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Ultimately, nothing matters - nothing beyond the everyday: beyond getting up another morning; beyond eating another meal, drinking another cup of tea, taking another breath; beyond the fact that there's a book that's not finished yet; beyond the film that comes out next week; beyond the tickets for the football match on Saturday; beyond friends & family; beyond job, bills and debt; beyond getting and spending; beyond the everyday. All else is smoke and mirrors.
We go on because going on is all we know, all we've ever known, all we can ever know. We go on because there's no going back. We go on because the illusion of continuance, of progression, is better than the reality of futility. We go on because it is in our nature to go on. Because we're too bloody-minded to stop.
We may know that there will be an end but we don't accept it - not really - not deep down - we all harbour a hope, however miniscule, however ridiculous it seems to our intellects - that there is something beyond - something other. We all live in denial, because to face the truth is to surrender to it, to give up, and none of us want to do that, not if we want to live another day. And there's always a reason to live another day - until one day there isn't - but hopefully that day isn't this day.
This is from an unfinished short story of mine. It's just words, not great words, just my words. It's stuff that's been said a lot of times before a lot better.