't know.
There was a constitution in April 1848 and there was a concept for another constitution in November 1848 but it must be April because it *is* the first real constitution we've got.
Anyway, what I could not (and hopefully won't have to) would be some question about the parliaments of our federal states. I hate these things. They are the worst and I only realized we had to memorize them too when I listened to an exam the other day.

... And I hope I'll pass! *so nervous* :(

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Hmmm, just a random thought...

Best of luck for your exams, Themis! I am sure that you will do well! :D

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Originally Posted by Pensive

Hmmm, just a random thought...

Best of luck for your exams, Themis! I am sure that you will do well! :D

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That I did! :D :banana: :banana:

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Originally Posted by Themis

That I did! :D :banana: :banana:

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Great! :banana:

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Originally Posted by imthefoolonthehill

It dawned on me that it takes so much more courage to be gentle, and that is why so few people are - they don't have the guts to be vulnerable.

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I am thinking on similar lines, it is so difficult to be vulnerable and requires a lot of courage, I agree. Who wants to show the world that they are weak and let people take advantage of you.